I keep saying I'm going to try to post something like once a month but we've seen how that goes. lol
Still dealing with alot of medical stuff do to my liver but hopefully most of it will be over by this summer and hopefully it won't decide to fail on my again. Also the damn hospital didn't like the payments...
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So I have been spending a lot of time searching and looking trying to figure out what it is I want to do with my life career wise and I still have no fucking clue. Still working on the personal training cert. but to be honest I can't really see myself enjoying that so much. I love working out but I hate people so...
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This past weekend was the Olympia! For of those who don't know it's the biggest bodybuilding event there is and a large fitness expo! This was my first fitness expo I have ever been too and it was amazing! Got to meet some amazing athletes and some of my idols and role models! Here are a lot of pictures and some of the...
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I know I know it's been forever and a day sense I have posted something. Haven't been to active much on here lately.
Well I ended up moving back to SoCal back in March and it's been alright for the most part. Didn't realize how much more expensive it is here than Florida. :(

Well anyways life has been having it's...
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Well for the people who have been following me they probably already know this so this for the new followers. Back towards the end of 2010 I really got into fitness and really started learning about bodybuilding. Well in May 2012 I ended up in the hospital for a few months do to liver and kidney failure and had to get a Liver transplant and...
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I haven't written one of these in a long time! I hope everyone is well!

I started classes back in November and realized that the music industry is not for me. So now I have to finish off this semester and after that I will hopefully be starting at National Personal Training Institute so I can learn about and become a Personal Trainer! Fitness...
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dragonfyre:
Looking good
metalmaniac:
@chibi_ Thank you
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I've always been afraid that I wont be good enough, afraid of the disappointment, afraid of the pain. Not anymore! It's time for me to stop these bullshit ideas and to finally push myself. To push past these fears that have been holding me back. I can't have any doubt or I will not be able to achieve what I want to...
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So I finally start classes tomorrow but I'm starting to really have doubts if this is really what I want to do. I feel like I'm going to this school and studying things for the wrong reasons but I'm still not 100% sure what it is I want to do.

This all started when I was talking to a friend about just...
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I really don't know how to start this but here it goes. In the last 3 years I haven't been able to get a relationship to last for more than 2 weeks and there were only 2 relationships I tried starting. And both seemed like they used me then left. I usually always look forward knowing that I will find someone one day...
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robertnagiel:
Sorry bro. I've been there too.
ravina:
:( I am so sorry... I knowhow you feel... I think about this all the time.. I think that I am going to die alone.. and be it that I dont have kids.. I wont have anyone when i get old... its a sad reality for me.. I am sorry that you feel that way...
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So I'm finally in Florida!! Started out pretty great! Then it went downhill a little bit but now it's alright again. Trying to make some friends in the area but that seems harder than I thought it would be. Kind of sucks moving to a place you know no one at. At least my apartment is all furnished now with at least some...
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