got my admissions response from st. louis today. what cheap bastards, only a $24k scholarship, divided over 6 semesters. whatever, they're jesuits...i have my long-running differences with jesuits, i'm not seeking either to close the rift.
sleep has been a steady friend this past week, i wish i knew whom or what to thank. a rare commodity, sleep has become my bird of paradise, an...
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sleep has been a steady friend this past week, i wish i knew whom or what to thank. a rare commodity, sleep has become my bird of paradise, an...
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doopy doo...what's up with you? hee hee, that rhymed...what can i say, there's not much happening right now, i fear it's a calm before a storm. playing catch up in school, trying to sort out law school stuff. oh, and summer! let's not forget i have to figure out what to do with my summer...i'm thinking of not fishing, and taking it easy this summer....
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well, what is there to say? i'm a boring dull person. not much happens in the Great Plains at this time of the year...been eating a lot of meat lately...dunno why, guess my killer instinct has been reawakened...been cooking a lot as a result...it's a nice touch to life...i think i cook well, and good food makes anyone feel better about anything. my current mood...
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eternalkrista:
aaah i july afternoon nice and quiet would be wonderful. i need to see the sun but the sky has been grey for weeks.
metro:
all that did change...in Alaska, food is so hard to come by. i'm constantly working, hunting, trapping, trading, buying, scraping...here in the Flatlands, it just appears, like magic. hell, even if i didn't buy food, i could live off the dumpsters. not so in Alaska. i think i miss that dance, that delicate tango with death that i dance on the ocean, and in the bush...the winds are faster here, and they certainly can put some good lashings on you with the right amount of rain or sleet...but there's nothing like a salty sea spray driven by the bulging swell of the sea and the furious gales to remind you that all that separates you from utter obliteration beneath the power of the sea, is the grace of God...
i need an idea...a good idea...one that will set me to a purpose. by that i mean, one that will make me busy with a project. i'll take suggestions, but my inkling is that i will prefer to set about on a mission i concoct myself...mmm, life, such a sweet concoction. everything is concoctions, we're all concoctions...inventions...puppets...mmm, yes, creativity is certainly an important aspect of happy living. so i hope to be my own puppeteer. as much as i can, at least.
i need an idea...a good idea...one that will set me to a purpose. by that i mean, one that will make me busy with a project. i'll take suggestions, but my inkling is that i will prefer to set about on a mission i concoct myself...mmm, life, such a sweet concoction. everything is concoctions, we're all concoctions...inventions...puppets...mmm, yes, creativity is certainly an important aspect of happy living. so i hope to be my own puppeteer. as much as i can, at least.
well, sick again. not terribly. just a cough. and my ears have that feeling you get when you're in a plane during take-off. it was kinda cool yesterday though, there was this humming sound in my head, kind of like the audiograph of interstellar EM. how else can i describe that? hmm...just an electronic hum that gently gets louder and softer...and louder...and softer. to make...
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bella_donna:
hey ware are you a fisherman? I'm going to AK this summer to homer to be an alaskan fisherwomen
bella_donna:
hey ware are you a fisherman? I'm going to AK this summer to homer to be an alaskan fisherwomen
got no exciting mail today. heh, three days of good news and already i'm an addict, man i'm glad the mailman doesn't deliver heroin, i'd be dead already. anyway, what i failed to receive via post i received by fon...that's right. the latest law school called me up by fone to inform me of, and congratulate me on, my admittance to their school. i didn't...
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put up a rare pic of me, its' in my pics section. maybe someday i'll get around to scanning a few more, shouldn't take long. there aren't many pics of me in existence :-p i dunno about putting one up on my profile, i really don't want to spend the time necessary to crop one to size and ensure the proper file size. anyway...three law...
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err:
I'm gunna guess more bills?
metro:
ha ha, that would be classic wouldn't it? and well, what can i say, today was classic.
well, not too much to say...i've been gettin admission envelopes (the BIG ones :-D) from law schools, and some good scholarship offers. who knew, i got brains, eh? at least a few...or maybe i just wrote real purty, and they liked my essay. whateva...it's settled, i'm going to law school next year. i just dunno where.
insomnia has ugly fangs...i know they're ugly. not because...
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insomnia has ugly fangs...i know they're ugly. not because...
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walking around aimlessly in campustown, i ran into DriveLikeJehru. that was a nice surprise. he and his friend Andy and i went to a few bars for some alcohol, but it was so close to last call. moreover, the bars in campustown are issuing last call in some cases a full half hour too early!
i've been left pondering much more lately. stupid things, lighter...
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i've been left pondering much more lately. stupid things, lighter...
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vixennyx:
thanks for the beautiful words sweetie. i know exactly what ur saying. and ive never been a believer in regret.
and oh how nice a horse with wings would be ; )
and oh how nice a horse with wings would be ; )
metro:
good to know someone hears, comprehends...
"if i had a voice, i might be heard. but then, i might also remove the doubt, the hope, as to why so many ignore me."
"if i had a voice, i might be heard. but then, i might also remove the doubt, the hope, as to why so many ignore me."
haven't been on in a while, been busy. HS friend was supposed to come down and visit, but he didn't have directions. too bad i'm so bad with fones or he might have felt comfortable calling me for directions. y'know, i wouldn't have minded, he's an old buddy of mine, i'm sure i could have handled being on the fone with him. it's being on...
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luis:
Talking on the phone scares you? How odd.
met DriveLikeJehru yesterday, it turns out we live in the same town! it was cool, we had a lot to talk about, never a dull moment. turns out we both like comics, and in general, just found ways to relate to each other on various random topics...and that was nice. we ate at mandarin wok, which is arguably the best food in the world for...
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jehu_:
WHAT!?!?!? You get a cute girl to smile at you and I'm left holding the bag?!?!? This is hardly fair.
It was good meeting you too. If I hear of any SG Chicago events or some concert I want to see taking place, I'll be sure to let you know.
It was good meeting you too. If I hear of any SG Chicago events or some concert I want to see taking place, I'll be sure to let you know.
anyway. your not the only one out of touch with friends and reality. i'm starting to get the same sneaky suspicion.
how lame. but as always. a good chat should bring you round.
look forward to seein ya again soon.. take care..
whens