QuietMan
Lago Vista sun
shine sharped teeth
He was bleeding the rainbow
and I was setting stones
Chasing Horses
and only dreaming
they could fly
Perpetuate
in losing.
That night i thought about her.
I watched you fuck yourself up
Even offering me a taste of your ruin.
The fire burned in their hands
Beat me into transience
Beautiful bodies
Skin and silhouettes
Bodies of...
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Lago Vista sun
shine sharped teeth
He was bleeding the rainbow
and I was setting stones
Chasing Horses
and only dreaming
they could fly
Perpetuate
in losing.
That night i thought about her.
I watched you fuck yourself up
Even offering me a taste of your ruin.
The fire burned in their hands
Beat me into transience
Beautiful bodies
Skin and silhouettes
Bodies of...
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Superman nutted on me. 
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he played this song for me, 'I remember this, ya know.'
'beautiful you're beautiful as beautiful as the sun
wonderful you're wonderful as wonderful as they come
and i can't help but feel attached
to the feelings i can't even match
with my face pressed up to the glass wanting you
beautiful you're beautiful as beautiful as the sky
wonderful it's wonderful to know that...
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'beautiful you're beautiful as beautiful as the sun
wonderful you're wonderful as wonderful as they come
and i can't help but feel attached
to the feelings i can't even match
with my face pressed up to the glass wanting you
beautiful you're beautiful as beautiful as the sky
wonderful it's wonderful to know that...
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yuriel:
*sigh*
i do not know hon......
i do not know hon......
Trouble.
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dusty:
thank you mama...you know...trouble is right...and you've got LOTS of it........ 
thefuckoffkid:
Hi troublegirl!
When i was young, i knew things. Maybe not so much knew them, but felt them. When someone was going to knock at the door, when someone was going to call, and i was always intuitive to what people around me were feeling. I'm sure that i used this to manipulate situations to my benefit. Maybe that is why its not as strong today, as...
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bepps:
If you actually try and predict what is going to happen and write it down or tell people before it happens you'll probably find that it's not that you know what is going to happen, you just feel as if you did. You feel the sort of comfort that you get when you know something is going to happen and then it does. Not necisarily that you knew what was gonna happen, you just feel the same way as you feel when you actually do know what's gonna happen. It's kindo like de javu. You didn't actually KNOW what was gonna happen, you just feel as if you did. You just get a feeling of familiarity. It has to do with certain levels of neuron growth. I seen a report from a study done at some college. Your brain grows neurons in waves as a function of varying chemical availability. When an exceptionally large number of neurons are grown at one time sometimes the things you're seeing can be put into longer term memory areas simultaneously as it's put into short term memory. The two get linked together and you get a feeling as if you've seen it before. It doesn't always happen and it's related to what you eat. I think it was salt. I dunno. I'll have to find the study. 
goonies:
beppo, how is something being stored in short and long term memory simultaneously not the same thing as having a vision of the future? The past only exists within your long term memory, and the present and future only within your short term memory...
I wish I had visions of the future!
I wish I had visions of the future!
I was fumbling towards the kitchen drawers in such a haste, but ever so quietly for the house was sleeping. I must say, i do not 'do' quiet so gracefully, so this in itself was a task, in sync with the one at hand. One, Two, Third, Fourth. Endless rows of endless drawers, upon endless thing-a-ma-bobs. Batteries, and bows, colorful clutter, that always finds its...
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bepps:
No, you don't do quiet very well.
In all the time that I've been with you I've never really been jealous for a second, but every time I hear about someone being mean to you or hurting you I always get very upset. I guess you'll have to take that as you will.
I like clicky pencils. I used to have one I used at work. It had a .9mm lead that was virtually indestructable and a HUUUUUUUUUGE eraser that was like 2" long that you twist the body of the pencil and it would come out. I protected that pencil with my life, but eventually, like everything else at this place eventually does, it came up missing. I need to buy another one of them. I loved that pencil.
In all the time that I've been with you I've never really been jealous for a second, but every time I hear about someone being mean to you or hurting you I always get very upset. I guess you'll have to take that as you will.
I like clicky pencils. I used to have one I used at work. It had a .9mm lead that was virtually indestructable and a HUUUUUUUUUGE eraser that was like 2" long that you twist the body of the pencil and it would come out. I protected that pencil with my life, but eventually, like everything else at this place eventually does, it came up missing. I need to buy another one of them. I loved that pencil.
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marsmars:
Yep...
bepps:
Wutchu doin?
My heart is aching, and so is my hamstring.
I've found it rather hard to get any sleep the past week. I was pretty much up all the time, taking little naps during the day. I played a lot of Zuma to pass time, drank my vanilla non-fat latte's with whip cream and a ristretto shot. Last night, i actually slept a good 11 full...
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I've found it rather hard to get any sleep the past week. I was pretty much up all the time, taking little naps during the day. I played a lot of Zuma to pass time, drank my vanilla non-fat latte's with whip cream and a ristretto shot. Last night, i actually slept a good 11 full...
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megz:
I like being a dork...I am not that sophisticated...I burp....pick my nose...and drink alot 
eyen:
yay thank you!
happy birthday to you
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happy birthday to you
[Edited on May 04, 2005 4:10PM]
I hate feeling like i've made a horrible mistake. Those mistakes that swell and rise up in your throat and the realization of it is momentary and blinding and sickening. A mistake that in that moment you feel it has stained you, set you back in some way, changed the core of who you are. I'm almost positive realizations like these can be counted on...
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pokes:
I like to pride myself on having eaten everything that moves that i've had the chance to try but emu sounds oh so yummy. Starbucks is evil =/ power to the pickle
sadisticmika:
i did your pickture.... see my journal.
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fufuberry:
too damn cute, btw you cant hide by changing your name muhahah!
sadisticmika:
Wowah, where did you go, you changed your name, and then I was in the hospital for a week, and then, I randomly checked my testimonials!
Lucky me. SWAK.
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Lucky me. SWAK.
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Ok. Change of plans. My little sister is in the hospital. 
She had her appendix and a cyst on her ovary removed. She'll be alright, but everyone knows hospitals are no fun and they are keeping her another day. ugh. I spose this isnt as scary as when she had spinal meningitis.
Not only does this suck because of the obvious, but i gotta get...
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She had her appendix and a cyst on her ovary removed. She'll be alright, but everyone knows hospitals are no fun and they are keeping her another day. ugh.
I spose this isnt as scary as when she had spinal meningitis.
Not only does this suck because of the obvious, but i gotta get...
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megz:
I feel ya sista! I have spent many days in the hospital w. my sister too. I respect your loyalty to your family.
bepps:
Well for at least a lil bit you get to work.
Hi there. I'm currently in chat with you.
I'm completely bonkers and rather not up for deep words to reply to your deep words and I really have no freaking clue what to say or how to reply to this.
But theyre really pretty words!
eh, just a thought.