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Hope your foot is feeling better. I'd love to meet up with you so we can talk and perhaps have a bite to eat. I would meet you in Manhattan, so traveling shouldn't be a burden for you.

Are you able to get around to the point that you do things outside of your apartment? If so, I'd love to plan something very soon. If it's doable, may I suggest this Friday. I'll be free anytime that day. The city won't be very crowded because many places will be closed, as Saturday is July 4th. There won't be so much pushing and shoving as there would be on a normal Friday.

If this Friday isn't good for you, we can do it almost any other time. How about this. Instead of going back and forth on SG, why don't we talk on the phone about this. You can give me a call any time, or I can call you. How does that sound? If I don't hear from you by tomorrow morning, either by phone or through SG, I'll give you a call around noon. I'm thinking that even if you can't get together this soon because of your foot, we can still talk for a while by phone.

join me and a couple other people on sunday for early evening drinks.

i promise, we won't be walking around at all.

I think you should take all the time you need.

Yes, it does suck. As you said though, it's better that you had the experience with him than not to have known him at all.

I can tell you this. Whether it's a long term relationship where one gives his or her heart and soul to it, or whether it's short-lived, intensely physical and passionate, it hurts when it's over. I had both types of situations, practically back to back. They both ended, each for a different reason. While it hurt immensely that they ended, the memories of both of them can never be taken away from me.

I hope you can treasure the memories of your time with H. That way, he'll alwayus be with you.

i wish i could simplify THIS one too.

No. They're just stupid and ordinary sometimes

Thanks for checking on me. Spending time with family allows me to divert my attention from my ongoing struggles, at least for a little while.

Things are progressing, but it's at a snail's pace. I'm trying to stay positive and focused. Being able to remain on SG is a relief. I have so many people who care about me here. You are very prominent in that category.

How are you doing? I think about you often. It's a comfort to know that you're there for me. I can assure you I'm here whenever you need me.

I agree with above statement 100%

Japan! I have always wanted to go there. Whatever you decide, do what works for you and makes you happy

Thanks. I appreciate it.

Thank you so very much for that birthday note you left me. I'm grateful that I have you as a friend, even though I don't say it very often.

Also, I'm glad you like the ring. I had them made. They didn't turn out as pretty as I hoped for and they fucked up the sizes but they're ours. And they can be fixed.

Dating can be good.

Thanks for the comment... I think I cut through the cold, blank, feelings today. No more tears to cry... for now.

Sometimes acting spontaneously can work out. Glad it turned out well.

I didn't know you were studying TKD, we should fight.

Normally I should be in Europe until June 25, if that's not too much of a problem, I can look for availability then.

Of course if France continues to be an ass, I might end up not going at all, and visit you in New York instead, though I think I would prefer to do so later this year or in January.

i love your advice about just having feelings and letting them be. definitely a life lesson i hope to learn.

we should, like, take a walk through the park holding hands in the sunshine and try to make ourselves feel good about our lives.

Thank you....I think I just had super guilty shit feeling last night and I actually feel a little better today. I really do appreciate your words, So much.

Take care of yourself...Im glad you are on the right track.

I'm not really busy, we just happen to be area code incompatible. I honestly wish we were closer to each other.

But the baboon part was AMAZING.

You... my dear... shouldn't shoulder the burden of pain and sorrow. Leave that to the professionals. I'd rather see you carefree and happy in this life.

Give me all your garmonbozia...

No need to thank me. My daughter just stated the obvious. I'm glad that her comment lifted your spirits. But no more than the fact that you've ben lifting my spirits since I've known you.

I was sure to tell my daughter that you were also beautiful in other ways.

thanks.

Sounds uplifiting. Something I need to try.

I'm so happy to read this. Any involvement in physical fitness is a huge boost to one's mental health. I miss the gym. I stopped going due to monetary concerns. I still try to get out and do certain things, like walking. Now I have to try to get back to my healthy diet from last year.

I appreciate my familly more than ever in these troubled times. I also appreciate the friends I've made here, of ehich you're definitely in that category. It's amazing how much you've all helped me. Who knew a year ago that it would be this way?

I hope your health and outlook continue to head in a positive direction. You're my friend and I care about you very much.