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oh moodyness has gotten the better of me these past couple of days.

i have to go play at herrells later. i guess i will take it out on my poor guitars
su:
you know i was going to go by there and see you, but then I got stuck working til 7, and by the time I would have gotten home, showered, changed, it would have been at least 9. next time I'll try.

Bart: "Dad why did you take me to a gay steel mill?"
Homer: "I don't know, I don't know!"
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october 23rd im going to see le tigre with m0use.

i <3 le tigre and m0use

so i need to find a recording studio that is charges a realistic amount of money...hourly maybe? its time i get my damned album out and i can no longer count on the place i was doing it before.

i have a show this thursday at a small...
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no food. might as well take a vibrator with you to keep your lower body entertained during the last hour or so.

yea shelley's rack.
and ms. ward's smaller rack.
perhaps jen in that little leather outfit that cletus hogrinder (aka John H.) got into my head.
oh, and then there was this one chick that was a seasonal girl a few years ago--wow, I'll tell you about her sometime. very naive.

yea I think about this alot...
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so ive been to 5 wakes and 5 funerals this year. i refuse to go to this one. i find myself always surrounded by death.

i wish i had someone to curl up with...maybe i could actually rest, sleep WELL even..... why do lesbians hate me?
su:
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I hate funerals too. i only go to the ones where I was really good friends with the person.
I never got to go to the wake for my friend Thomas. I really would like to have found an outlet so I could say goodbye properly.

my lesbian truck and I like you.
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holy shit. pj harvey is the hottest performer ive ever seen EVER
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woke up way too early, for no reason other than that dream where you need to run away and you have molasses feet. it scared me awake.

cleaned. yes. i cleaned. then i went to the art store and spent WAY too much money for things to decorate the apartment im moving into.... then the rest of the afternoon was spent painting. jamie and i...
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su:
Duffman is thrusting in the direction of the problem.

the 8 foot nipple, that was the cupola. but of course there is the 2 foot diameter pastie...

okay, going out now. must look like girl...
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i really SHOULD clean.....but i will probably just paint all day.
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oh today was fun. because i wasnt interested in a woman bitch and complain about mulch she said "oh i can tell you really like gardening" sarcasticly and i looked at her and said "what do you mean?" and then she just stared at me. then i said "i wouldnt be working here if i didnt" and walked away.

i think people can sense when...
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bankerboy:
Hey, I love your one photo....hilarious!! Go Sox!

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worked upstairs with deb today, shes so funny. she can actually take a joke...... i slept for a very very long time last night and im still exhausted....although my dreams were unsettling as always. im moving into an apartment in january with jamie.....it will make it so much easier on every aspect of my life to be out of this house.

i have to go...
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su:
well thats why we love you goddammit!!

i have more garfield pics...
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yeah when you fall asleep in your clothes, shoes, with contact lenses in.....dont wake up till 13 hours later and still dont feel rested...something might be wrong.

who is this person that called me?
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i already gave her a hesitant yes on catsitting, but she bribed me with my weakness..... an orchid plant. a dendrobium....and the name on the tag is "dendrobium emma" after my dog of course.

i left upset that i go out of my way for people...most of the time for no reason, and called my cousin who i can always count on.....except for tonight. am...
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su:
"We should at least take a look at her research before we dismiss her entirely.
What?
I haven't said anything for a while."

I found my slut coat, so no shoes.

Sometimes I'll go out of my way for people, depends on who it is. I don't even care if they reciprocate.
people suck, but not everyone. just gotta find the right ones. I didn't keep in touch with alot of my friends from college b/c they didn't care to stick with me through the hard times of my life. oh well. no loss there.
i'm sure a few of them think that I turned my back on them when they needed someone.
Can't please everyone, that's why i don't bother trying.

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