mavericka

i had a good birthday and then right after i got really sick. Poisoned cup cakes no doubt. I'm feeling better today but I'm really freakin bored.

geez i woke up at 4:30 this morning and couldn't go back to sleep. I did ok till mid afternoon when i got a headache. So i took a nap and dreampt about cuddling on my sisters stomach to stay warm, then i cuddled on some hippy guys hairy tummy. They were nice dreams just weird. I hope i can sleep decent tonight.

todays a wierd day, its like i'm going over every stupid thing i've ever said in my head. Which is quite a bit to think about. I feel pretty lonely too. just my coffee to keep me company. So if anyone feels like talking, give me a shout.

In Bloom

Part 2

My pounding heart



Leetha woke to a steady pounding noise. She pulled on some black jogging pants to go with her Bob Marley shirt and went to look out the peephole in her door. There was someone out there, someone in black. Her door knob started to jiggle and the first lock came undone.

"My God, they have keys." The pounding...
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So Jerm invited me over for steaks, I had the play to go to tonight but I had time and I went over. I was dressed up for a change because of the play. Greg was there, he was acting wierder than usual. Jerms mom was there of course, she had made deviled eggs, she put pickle relish in them I'd never had them like...
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my account is over drawn and won't be renewed. i don't know how long i have. most of the people who i talk to a lot know how to reach me just in case. think i'm going to start putting my writtings on my space or deviant art or something. get it touch if you want to keep in touch

dark emo princess, a post i will regret later. tomorrow will be a new day and i'll be ok. So does it even matter i'm miserable now. i almost don't care. almost. i took a zanax, guess that will fix all my problems huh. i'm tired. i'm really tired of making a huge effort to be friends with people that wouldn't notice if i disapeared....
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In Bloom

PART ONE


Leetha leaned on the edge of the wooden stool, trying to see the tv in the bed room from her perch in the kitchen. In between spoon fulls of cheerios she could see the local news, or half of it anyway. The anchor woman had a gaudy pink necklace that clashed with her dark red lipstick, and it made it hard...
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I've had fun chatting with friends these last days but some I've been missing out on cause I have been going to bed early. Been doing some writing these last two days. Bald_Eagle and We3_pirate have helped me with that. Thank you both. It really helps to have someone to bounce ideas off of.

ranting venting mess

Everyone keeps talking to me about love, telling me the rules, asking, giving, demanding. Bah humbug. I used to pray for love, i should have prayed for mercy. And for the record I'm not adorable. I'm not the kind of girl you bring home to momma as they say. And sometimes i just want to get laid like everyone else. And if...
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yesterday was kinda crazy. Punkin my dog got out, i had to eventually get in the car and drive off to find him. I found him by the lake, wet, smelling like fish. When I got back I couldn't find Rex anywhere. I freaked out. Turned out he was just asleep in a hidey place somewhere. I hope he learns his name soon. All he...
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