uh, ok, I thought I did an update, where is it? I didn't update someone elses journal did I? cause that would be embarassingly hilarious
xmilitaryxmikex:
so how'd your birthday go?
WowiE! THis was a pleasant surprise. Thanks everyone! 
I made sure that this would not be a big event at work, and they did a great job at making it lowkey'ish. I've just been so fucking down these past couple of months that I'm about to make an appointment for a doctor and try and take care of two things: first being the weight, which...
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I made sure that this would not be a big event at work, and they did a great job at making it lowkey'ish. I've just been so fucking down these past couple of months that I'm about to make an appointment for a doctor and try and take care of two things: first being the weight, which... Read More
xmilitaryxmikex:
I think maybe you're feeling pre-mature enlightenment, more so than my Fight Club obsessed self. Just remember whenever you meet your Tyler Durden that you're actually just talking to yourself.
Anyway, I haven't checked out that Nirvana DVD, but I figure it's pretty good.
Anyway, I haven't checked out that Nirvana DVD, but I figure it's pretty good.
isadora:
happy birthday 
I didn't feel like updating this, but its been a while.
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thelibra:
happy birthday
sixsixty:
i don't know who you are, but we were born on the same day. we rule. or we are totally crazy.
I don't think I have ever been so relieved to be told 'no' by a woman. What a fucking psycho! I start telling her that it's going to take time to find what she's looking for and all of a sudden that translates into "I"m not supposed to be dating? Is that what you're saying? I think that's insulting! I"m about to hang up" and...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
Therapy? That's a big no-no in my book, bro. Emotionally stable chicks are where it's at. You're in the right for getting out when your mind and gut told you so.
If you got it from Cingular, then it's probably "Laid To Rest" or at least the first 15 seconds of the song. I tried to get Poison The Well's "Zombies Are Good For Your Health" but I had problems trying to download it. I knew PTW for a ringtone was too good to be true!
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If you got it from Cingular, then it's probably "Laid To Rest" or at least the first 15 seconds of the song. I tried to get Poison The Well's "Zombies Are Good For Your Health" but I had problems trying to download it. I knew PTW for a ringtone was too good to be true!
[Edited on Mar 14, 2005 10:41PM]
So I've been talking with a really beautiful woman who is four years (ok, I can't say four years yet) older than me, three kids older than me, and single. I wanted to turn my interest into someone older than me because I would think that someone older can see what a person is really like on the inside and maybe just maybe I could...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
That's just called being nervous in front of someone you like. Everyone gets that way. Whenever you talk to her, just be your natural self and don't worry about fucking anything up. When you think too much, you don't act enough.
I've been listening to a lot of the chili peppers lately. I also heard audioslave is coming to town soon. Don't want to make any promises to myself, but I can definitely see myself there. No bread in the house? So I settle for some cold cuts, corn, and two pickles. Not that I don't have the money, but I want to fuck around with...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
because the fine print IS the American way.
I think within this next week I'm gonna get some porn, and get one of my favorite SG's a gift. Who knows, maybe I'll even make a payment towards my student loan. I havn't been out on a date in over a year now. SUcks but its saving money on pointless dates with chicks who think I"m desperate. I'm sorry world that you think I...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
what? 
Godamm you NHL. I was sooo looking forward to getting a satelite system and signing up for the NHL package so that I could watch a hockey game in a time like this. Now theres no hockey, my stupid cell-phone died so I can't talk to anyone, and I have no new porn to look at. The old ones are just that. Old. I can't...
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luckystar:
I feel your pain 
tictactoogirl:
*yay* for porn!
Things to do when you're not bored.
Masturbate.
Masturbate.
lostidentity:
So I will make comments on my previous entries because I am honestly bored, and have no life and seek no sympathy, yet this seems to be taking away the pain.
Things to do when you're bored.
Masturbate.
Eat.
Sleep.
Masturbate.
Masturbate.
Eat.
Sleep.
Masturbate.
pureblu12225:
good call
I wanted to look at my college degree, but I didn't have the heart to. The last time I looked at it was when I first received it. It was a month after I graduated, I felt excited for a total of two minutes, put it in my drawer, and havn't looked at it since. This was three years ago. Now, I still do the...
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lostidentity:
It certainly feels so fuck, I'm such a psycho...I need help...therapy...I feel like my insides are going to sink to my feet.
Someone died today, did you hear about it? Someone else was just born, did you hear about that? Someone also died today while giving birth. A baby also died while being born. Sometimes I have these moments where I just space out in mere wonder at my own existence. What am I? What am I doing here? What will it feel like when its all...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
You should take some philosophy classes. Or just find something to occupy your head. Play some Halo or join your local fight club. Hahaha.
Take it easy, bro. Glad to hear from you occasionally.
Take it easy, bro. Glad to hear from you occasionally.