I was watching an episode of Criminal Minds a while back and saw the rerun of it tonight. It's about a young man who is, of course, criminally insane in a lot of ways... it turns out he's adopted and is fixated on this female writer who he is convinced is his mother who gave him up at the beginning of his life. His adopted...
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wolfj:
If you've realized that what you are is you then you've done more then most people in life. Good job 
nikx:
I'm a bit late with this comment, but just wanted to say that I love the honest, introspective reflection and sheer eloquence this post. These are the kinds of words that I wish my own thoughts could form.
Brain dump time. Yes, I am not happy today. But I submitted a dispute against that slunt Zanetta. I went over the call with my supervisor and we both agree (as does the rest of my team) that it was not a failed call. Fuckin bitch. She is going down.
Oh, and my best friend, fwb, has called it off with his current gf. Times...
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Oh, and my best friend, fwb, has called it off with his current gf. Times...
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tiger_fodder:
Nothing wrong with flirting. Don't get me wrong, if we lived nearby I would be SOOOO tempted. 
You know, people @ work just piss me off. First I get a notice that I can't order the phone as an upgrade til december. Ok. So I order it as a separate line for $5. Its resolved.
Secondly, I get a QA 5 from that whore in the QA department. If she knew the first thing about troubleshooting she would understand the situation properly....
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Secondly, I get a QA 5 from that whore in the QA department. If she knew the first thing about troubleshooting she would understand the situation properly....
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fabulousrex:
Hehe, well, perhaps I am guilty of emotional manipulation. It seemed like you needed a shock to the system to break you out of your depression. If some lady at work has to take the brunt of your fury, then she picked the wrong day to fuck with you! 
I'm still gonna get out Thursday night, but like I said, I'll be awfully rusty. Made alot of money with the Billy Bob show, 10hrs of lifting and carrying heavy objects kinda wears you down, though. I pretty much slept all day today. I'll be 'fresher' for the Clizzub tomorrow.
I'm still gonna get out Thursday night, but like I said, I'll be awfully rusty. Made alot of money with the Billy Bob show, 10hrs of lifting and carrying heavy objects kinda wears you down, though. I pretty much slept all day today. I'll be 'fresher' for the Clizzub tomorrow.
tiger_fodder:
Yes....you have mentioned it before. I am very flattered! The girl would be jealous.
Testing this thing out. If it works...COOL. Sms is pathetically limited to 160 characters but if email works, all the better!!!
Anyways, enuff geeking out on my cellphone. I'm off to get ready for work for real!
Oh yeah, "I'm still here mofos". And with that I get out of bed to stride into my day.
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry
Anyways, enuff geeking out on my cellphone. I'm off to get ready for work for real!
Oh yeah, "I'm still here mofos". And with that I get out of bed to stride into my day.
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry
luh:
How did the test for the new position at work go?
Yep it is time to wipe out the depressing bullshit and move it down in my blog. I'm really not feeling tremendously better. But hey, we carry on. That's this woman's motto. It's okay to feel down in the dumps and depressed for a night, but in the morning wake up, throw the finger at the Universe, state "I'm still here, mofos", get up, take...
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mayarix:
As an afterthought, it's a good thing I didn't get busy crying last night. It makes my eyes all poofy the next day and looks really horrible. It's hard to hide that with makeup. And... not the slightest hint of a hangover. Surprising considering how much wine I drank.
luh:
Been there done that gf.
Posting a blog while drunk is not something I would EVER condone. I'm really depressed. I want to cry, but can't find the tears to do so. I feel like a reject today. I feel safe posting this in this blog since certain someones don't have access to this blog... I.E. the people I work with, for the most part.
I feel hurt, stupid, rejected,...
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I feel hurt, stupid, rejected,...
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fabulousrex:
Hey, none taken. Though I do have to say that you're -way- to hard on yourself.
It's true this town can become rather entrenched in retarded cliques and stupidity, but you shouldn't blame yourself for that. You just gotta know that you're awesome and pretty and smart and funny and that any guy would be lucky to have you.
It's true this town can become rather entrenched in retarded cliques and stupidity, but you shouldn't blame yourself for that. You just gotta know that you're awesome and pretty and smart and funny and that any guy would be lucky to have you.
I find it deliciously funny how we fret away at figuring out "who am I?" and then wake up one morning to discover "I am I". One of my favorite Queensryche songs, "I am I" says it all at this point. I am just irreversibly me. The incredible journey of self-discovery winds down so many different paths and corridors and stops in front if every...
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kamuela:
People do lie to save face but after high schaool drama bullshit theres no reason to lie anymore, when we speak truth people may not like us but they will realize that that is a person worth having as a true friend. Someone who will tell the truth no matter how much it may hurt the other person. Thats something that I have learned in the short time that I've been an adult. Lying is nothing but childish and not needed in the adult lifestyle.
Thats what I am, I am me.
Goodluck on trying to become pink, it will take a lot of trial and error but I think you've got what it takes.
Thats what I am, I am me.
Goodluck on trying to become pink, it will take a lot of trial and error but I think you've got what it takes.
tiger_fodder:
SEXY is right!
I got bored at work today. Bored of everything. Was stuck in a training class for text messaging. For 4 hours. I decided I'm really sick of having internet on my phone. I'm not using it and paying a good chunk of money for it. So I'm switching phones again. ^_^ The LG enV- ORANGE I can't wait!!!! Hopefully if all goes well I'll have...
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tiger_fodder:
That is orange alright....might blind others! 
I love my Motorola Q....I don't use all the features, but I do use the web on it. Tiny little web!
I love my Motorola Q....I don't use all the features, but I do use the web on it. Tiny little web!
A walk on the dark side of Mayari; perhaps this is the darkened eye which no longer sees. At least not like it once used to. I'm at work, sitting in the supervisor queue which means few to no calls while I sit at my desk with a computer. I can't use the corporate email and can't log into my account from here, so I'm...
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tiger_fodder:
Siblings can be very cruel. This will pass. They will get over it. You can continue the life that you choose knowing you are being true to yourself. Do not let anyone bring you down, even if they are your parents.
luh:
No prob. you're just keeping it real. I learned that you have to choose to be happy. You can choose your emotions. True happiness comes from within, it can't be forced by outside forces if acknowledging that and moving on instead of harboring negative emotions until there's a flare up. We choose our feelings, no one can do that for us.
So... to liven up my Saturday night, I finished writing my article's first draft for the Hedgewitch, another ongoing project with my friends from Vampire Rave. My profile on VR. highlights this other facet of me. The article is on kitchen magic, something I admittedly have very little knowledge on.
I finished a short e-zine length article and then went a little further and finished...
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I finished a short e-zine length article and then went a little further and finished...
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viejo:
Hey, cool! I always mix a bit of spellwork into my cooking; makes it taste better! When I worked at Upper Crust, all the pizzas were "crafted" with a little love.
Cool article, you multi-faceted Moon Goddess, you.
Cool article, you multi-faceted Moon Goddess, you.
Blah. Saturday night. I hate Saturday nights. It's my Monday at work now and it kinda sucks. But hey, it's a job, ya know?
Did I ever mention how paranoid I am? I simply don't mention my ideas for a variety of reasons, first of which I don't want people to steal my well-thought and soon to be well-executed plans for a set. I like to be innovative and creative and this is an outlet for my personal creativity, one I've never before thought of entertaining.