The mind is a funny thing. I've been listening to Modest Mouse in my car for about a week now. It took my that long to finally reach the conclusion they are a hack indie band and I really don't like them at all. How is it possible I did not realize that until today? Did I like their music before and changed my mind,...
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I've been thinking a lot about love recently. Why has it been easier for older generations to make it last? Our grandparents and parents generation found love much earlier that mine. At my age my mother and father had already had both me and my sister...by several years. I think it boils down to the simple fact that people my age don't know what love...
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jayde__:
While I agree that friendship is extremely essential to any sucecssful longterm relationship and that there is a REALM of difference between "love" and "in love," I think that love itself varies from person to person and relationship to relationship. Certainly there are different kinds of love. And a relationship still might not work out just because you love someone. I think the reason our generation has so many problems with longterm stuff is simple. We're all lazy and impatient. We're used to instant gratifucation and anything other than that feels unacceptable. Relationships take work, but there are few people who really want that. I think the trick -- and the hard part -- is finding someone for whom you're willing to work. Once you find that person, I think everything else will seem so much easier.
Of course, it's almost 5:20 a.m. here, and I'm rambling aimlessly. Feel free to just ignore this.
Of course, it's almost 5:20 a.m. here, and I'm rambling aimlessly. Feel free to just ignore this.
kamille:
i would like to add to the above comment by saying that it also takes meeting someone who thinks you are worth working for, too. it can't be one-sided, and that's where fate/luck/serendipity comes in: helping you find that person. but, if you're right (menotyou), it shouldn't be too hard... just look around at your friends. 
I just broke up with my girlfriend. Fuck. I don't want to leave her but things have been bad for the last couple weeks and if I don't end it now they will get worse and we will break up anyway. At least this way there is a chance of reconciliation. God I hope I'm doing the right thing.
I hate November. It always....ALWAYS sucks...
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I hate November. It always....ALWAYS sucks...
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lotus:
haha, I know some philosophy. No physics.
ash:
but see ... now you saved yourself a few hundred dollars on xmas gifts because u no longer have a gf. just keep it up and u will benefit from this!
but seriously tho .. enough is enough. that said, Im sure after time u will be able to become friends but there is a definite period of time in which u have to stay away from each other to let things heal themselves
but seriously tho .. enough is enough. that said, Im sure after time u will be able to become friends but there is a definite period of time in which u have to stay away from each other to let things heal themselves
For absolutely no reason at all I've left my car radio on the new Tejano Hip Hop station for the last several days. If only I spoke Spanish.
Man....things are not looking on the up and up with my girl.
Salad Fingers is...well...yea......
Confession: I like Phil Collins, Dan Fogelberg, and Hootie and the Blowfish.
Are there any bands you like but are too embarrassed...
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Man....things are not looking on the up and up with my girl.
Salad Fingers is...well...yea......
Confession: I like Phil Collins, Dan Fogelberg, and Hootie and the Blowfish.
Are there any bands you like but are too embarrassed...
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velocity:
Oh, totally. And the videos were made circa 1984, so they were super awesomely rad.
lemonkid:
Yeah.. they totally rule.
There are 442 Suicide Girls on here. When I started here less than a year ago they had just hit 300. That's a 67.87% increase in girls. So my question is: how in the holy fuck are some of these girls qualifying? Seriously! When I got on here a year ago the quality of models was amazingly fucking high. Being a Suicide Girl was something...
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kestrel:
Whoa! Twice, yo!
kestrel:
Yes, poking badgers with a spoon? Got it? No? Okay.
"Things haven't changed all that much where George W. Bush comes from. Houston is a cruel and crazy town on a filthy river in East Texas with no zoning laws and a culture of sex, money and violence. It's a shabby sprawling metropolis ruled by brazen women, crooked cops and super-rich pansexual cowboys who live by the code of the West -- which can mean...
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ash:
yeah u! with the green and red glasses and that spider! ewwww spiders ...
stacie:
at least im the queen of something
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sakita:
ah ha!!! someone besides me likes hands? or veiny hands?
cool.
thanks for adding me. It was nice talking with ya the other day.
cool.
thanks for adding me. It was nice talking with ya the other day.
jayde__:
Hehe... very nice.
I'm not real sure why, but the novelty of SG is beginning to wear off for me. Yea, naked girls...yea, cool people...but more and more I don't feel like logging in. I've had something like 6 or 7 people on my friends list leave the site in the last 2 weeks.
Even NHS isn't really doing it for me anymore, and in all honesty it...
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sakita:
Strange I was just thinking that I havent posted much at all this month.
I, too, have become disillusioned. I know that I have much to do with school, but still try to sit down and scope out the groups.
What to hear a totally hysterical conversation I found myself in the other day?
NO? Too Bad!!!
person 1. If America didnt help out in wars..everyone in Europe would be speaking german instead of English.
me. well technically, english is a germanic language, based on german.
person 2. no it is a romantic langauge.
me. umm well according to cambridge university, the university I am getting a masters in english through (the uni here works with cambridge, and I will get my masters in 1 semester...) English is built on a multitude of languages, but it is mainly a germanic language. As are all of the nordic languages (not finnish, but it technically isnt a nordic language) . It would be due to the fact that german is a base language, and in 1100 for about 200 years, French was the national language in England, and English took in over 10,000 loan words..
person 1. no you are wrong, english is a romantic language.
me. do you even know what a romantic language is?
person 2. like french and stuff.
at this point i was like... well... technically no.
romantic languages are built on latin.
person 1. but latin isnt a language.
me. thats like saying sanskrit isnt a language.
round bout this time i start getting angry, I just took a course in the history of english from about 900 , and have had history of swedish from ca 700s up.
It isnt as though I was just making shit up ya know?
Why cant people listen to me when I am educating them?
I said... this..
Well if you want to be an uneducated moron your whole life...so be it.. and left the conversation.
neat huh?
besides that, not much going on, just having a horribly hard time reading Lord Jim. I just can not get into it.
How are you?
Why dont you message me on icq or yahoo?
I, too, have become disillusioned. I know that I have much to do with school, but still try to sit down and scope out the groups.
What to hear a totally hysterical conversation I found myself in the other day?
NO? Too Bad!!!
person 1. If America didnt help out in wars..everyone in Europe would be speaking german instead of English.
me. well technically, english is a germanic language, based on german.
person 2. no it is a romantic langauge.
me. umm well according to cambridge university, the university I am getting a masters in english through (the uni here works with cambridge, and I will get my masters in 1 semester...) English is built on a multitude of languages, but it is mainly a germanic language. As are all of the nordic languages (not finnish, but it technically isnt a nordic language) . It would be due to the fact that german is a base language, and in 1100 for about 200 years, French was the national language in England, and English took in over 10,000 loan words..
person 1. no you are wrong, english is a romantic language.
me. do you even know what a romantic language is?
person 2. like french and stuff.
at this point i was like... well... technically no.
romantic languages are built on latin.
person 1. but latin isnt a language.
me. thats like saying sanskrit isnt a language.
round bout this time i start getting angry, I just took a course in the history of english from about 900 , and have had history of swedish from ca 700s up.
It isnt as though I was just making shit up ya know?
Why cant people listen to me when I am educating them?
I said... this..
Well if you want to be an uneducated moron your whole life...so be it.. and left the conversation.
neat huh?
besides that, not much going on, just having a horribly hard time reading Lord Jim. I just can not get into it.
How are you?
Why dont you message me on icq or yahoo?
lemonkid:
If it's true then it's a great comment.
I am far too involved in the politics here in the U.S. I can't take it anymore. I really can't. The lies, the subtle attacks, the stupid stupid stupid people that buy into the blatant propaganda, the totally pointless arguments (Kerrys medals, Bush going AWOL, Flip flopping)....the total idiocy of it all is boring a hole into my brainstem.
Personally I think they are all...
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Is anyone else pissed they moved the new/edit journal stuff to a different place? I keep clicking on Edit Preferences, swearing, and throwing random things lying around my desk.
My girl is going in for surgery tomorrow. I'm a little freaked out about it. If I understand it correctly, they are going to be scraping the fuck out of her uterus with a very sharp...
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My girl is going in for surgery tomorrow. I'm a little freaked out about it. If I understand it correctly, they are going to be scraping the fuck out of her uterus with a very sharp...
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jayde__:
First, I hope your girlfriend made it through the surgery okay. My girly bits feel bad for her. That's definitely not fun. 
Second, I know not everyone sucks. There are some not sucky people out there, especially around the site, apparently.
Third, sorry you're going through a simlar situation. If you need to vent, feel free.
(And sorry I am apparently not able to type this morning!
)
Second, I know not everyone sucks. There are some not sucky people out there, especially around the site, apparently.
Third, sorry you're going through a simlar situation. If you need to vent, feel free.
(And sorry I am apparently not able to type this morning!
)
jayde__:
Coke and Vanilla Vodka also tastes exactly like Vanilla Coke. (Sorry, I'm in love with vodka.)
Next time I need to rant, I will definitley remember that you've offered to listen. Thanks for the offer.
(Sorry, I'm in love with vodka.)
Next time I need to rant, I will definitley remember that you've offered to listen. Thanks for the offer.
jealous(adj.):
1. Fearful or wary of being supplanted; apprehensive of losing affection or position.
2.
a. Resentful or bitter in rivalry; envious: jealous of the success of others.
b. Inclined to suspect rivalry.
3. Having to do with or arising from feelings of envy, apprehension, or bitterness: jealous thoughts.
4. Vigilant in guarding something: We are jealous of our good name.
5. Intolerant of disloyalty...
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1. Fearful or wary of being supplanted; apprehensive of losing affection or position.
2.
a. Resentful or bitter in rivalry; envious: jealous of the success of others.
b. Inclined to suspect rivalry.
3. Having to do with or arising from feelings of envy, apprehension, or bitterness: jealous thoughts.
4. Vigilant in guarding something: We are jealous of our good name.
5. Intolerant of disloyalty...
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malloreigh:
sorry, but i'm broke. otherwise i totally would.
oubliette1:
um, jay, i'm a moron. that is all. I'll be online tonight. Yes I finally have my computer. yay.
oh PS. Did I mention I am a moron.
oh PS. Did I mention I am a moron.
The new pic is kinda weird, but not in an entirely bad way.
And your useless fact too.
I'm just too smart for my own good, it seems.