Wow, what a weekend!
Not only did I finally get to Coney Island, but I also had my first White Castle experience, which was okay. I don't really like White Castle. They are so wet.
But while out with anti_duff in Brooklyn, we found this amazing garden behind a very eclectic bar. It was beautiful! I should have taken a picture of it. I got...
Read More
Not only did I finally get to Coney Island, but I also had my first White Castle experience, which was okay. I don't really like White Castle. They are so wet.
But while out with anti_duff in Brooklyn, we found this amazing garden behind a very eclectic bar. It was beautiful! I should have taken a picture of it. I got...
Read More
VIEW 22 of 22 COMMENTS
I lost my Coney Island Virginity today!!!
And I lost it hard core by eating Nathan's hotdogs, drinking at Cha Cha's, and hitting the cyclone.
So much fun! Although we did caught in the rain for a short bit, but then the sun came out beautifully!
I was waiting on the corner for the others to come and I am fairly certain some people thought...
Read More
And I lost it hard core by eating Nathan's hotdogs, drinking at Cha Cha's, and hitting the cyclone.
So much fun! Although we did caught in the rain for a short bit, but then the sun came out beautifully!
I was waiting on the corner for the others to come and I am fairly certain some people thought...
Read More
VIEW 22 of 22 COMMENTS
rowanmayfair:
Glad you guys had fun at Coney Island. I promised John I would come to the next SGNY event so hopefully I'll see you soon. I dont know the backstory about Bill, but as you know I've had experience with trying to maintain some sort of a relationship with a workaholic & it gets pretty lonely. His choice of honeymooning leaves something to be desired as well. Youre much better off. Good luck with your shoot tomorrow xoxoxo
onewithall:
mmmm......coney island dogs
I am so tired all the time. At first I thought it was just a lack of iron, but I have been eating meat and taking pills. But everyday I fall asleep for about two hours. And then I want to sleep again and I have no energy to do anything. It is different then depression tiredness, or at least I think it is. I...
Read More
Read More
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
gilby:
If I knew she was going to dump me, I would've at least made out with a couple people at camping.
treblah:
venting is sooooooo good for you. and don't worry we all know you're an absolute sweetheart
i bought some vanilla pudding to entice these rats into petting mode, so of course!
i bought some vanilla pudding to entice these rats into petting mode, so of course!
VIEW 12 of 12 COMMENTS
treblah:
i hear social d are really good live, not that i'm much of a fan myself, but be prepared to witness the fact that mike ness is apparently really short 
tilpacer:
You know that picture, if it was not properly explained, looks like the old guy is trying something funny with you and you are passed out...
Yeah, dreams about people who have hurt you suck.
You have dreams about being in love with unknown people too? I thought I was the only one. But I like it when I have those dreams. It give me hope. Plus, I still believe it is better to have loved and loss then never loved at all.
I hope you got some great rest!
Have a great day!
Yeah, dreams about people who have hurt you suck.
You have dreams about being in love with unknown people too? I thought I was the only one. But I like it when I have those dreams. It give me hope. Plus, I still believe it is better to have loved and loss then never loved at all.
I hope you got some great rest!
Have a great day!
I really hate flaky photographers.
But even more than that I hate the "man with a camera". What i have found though is some of these "men with cameras" are photographers, but they still really just use it to come on to you and flirt with you.
Case in point - the great shots of me on the roof were clearing taken by an artistic...
Read More
But even more than that I hate the "man with a camera". What i have found though is some of these "men with cameras" are photographers, but they still really just use it to come on to you and flirt with you.
Case in point - the great shots of me on the roof were clearing taken by an artistic...
Read More
VIEW 21 of 21 COMMENTS
koala:
Those photos are gorgeous!
What that photographer did is completely unprofessional and not appropriate at all. I don't care if he is a "nice guy" he is clearly someone who can't separate his work from his personal/sex life and therefore isn't very professional. I would find another photographer and STAT...
Hope all is well with you hun!

What that photographer did is completely unprofessional and not appropriate at all. I don't care if he is a "nice guy" he is clearly someone who can't separate his work from his personal/sex life and therefore isn't very professional. I would find another photographer and STAT...
Hope all is well with you hun!
treblah:
i've never actually been anywhere near white plains. is it really that close to hoboken? i prolly won't be going after all cus meeting times are different from what i originally heard, but we'll see...
i got free pizza at work today
i got free pizza at work today
It seems as though everyone around me is falling in love. At first I was green with envy, jealous that they had found such happiness, but that only lasted a short bit. I am actually so happy for them! They are genuinely happy and have those "I am in love" smiles. And I am happy they have found someone.
I realized what I was kinda...
Read More
I realized what I was kinda...
Read More
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
koala:
*hugs*
halfjack:
nervous is good. just keep being optimistic. and awesome in general.
and thank you
and thank you
Sometimes my dad cracks me up. He just sent me a email video. To give me an address for tomorrow. Sometimes he is too cute. I don't think he is as bad anymore. I think he is actually okay now. I just have to give him a chance. Which I have been trying to do. Take as he is now, not as how he was....
Read More
Read More
VIEW 23 of 23 COMMENTS
geekgurl:
I'm shy, too. I also put a lot of weight on what other people think of me. And I get claustrophobic if i'm in a place with too many people.
It was really nice meeting you, btw.
It was really nice meeting you, btw.
nc_guy:
I've already told you my deal about stuff like this.
I can identify with you.
I just returned from East Coast Camping Trip.
I already miss everyone! And of course all the kissing and cuddling. I need a pair of lips if you are out there!
The only regret I have is not going on Thursday. But now I will know for next year!
I have never been camping and I am proud to report......
I do not have one...
Read More
I already miss everyone! And of course all the kissing and cuddling. I need a pair of lips if you are out there!
The only regret I have is not going on Thursday. But now I will know for next year!
I have never been camping and I am proud to report......
I do not have one...
Read More
VIEW 25 of 28 COMMENTS
hrlyquinn:
It was so good to meet you! You are so awesome and sweet. Were those the pics I was missing?!? Wow!
Glad you were in the Hrly Club!
Glad you were in the Hrly Club!
Hey guys!
Thanks for all your thoughts and concern lately.
Things are better
But I am going to be keeping a paper journal for a bit.
I promise to return to you, but for a short while I got to make a change.
I will still be on to comment on your journals though!
Thanks for all your thoughts and concern lately.
Things are better
But I am going to be keeping a paper journal for a bit.
I promise to return to you, but for a short while I got to make a change.
I will still be on to comment on your journals though!
VIEW 12 of 12 COMMENTS
weapon0:
I'm glad you are feeling better.
Good luck with the paper journal. IM me if you wanna chat and leave me a message on my latest journal entry, I don't have any on it. 
drago:
Thanks!
deleted.
VIEW 19 of 19 COMMENTS
tilpacer:
????
I hope everything is alright....
Have a great day!
I hope everything is alright....
Have a great day!
maladjusted:
Hope your ok and Im really looking forward to seeing you..Only a few more days woohoo..do you fish?
and why cant you go rafting?
and why cant you go rafting?
I have to wonder sometimes how I can be so smart and still be such an idiot. How can I be so booksmart and even street smart, but yet not understand human interaction?
How can others see me as something else? How can they see me as strong, established, intellectual, promising and I can;t see that? Why is my worth in my eyes only equal...
Read More
How can others see me as something else? How can they see me as strong, established, intellectual, promising and I can;t see that? Why is my worth in my eyes only equal...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
gnerval:
*hug*
Not a "sorry" or a "that's not true" sort of hug.
Just a *hug*
Not a "sorry" or a "that's not true" sort of hug.
Just a *hug*
dialated:
We all have to go through what you are going through. No if ands or buts about it . Buy saying what you have said tonight you have made a step forward. It may not happen all at once but little by little it will. You WIILL begin to make the right choices. Step by step we learn from one person to the next. Take what you need and leave the rest. Live by it. Just the fact that it perplexes you, it will come.
Despite my exhaution, I just could not sleep last night. Though I have adored the quiet time since my family has left, I have also felt lonely. It was quiet and just me in the house and in the bed.
It was one of those times I wished I was snuggling with someone. You know when your head is that little crook of their armpit...
Read More
It was one of those times I wished I was snuggling with someone. You know when your head is that little crook of their armpit...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
vegemite:
ummm I know just what you mean... I love kisses on the forehead.
lostjohny:
i wish i had that too.

Great pics!!