lifeandlimb

Tomorrow is going to be the craziest night of my life.

I feel hollow. I think it may be the medication. I don't know if I would rather live with blank emotions or wake up every day wishing it will be my last. I wish I could just wake up every day and be happy for who I am. My past is swallowing me whole.

I have no idea what I'm doing any more

So I do not have classes until 3:30 on Wednesdays. As much as I enjoy sleeping in this is way too much time for to be sitting around my apartment for. I probably should have gone and worked out during this time but I already took a shower and don't feel like getting all gross and sweaty.

its my birthday. im 20 now

I only got an hour of sleep last night. I tossed and turned for 5 hours in my bed. Then I had 2 exams. Now I have to pack to go home. I also think I'm getting sick. This isn't fun

Finals week. Sometimes I wonder how I've survived all these years. I turn 20 on Friday. I know that being 20 changes nothing about me but it kinda freaks me out to think that I will no longer be a teenager. I'm panicking about it and I do not need the added stress to my already stress filled anxiety ridden hell I call my life....
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I offically cannot heal in WoW. I'm never gonna try that again.

my birthday is next friday, im excited, ill be turning 20. before that tho are my finals, not excited.

Snow days in college are the best.
Time to sled

im bored
i have nothing to do ever
i hate this place

im writing a paper. fml. i think im headed to chicago this weekend for the chicago fire game