Wednesday Nov 17, 2004

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What a way to live: I come home to junk emails about my cock and no emails from people I actually want to talk to confused

I need to be carefull of my spending habits, grrr, so many new cds I'd like to get, but need to pay rent.
fasnagine:
xathikes, pou briskesai? paei to chat?

Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

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What was it that Green Day said? "when masturbation's lost its fun you're fucking breaking"???
luckystar:
that is what they said. confused

Monday Nov 15, 2004

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The loneliness feeling has subsided for today, yet theres no one here. My work is starting to make me feel like a robot. I feel cautiosly optimistic...lol..what a silly compounded word. I suddenly feel the need to love someone rather than be loved. This Old Man Gloom cd is really hitting the spot right now!
fasnagine:
geia apo maxala, tsifti......
laur:
Hah, I know that robot feeling.... I'm a cashier. I find myself saying "Have a nice day" when I hand someone something now.... heh. I'm hoping it will disappear when I get rid of this job.... but I don't think so.

Sunday Nov 14, 2004

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Some days I love you all. Other days I really genuinely hate you all. But through those days and in between, I always question and wonder our existence. Not the point of our existence, but just things like what we are and how we've fallen into our habits. I think I may give jesus a call soon and see what he's been up to. I...
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tictactoogirl:
I don't even know where to begin... blush <HUG>

Saturday Nov 13, 2004

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I got out of the house again. This time it didn't feel lonely out there. I went to Relapse records again and immediately asked the clerk for something that sounded kinda depressing. He put on this cd that just sulked in the same beat. I didn't like it and asked him if there was something that had some changes in it. He put on Old...
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auggie:
Dude, I was talking about the thieves - they SUCK. My roommate is 10,000% awesome. That's why I get so pissed when people he welcomes into our home steal shit or fuck stuff up when he zonks out on the couch.
I didn't sat anything about naive people, I'm naive about some things. I wouldn't even call him naive, just laid back. He doesn't get upset like I do. I get more upset when people disrepect him in his home than I would if they stole all my shit and then kicked me in the shin and ran away.
What did you think I was talking about? confused

Friday Nov 12, 2004

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Balance. This is what I try to live by. Not being totally obsessed with something, but liking a lot of things. These past few days I am consantly reminding of myself of a certain incident I had witnessed a few years ago. I was doing landscaping as a summer job and we were working at some rich people's homes. One of them had a couple...
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unknowntrigram:
sorry it took so long. i've been extremely busy lately.
welcome to the BCB group.
isadora:
best way to live is to live with no regrets. do what's gonna make you happy, not just for the moment but also for the long run. things usually have a way of working themselves out.

also -- i received your package today! thank you smile kiss

Friday Nov 12, 2004

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I hate rent companies! I never understood why it can take 10 days to cash a check. Now my rent companysays they never received my payment, yet I have a post office document that says I sent it on the 2cnd and they received it in the 5th. Arguements galore here. I hope one of these movies will take my mind off of it.

Friday Nov 12, 2004

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I took the day off and I was supposed to go out, but its cold and rainy. Time to rent some movies. Any suggestions?
auggie:
Tonight I have rented 200 Cigarettes and The Salton Sea. Both recommended by a friend with good taste, oh and I rented SNL - The Best of Will Ferrell, he fucking hilarious.
lostidentity:
200 cigarettes, I think I should get that one next time. Lemme know if its any good. I just got Jersey Girl, Dopamine, 21 grams, and American History X. I think the bitch shorted me some Mike and Ike's. I fucking hate high school chicks who are normal. mad

Thursday Nov 11, 2004

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Now I can say that I've actually felt a joygasm. OMG. http://www.nirvanabox.com Its funny though cause my favorite song from them is an unreleases song, and its not on this box set. But the video looks hella fucking awesome!
luckystar:
what song is that?
lostidentity:
My favorite song is called "in his hands"

Thursday Nov 11, 2004

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I feel so fucking blah. It looks like it will rain tomorrow and I would go anyway if my biggest purpose was not to take pics. I guess I'll have to settle for Saturday, should still be interesting though. Maybe tomorrow I'll do some cleaning around here and go to DE to get smokes.

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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I can't think of a cd to play. I may have over 'cradleoffilthed' myself. I think I'll put in some In Utero.
luckystar:
i hate it when i cant think of a cd to play. i feel your pain wink

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

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Sunnavabitch! The forecast for Friday rain in NYC just went to 80%. Maybe I should go on Saturday? I can't fucking wait. Hoping to visit Accidental Records cause it looks like a really cool place to find some cheap music!
olsen:
Screw the forcast. Get Wet.
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