I love to slowly pour milk into water and watch it as it makes little fractal patterns. They are really distict for a split second, before it turns into a cloudy blurr. I must be crazy. I want to go grab a camera and take pictures of this.
A couple years ago i was obsessed with taking pictures of clouds. I would literally pull over...
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A couple years ago i was obsessed with taking pictures of clouds. I would literally pull over...
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i was talking to the girl i love
she told me she couldnt take it
I think of her
passionate when she cries
soft when she loved me
alone always
I heard her name the other day
happy and fierce
and moving on from me
I wish i could carry her
through all her troubles
fast-forward her youth
hold steady ground
Shes not ready.
She...
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she told me she couldnt take it
I think of her
passionate when she cries
soft when she loved me
alone always
I heard her name the other day
happy and fierce
and moving on from me
I wish i could carry her
through all her troubles
fast-forward her youth
hold steady ground
Shes not ready.
She...
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bunny:
You are back! How you doin!? 
flicka:
Happy Birthday! We rule! 
Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can’t help falling in love with you
Thats about all i have to say.
Elvis. Beppo. Meatloaf. Cant get any better.
Frazzle Dazzle my Slazzle Wazzle.
I promise a real journal entry soon.
Love, Peace, & Chicken...
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Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can’t help falling in love with you
Thats about all i have to say.
Elvis. Beppo. Meatloaf. Cant get any better.
Frazzle Dazzle my Slazzle Wazzle.
I promise a real journal entry soon.
Love, Peace, & Chicken...
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mulhollanddrive:
Hope you're doin' well! I sang that song to a girl in a piano bar once. I was on my knees and holding her hand during that part. It brought the roof down, then I went home....alone. Have a great week, mama!
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shnanna:
Thank you kindly for the comments m'dear ^_^
Muchly appreciated!
I love the b00b scan pic, that's just awesome!!
Muchly appreciated!
I love the b00b scan pic, that's just awesome!!
hi everyone.
i know i was supposed to let ya'll know how my appt went, but uh....i missed it : /
i know. I'm so lame. I stayed up really late. and didnt get up in time. This was realllllly important
Dont beat me up hehe. Ive been beating myself up enough over it. Anyway, im not feeling too well right now. I will write...
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i know i was supposed to let ya'll know how my appt went, but uh....i missed it : /
i know. I'm so lame. I stayed up really late. and didnt get up in time. This was realllllly important
Dont beat me up hehe. Ive been beating myself up enough over it. Anyway, im not feeling too well right now. I will write...
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mulhollanddrive:
I won't beat you up over it. You just have to take care of yourself. Well, I hope you feel better soon. Have a great weekend if you can, okay? OKAY!
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bepps:
Why ... at the moment I happen to be all frazzle dazzle my frizzle dizzle muthu fucku! And I feel very special because of it.
Hello lovelies!
I thought i should update.
Sorry, a whole lotta nothing happening 'round these parts. Uneventful at best. I thought i should mention that, my account may be lapsing and if i turn grey dont freak, i just need to deposit some money at my bank. So if it does happen, it may only be a day or two.
I have my follow-up appt...
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I thought i should update.
Sorry, a whole lotta nothing happening 'round these parts. Uneventful at best. I thought i should mention that, my account may be lapsing and if i turn grey dont freak, i just need to deposit some money at my bank. So if it does happen, it may only be a day or two.
I have my follow-up appt...
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mulhollanddrive:
Hey you!!! So how'd it go?
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ironbhr:
i have a great recipe for duck... 
So, i have more bad news. A couple weeks ago i had several seizures, and i had an eeg done. I just got the results this morning. Evidentely i am Epileptic. whoohoo. Anyway, here is something i wrote the other night.
New Mexico
There were crickets
where i walked
they inspired a dream
a place where
no trees
covered the sky
and the storms come...
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New Mexico
There were crickets
where i walked
they inspired a dream
a place where
no trees
covered the sky
and the storms come...
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bunny:
Oh no, Woody Allen was definitely HOT! 
thearcanecircle:
where the updates sexy mama?
"Ohana means family-
And family means no one gets left behind."
-Lilo & Stitch
My sisters and I are going to get the word Ohana tattooed on us. Its kind of an inside joke.
So alright, here is my attempt at what people call a 'normal' journal entry.
This weekend was Easter and we had a bunch of family here. I was depressed most of...
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And family means no one gets left behind."
-Lilo & Stitch
My sisters and I are going to get the word Ohana tattooed on us. Its kind of an inside joke.
So alright, here is my attempt at what people call a 'normal' journal entry.
This weekend was Easter and we had a bunch of family here. I was depressed most of...
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26oo:
he he he...awesome...
mulhollanddrive:
Howdy! Glad to hear you had a good weekend (for the most part!). Hey, let me know when your bday is. We'll have to go to Casino or some craphole. Aw yeah! Why isn't the weekend here yet? What did you do with it?
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!I've never ever been able to keep a journal. When i was little i would always receive little diaries for presents. I would write one entry, then it would be lost in the abyss of unused thingies.
Im really not sure what the point of this entry is, but i wanted to change it.
I LOVE YOUS GUYS
Im really not sure what the point of this entry is, but i wanted to change it.
I LOVE YOUS GUYS
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bepps:
Where the hell are you, dude? I miss the shit out of you Hope I talk to you soon.
Hope I talk to you soon. 
ltrain:
Hey MAMIZZLE!!!
Shit! I accidentally deleted you from my friends list. Will you be my friend again?
I don't get these journals either, unless I'm drunk, that's when I write good ones.
Shit! I accidentally deleted you from my friends list.
Will you be my friend again?
I don't get these journals either, unless I'm drunk, that's when I write good ones.
A door isnt a door if its ajar.
And really, what do you say.
This is my house
These were your dreams
and everythings changed.
I thought i saw you there in the dark. I always think i see you. Especially when the wind is thick, and the half moon cradles the stars. My sister screamed when she saw 'our' fire. Now the burnt wood...
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And really, what do you say.
This is my house
These were your dreams
and everythings changed.
I thought i saw you there in the dark. I always think i see you. Especially when the wind is thick, and the half moon cradles the stars. My sister screamed when she saw 'our' fire. Now the burnt wood...
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sunnysunny:
hey dear mama, sunny misses you.
go read my journal.
i know you like sarah slean.
go read my journal.
i know you like sarah slean.
mulhollanddrive:
Such a coincidence! I was wondering why I haven't heard from you in a while. We'll have to do something about that, won't we? Yep, that was me. The version I saw was very abbreviated. Just a quick shot of my mug. God, I looked like a mole! If you saw me there, you would know me: I'm the one working. Yeah well, not for long. Hope you've been doing well. Take it easy!
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!!!I heard two great things yesterday. I lucked out on having to pay about $1200 between issues with my apt lease and some traffic tickets.
I thought, "Gee, im finally getting a break. Thank you."
So, i woke up this morning, like any other day, doing all my normal rituals. Then i realized something unusual. I noticed a rash on the back of my arms,...
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I thought, "Gee, im finally getting a break. Thank you."
So, i woke up this morning, like any other day, doing all my normal rituals. Then i realized something unusual. I noticed a rash on the back of my arms,...
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billybillybilly:
mama bunzers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry I haven't been around as much, but the graduation/family thing tends to be a draining fucking process...
and another cause you don't feel good. Feel better hun, yer gonna be fine.
sorry I haven't been around as much, but the graduation/family thing tends to be a draining fucking process...
and another
cause you don't feel good. Feel better hun, yer gonna be fine.
bepps:
I still think it's a lot of drugs for something that happens so rarely. All those drugs can't be necisary. But I'm no doctor and surely can't tell anyone weather if it's too much or not, Only a personal opinion. Theres only a few people that own pharmecutical companies that are in congress and the senate and they are sure to die shortly (I just woke up and cant think of their names right now (perhaps I'll edit this later (if I remember))). Hopefully not too many others will go in that will do all they can to keep the laws and doctors cramming tons of pills down everyones throats and some will come in who will actually let doctors help people.
Summer 2000-
I had a job working at Creekside Charity Bingo. I had just turned 17, and really wasnt allowed to be working there, but the manager was cool with it, we just lied. It was a hot hot summer, and my immediate memories of that time, is being sweaty non-stop. I had met my first and only boyfriend; a quiet, tall, and skinny boy....
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I had a job working at Creekside Charity Bingo. I had just turned 17, and really wasnt allowed to be working there, but the manager was cool with it, we just lied. It was a hot hot summer, and my immediate memories of that time, is being sweaty non-stop. I had met my first and only boyfriend; a quiet, tall, and skinny boy....
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thearcanecircle:
hey, i couldnt find that journal entry..i prob wasnt mad though,..from the sound of it you were write..i needed to get over her..hell sometimes i still need to..ohh well
vidalwolf:
thanks for the compliment. yeah i have one of those summers to the summer of 2002 for me. think i had just about everything i ever wanted then; course, like everything it all fell apart in the end. it is getting to be almost 2 years later and now i'm just starting to rebuild. but maybe things are on the up again. to quote the crow, "It can't rain all the time...."
I wasnt planning on updating my journal much this month but....
I had something really upsetting and life changing happen to me today.
This afteroon i had to go to the hospital because i had two seizures. Im not really sure how to feel about all this, im still working it out in my head. Ive had two seizures like about 6 years ago but...
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I had something really upsetting and life changing happen to me today.
This afteroon i had to go to the hospital because i had two seizures. Im not really sure how to feel about all this, im still working it out in my head. Ive had two seizures like about 6 years ago but...
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tabarin:
I'm sorry to hear that bunny... I don't know too much about seizures but I know that if I stress about things too much, which I have a tendency to do I start to freak out... maybe you owe yourself some days of rest and relaxation xo
zenzero:
I feel like a terrible friend, as I am just reading this now!
As for my prayers, you are In There Like Swimwear! I have had a similar circumstance that I cant really go into right now, but I know things will be fine with you.
There will come a time when you believe everything is finished.
That will be the beginning. -LOUIS L' AMOUR
As for my prayers, you are In There Like Swimwear! I have had a similar circumstance that I cant really go into right now, but I know things will be fine with you.
There will come a time when you believe everything is finished.
That will be the beginning. -LOUIS L' AMOUR
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