Ok...enough feeling sorry for myself...i know enough of you people on here have problems of your own and i dearly appreciate any and al thoughts and helpful advice you all have given me.
So, i've been reading on here lately that being straight is "boring". What's up with that? So, i might be boring, buti ain't sucking duck just to be interesting. I only do...
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So, i've been reading on here lately that being straight is "boring". What's up with that? So, i might be boring, buti ain't sucking duck just to be interesting. I only do...
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obsidian_:
oh i love to go home and see all these random people from high school...it entertains me to no end.....and they are such gossip whore's they always fill me in....it's good once a year...but if I was in a place where i saw those people all the time I would probably slit my wrists
clara:
Nostalgia smells pretty good. 
Well, i'm off tonight to venture forth and getting ragin drunk with my fraternity brothers. Should do me some good to get out and be with the peepz i had the time of my life with....
Situation with sister update can be found here:Click here for update. If she truly is dying i'm now starting to feel guilty about estranging myself from her. She...
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Situation with sister update can be found here:Click here for update. If she truly is dying i'm now starting to feel guilty about estranging myself from her. She...
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clara:
*glug*
Thanks for the wellwishes peepz. I really appreciate it. At any rate, no new updates on that front....got home too late to know if things are as bad as feared with my sister and didn't get a chance to talke to Dale today. So...things still seem in limbo. Ya know what's crazy??? If my sister is crying wolf, i won't consider that i have a...
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krista:
Keeping on is the best we can do...
I suddenly became very pragmatic. Weird.
I suddenly became very pragmatic. Weird.
clara:
Sorry I don't have any words of wisdom regarding your sister. I think there may not be any really good choices. *hugs*
So Dale might have Cervical Cancer and my sister might have Leukemia. 
What's a brutha to do? Well, my sister's cried wolf so many times i don't know to believe her now...if she does, she's fucked because no one in the immediate family has her blood type for a bone marrow transplant though ehr bio father has like 6 illegitemate offspring so there could be...
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What's a brutha to do? Well, my sister's cried wolf so many times i don't know to believe her now...if she does, she's fucked because no one in the immediate family has her blood type for a bone marrow transplant though ehr bio father has like 6 illegitemate offspring so there could be...
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alisa:
what the hell??11 oh man that sucks sooo bad. and that's all you can do is be there for her. i wish i could hug them both right now for a really long time.
if praying is the same thing as sending out good vibes and wishing for their recovery and happiness then i'm praying my ass off.
what i was going to talk about isn't so important anymore.
oh man that sucks sooo bad. and that's all you can do is be there for her. i wish i could hug them both right now for a really long time.
if praying is the same thing as sending out good vibes and wishing for their recovery and happiness then i'm praying my ass off.
what i was going to talk about isn't so important anymore.
siara:
I am sooo sorry!!!... cancer is such a scary thing!! sounds like you are doing the best thing for dale, just be there for her and be supportive.
I hope that your sister is crying wolf again.. although it seems such a terrible thing to lie about!..
my thoughts are with you!!
I hope that your sister is crying wolf again.. although it seems such a terrible thing to lie about!..
my thoughts are with you!!
So it's been over 10 days sinse i've talked to Dale....i have no idea what's going on, but it's really pissing me off. I've called lots of times and left messages and i'm thinking something's going on with her life right now but i have no fucking idea...i'm pretty pissed right now. My love life has seemed like a marathon that i'm 100 feet from...
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siara:
Sorry to hear that you and Dale aren't working out.. can you try to go around and see her or something?? just so at least you know what the hell is going on?!?!
Come to Australia!! .. it is far, far away!!..
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Come to Australia!! .. it is far, far away!!..
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krista:
Actually, I was quoting Say Anything, the movie that made me love Ione Skye.
Random thoughts form a guy who's almost or maybe drunk:
Have you ever looked at old pictures of yourself and wondered exactly who you were or what you were about when that picture was taken? Or what that person of X amount of years ago would think about the person you are of today? Would your older self like your current self or would he/she...
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Have you ever looked at old pictures of yourself and wondered exactly who you were or what you were about when that picture was taken? Or what that person of X amount of years ago would think about the person you are of today? Would your older self like your current self or would he/she...
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clara:
I think that my younger self would love my current self, but she'd wonder why I'm not Wonder Woman yet. Need a golden lariat...
clara:
They're not all like that, no.
I think i need to see a doctor about my ear. I don't know what the hell is wrong with it, but it's pissing me off that i haven't been able to hear right out of it in liek nearly three weeks. Time to check this shit out....now if only i could find my insurance card.
Every dream i can remember having for the past...
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Every dream i can remember having for the past...
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alisa:
only the outside cover wouldn't be personalized for that quote...but the inside we can give them the whole lay-out and they'll scan them in and print them up for us. but i need to hear back about the cover. thanks for your interest. we need someone like you on this project 
oh man i so need to go to sleep. what is it about this place where you feel like a kid and you're going to miss something super special if you log off and go to bed?
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oh man i so need to go to sleep. what is it about this place where you feel like a kid and you're going to miss something super special if you log off and go to bed?
xxx
siara:
I hate TV advertising.. which is why I avoid the TV most of the time, I pretty much only watch the simpsons, southpark and interesting documentaries.. advertising makes me feel like they think I am stupid, which I guess they do..
Hope everything is ok with your ear... three weeks and you still can't hear properly doesn't sound good..
I soo want to travel at the moment too.. I wish i could but I am waiting until i have my company up and going so then I can travel and promote it and then claim my holiday as a business expense! hehe.. then I will be going to Japan.. and hopefully America too.. that would be funkin excellent!! .. but you should travel.. come and visit me and 60ftQueenie in Australia!!
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Hope everything is ok with your ear... three weeks and you still can't hear properly doesn't sound good..
I soo want to travel at the moment too.. I wish i could but I am waiting until i have my company up and going so then I can travel and promote it and then claim my holiday as a business expense! hehe.. then I will be going to Japan.. and hopefully America too.. that would be funkin excellent!! .. but you should travel.. come and visit me and 60ftQueenie in Australia!!
XX Wow...last night i got HAMMERED. Did a little too. It was a really cool local though--a beautiful lodge out in the middle of nowhere with a balcony overlooking a fairly large creek. Good times. Apparently this kid's family was pretty damn rich....trophies and knick knacks scattereed from all over the world scattered about the house. And they had a chinese Pug dog!!! It was the...
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too. It was a really cool local though--a beautiful lodge out in the middle of nowhere with a balcony overlooking a fairly large creek. Good times. Apparently this kid's family was pretty damn rich....trophies and knick knacks scattereed from all over the world scattered about the house. And they had a chinese Pug dog!!! It was the... Read More
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clara:
I'd love to have a party here for many of those reasons, but mom is too sick for such things. The best part about being here is all the open road.
60ftqueenie:
yeah hahahhah he had trouble walking aroundwith them... it takes about 2 days for them to fully go back to normal size.... he brought in special pants 
Well...i'm no longer going to SG East Coast Camping, but at least i'll get to see my favorite girlie this weekend and be able to enjoy my second weekend in a row off. Nothing else going on right now. Later peepz.
Edit...shaved my goatee today. Weird seeing my chin again after 9 months. I look so much younger but i got compliments on it so...
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Edit...shaved my goatee today. Weird seeing my chin again after 9 months. I look so much younger but i got compliments on it so...
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clara:
Sorry you'll miss the camping, but maybe the new lady is more important anyway.
stirfry:
good thread man(woman/minority prez),seems pretty civil so far too,sometimes ones like that get out of hand,lol.
ps.
"..CD Repo Man/he can go where you cant go
-CD Repo Man/he'll infiltrate your sterio..."
Aquabats fuckin ROCK!
edited to say
"...HE"LL GET YOUR CD's BACK!!..." lol
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ps.
"..CD Repo Man/he can go where you cant go
-CD Repo Man/he'll infiltrate your sterio..."
Aquabats fuckin ROCK!
edited to say
"...HE"LL GET YOUR CD's BACK!!..." lol
[Edited on Jul 26, 2003]
Hmmm....wishin i could see Dale this week but i can't as i'm working nights and there's the SG East Coast Camping weekend I'm tentatively scheduled to go to. I can pull out and make time to see her (i have the weekend off) but i want the experience of being with a bunch of SG peepz methinks. To finally meet some of the people i've...
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clara:
My family has all the b-days lumped together too. The only good part about it is the option of giving everyone in my brother's family a giant x-mas/b-day/anniversary/new year gift. It means just one trip to the store.
destro:
this kinda sux. i wanna leave no later than three, because there's gonna be shitloads of traffic. see if ya can get off a little earlier, if not, i'm sorry but i can't wait till 5.
Well....i had an excellent time atthe Powwow this weekend. It was sponsored by NAIVA--The Native American Iroquois Veterans Association and it was really meaningful and rrespectful how they honored their veterans--in both song and dance.
I've never been to anything like it before and it was incredible. I've never seen so many Indians in one place before. Growing up in Pittsburgh one's kinda left with...
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I've never been to anything like it before and it was incredible. I've never seen so many Indians in one place before. Growing up in Pittsburgh one's kinda left with...
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clara:
That's so great. I sometimes wish I had some specific ancestry that I wanted to learn about. Then I remember that being a mutt isn't so bad because I can pick and choose. There's a kind of neat store in the next town over called Calamity Jane's that makes me daydream about the old west.
clara:
Aw, thanks. I don't think it will come to that. The guy is just kerflummoxed by the dissolution of his marriage and for some reason thinks I'm going to make him feel all better. Pfft!
So for my birthday i got some money and some cards...not much but i never know what to aske for anymore. Now that i've gotten a decent load of money in the past few weeks i think i might go out and buy a gaming station but i don't know....i don't need another time waster in my life. This website is bad enough though i...
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krista:
I think you scream straight.
siara:
Hmm.. i know what you mean about the gaming station, time wasting thing.. i really want to buy the computer games Diablo and the new Warcraft.. I was totally addicted to the last versions and I am scared that if I buy them now I will never leave my computer!! 
.. I spend enough time on here that i probably shouldn't and should probably be working or something.. but i just can't stay away!! Glad you had a good birthday!! I like going to gay bars.. we go to one in Brisbane all the time now... they have really cheap drinks and no one harasses you! Hope you had a good weekend!
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.. I spend enough time on here that i probably shouldn't and should probably be working or something.. but i just can't stay away!! Glad you had a good birthday!! I like going to gay bars.. we go to one in Brisbane all the time now... they have really cheap drinks and no one harasses you! Hope you had a good weekend!
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