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I have decided nobody loves me. Not a single e-mail all day. I feel depressed! Haha. Not really. Am on my lunch break, so I thought I should check in and see about updating my journal. I need another weekend so bad.

tiger_fodder:
I guess that makes me "nobody"! Weekend is almost here...isn't it?
puckheadli:
Likewise since I emailed you yesterday on here.
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this is going to be one of my longer posts. i was just feeling thoughtful. those who aren't interested in self-reflection can skip on. more mundane idiocy is sure to follow..

but for those who wish to have a peek inside my head:

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i've had some other thoughts. was working on some stuff a tad bit late at work for our...
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luh:
Ya, I really need to go out and do something. This ordeal has me so damn depressed. I'm in the same boat, I don't have much cash untill the 1st also. I need to get some sleep tonight. I have been balling my eyes out all night so some sleep would be good. Give me a yell when you want to go out. I need to get out of this house even though I was gone all weekend and had a great time untill all this shit came up yesterday.
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dinah:
I work at WilLee's blues club in Santa Fe. But this is my last week. I'm sure we'll meet up in 'Burque some day.
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work was absolutely shitty. i wonder many times how i manage to get out of bed to go to work, much less make lunch, look hot, and show up with a smile plastered on my face.

but despite it all, it pays the bills and a bit more besides, so i suppose i shouldn't scream and cry too much. i wish it just paid MORE...
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kamuela:
I don't believe that there is such a thing as being friends with everybody. Some people just aren't meant to have a friendly nature, once you see what they are like under there facade. Forget about it. She's not worth the trouble.

So I see that your goin for the big spot now huh. Well good luck on that.
cutnhalf:
Extra money never hurt! I am a teacher and get paid shit. I am just glad my kids make it easy to get up in the morning.(Most of the time!)
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a heartfelt thank you goes out to all the peeps who have commented on my prelim pictures and have friended me as well. we are counting the days down to when the shooot starts... it is now 11days counting down. we are going to be shooting in just 11 days! wow! i'm excited for this to happen!
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curioustomcat:
P.S.: I send you a slightly daring mail just on being impulsive... I hope you do not mind.
osopolar1:
I hope all goes well with your shoot. Stop by and say hi
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SG Hopefuls album thingy

I hope you can see those...! Wooo hoo I'm excited. I decided to put up a practice set for the hopefuls. *points to the pinky bar near her name* See? See? biggrin

Next to that, I have set the date at last for my first SG photo shoot with an SG photographer. Be on the watch out! And wish me tons of...
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cutnhalf:
Loved your set! Thought you looked beautiful! love
carolanne:
Lady , you are lovely!
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and sooo..... this morning i met with morningstar55 do discuss the final details of my set coming up. i'm soooo excited. the date is set in stone for 9/4/2007. no more waffling around, it's time to put plans into action. by then my nails are going to need a rebase. i can't wait! nekkid goodness in the desert! oh boy. if my family only knew...
nikx:
Good luck Mayari, don't be nervous - you'll be just fine! morningstar55's Fell to Earth set with Vanessa is one of my faves, so I don't think u have anything to worry about photog-wise - he seems to turn out nice work. And there are plenty of "non-light skin" girls on SG, so scratch that from your list of concerns! Just have a Red Bull & Vodka, or 12, relax and enjoy the moment.

Can't wait to see the final product, and don't forget it can take a loooong time to go live, sometimes many, many months from what I've seen.

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Another test. I need to find a solution other than my tiny little
phone.


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33 is off to a slow burn. what i mean, is... work isn't any better and as a matter of fact it's definitely gotten worse. i suppose i should not complain too much it's a job.

i've made it a vow to take the dog for a longish walk everyday. so far? I'm doing good with that. i desperately need something fun to do. i...
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kamuela:
after 21 it's all the same, unless your me, then the 22. smile biggrin puke
tiger_fodder:
Thanks for the congrats..its about 12 years too late...but it is the thought...plus I was just the model.
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Ah. I am in the first two hours of my 33rd year. I'm excited to see what this year brings. Change has been blowing fiercely in the winds for a while and are growing stronger. Who knows where I will be this time next year. New Mexico probably, maybe somewhere else... depends upon the opportunities that present themselves.

I am meeting SG photog on Thursday...
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nikx:
*clears throat*


Happy birthday to yoooouuu, happy birthday toooo yooouuuu....

Something... something...

*And many mooooore*

Hope you have/had a wickedly awesome day!!! Welcome to 33, or what I like to affectionately call "the double down-blouse"!

(80's glam rock needs a revival!)
enmity_:
I love eighties music, too bad I was a baby when that stuff was going on. happy birthday I can't wait to see your hopeful set, I think you're gorgeous.
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I got my nails done again. Oddly no one on here has seen me with acrylics since I was waiting for the nails to heal... And they look shit-hot! I'm excited!

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tiger_fodder:
Let's see them...I can't wait for the set.
fabulousrex:
Well, I'm treating myself for a mild concussion, and I had a panic attack when I met a girl I really like recently, and I was stuck in traffic for an hour just now because of an accident. So, I guess I'm -not- doing OK. But at least I'm not depressed, just exhausted. Sleep will help.

Hmm, you're back in town again, aren't you?
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OKAY then... go go go! I am back from vacation, turning 33 in t-minus 2 days (day after tomorrow). On top of that, I need to go out and party this week and celebrate. I'm getting my nails done tomorrow morning prior to going to work. I am in serious need of FUN!

I wish I had gone out last night; it looks like there...
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tiger_fodder:
You are a busy hottie! kiss