So, no real entry for today cause I am feeling a little sick from the withdrawal of the Effexor again, but this is the last of it. Then we will be totally off of it.
But for your reading pleasure:
But for your reading pleasure:
The Player
The look of adoration in her ocean blue eyes
is focused more on the bulge of his wallet
than the heart on his...
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jay_blank:
Wow, that's great. Hope youre feeling better today!
texax7:
How long are you withdrawing from Effexor? What have your symptoms been? I have a real bitch of a time getting off of Paxil.
Sometimes people do something. And it might be something very small. Something that to them is insignificant. Just a daily event that they would do, maybe for anyone. But for you, it can actually build your faith back up. It can make you believe in others. It can heal a wound that another person has left.
And that person can never know how much such...
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And that person can never know how much such...
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shakti:
thats sweet. but then again you are always sweet.
tadzi:
i feel that. people dont often show me much, so when they do, i notice it and appreciate it.
So here is the question.
You can win the lottery $100 MM after taxes. However, after you win it, you will have bad karma for 5 years because a nunnery was really supposed to win it. If you chose not to win it, then you will have good karma for 5 years, but your finanaces are as they are presently.
What do you do?
And...
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You can win the lottery $100 MM after taxes. However, after you win it, you will have bad karma for 5 years because a nunnery was really supposed to win it. If you chose not to win it, then you will have good karma for 5 years, but your finanaces are as they are presently.
What do you do?
And...
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strangekitty:
hell yeah. SNAKES! i'd go with #2, because with all that good karma i might win the lotto again. or somebody will want to give me huge amounts of $ or something. ahh.
onewithall:
good karma over money anyday!
you can't take money with you when you die, but you can bring your sweet sweet memories, like the one i have, with laceyk, on the edge of a cliff in up-state new york........o wait......that one hasn't been created yet......hmmm....then why am i remembering it?
you can't take money with you when you die, but you can bring your sweet sweet memories, like the one i have, with laceyk, on the edge of a cliff in up-state new york........o wait......that one hasn't been created yet......hmmm....then why am i remembering it?
Be prepared. I go completely off of the Effexor tomorrow. Which means a few more days of feeling like I have the flu. Hopefully by this weekend I will feel better. It is camping with the SGCT group and I cannot wait! It will be a blast.
I am also really hoping that the new meds help the depression.
I have gone back through my...
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I am also really hoping that the new meds help the depression.
I have gone back through my...
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desidia:
Nothing out of the ordinary. I was only supposed to be in this apartment for a month and I charmed them for two. I charmed the majority of them to let me stay longer but I not the one whose actually on the lease... which I couldn't help, I subletted his room while he was out of state...
huntersmencken:
Sounds like you're making good decisions. Build in a reality check (if you don't have one already), in the form of a trusted friend or advisor, so that as you cycle you'll have a firm anchor.
Very fun weekend! Lots of snuggling which is what I needed as I was fairly sick all weekend. I am changing from Effexor to another SSRI. And though Red Sonya mentioned that I would have withdrawal from tapering down the Effexor I never thought it would be as bad as it was. It was like a living hell. I can now understand why addicts have...
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joenobody:
oh, i don't know. we exchanged some nasty emails then had a nasty phone conversation. she gave me reason to think she still cares about me , but i really can't tell because she has pride and doesn't want to swallow it, like anyone else would.
she's supposed to be at the boston tattoo convention but she only has one very tiny tattoo and she's generally not a very big tattoo person. she wouldn't have gone if i didn't invite her a week ago, but now she's going to travel 3 hours to get there to meet up with a mutual friend of ours. i really don't want to see her.
she's supposed to be at the boston tattoo convention but she only has one very tiny tattoo and she's generally not a very big tattoo person. she wouldn't have gone if i didn't invite her a week ago, but now she's going to travel 3 hours to get there to meet up with a mutual friend of ours. i really don't want to see her.
joenobody:
oh if craig is who i think he is, he's the old fat dude who was collecting the money. i hope he looked better when you were with him.
i definately can't go camping this weekend, but maybe i could stop by on friday or saturdat night. most likely saturday. east hampton is a lot closer to me than the places SGCT usually meets up. do you still have my number? i don't know if i have yours.
i definately can't go camping this weekend, but maybe i could stop by on friday or saturdat night. most likely saturday. east hampton is a lot closer to me than the places SGCT usually meets up. do you still have my number? i don't know if i have yours.
Hot tubbing it with spinhouse247 tonight
And tomorrow out with anti_duff. Yay! He and I went to the Bushwick Country Club last night whereupon I lost on almost every hole
So emotional this week. PMS. But when you watch cry during 7th heaven, and some of those sappy commerecials you have to know that you are ultra emotional!
7th heaven almost always gets to...
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And tomorrow out with anti_duff. Yay! He and I went to the Bushwick Country Club last night whereupon I lost on almost every hole
So emotional this week. PMS. But when you watch cry during 7th heaven, and some of those sappy commerecials you have to know that you are ultra emotional!
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endquire:
I am glad you trip is going well.
desidia:
Thank you so much for getting me out! I had a lot of fun 
I need to go dancing.
I need to go out and shake my ass and have pretend sex on the dance floor.
I need to go out and dance like I should be getting dollars in my thong.
A few of you have seen me dance like this
Namely dercreto and kameleonjack. But I heard some house music on my way home and was...
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I need to go out and shake my ass and have pretend sex on the dance floor.
I need to go out and dance like I should be getting dollars in my thong.
A few of you have seen me dance like this
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jay_blank:
"I need to go out and dance like I should be getting dollars in my thong."
I completely support that...
And again, excellent pics! Can't wait for the next installment!
I completely support that...
And again, excellent pics! Can't wait for the next installment!
kountryboy:
I'm so jealous, I want to go to Sicily!
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onewithall:
have a wicked time lacey!
bigpoppa99:
WELCOME BACK!!!!
Be Jealous, be very jealous!
Who had a major fucking breakthrough in therapy today?
This guy!
Fucking Yay!
Oh and also be jealous since I will be basking in the sun on the Mediterrenean for the next six days
My main concern is how to smuggle more alcohol than allowed back out of the country and on to the ship. 1 Liter is all you...
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Who had a major fucking breakthrough in therapy today?
This guy!
Fucking Yay!
Oh and also be jealous since I will be basking in the sun on the Mediterrenean for the next six days
My main concern is how to smuggle more alcohol than allowed back out of the country and on to the ship. 1 Liter is all you...
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rowanmayfair:
I'm jealous too! arent breakthroughs great. its like you sit there & say ooohhhhhh I cant believe I never thought of that before. Enjoy your trip, I can't wait to hear the stories you come home with. Don't get in too much trouble
Have a safe journey doll
hrlyquinn:
You are completely awesome! I wish you lived closer!
Breakthroughs are the best. Have a great trip! I'll be sitting at work wishing I was in the Mediterranean. Definitely jealous! Stay safe!
Breakthroughs are the best. Have a great trip! I'll be sitting at work wishing I was in the Mediterranean. Definitely jealous! Stay safe!
She hurt me and I love her.
I know she loves me too. But her words hurt.
She worries about me. But I think I am doing okay.
We are just different. But she makes me feel wrong.
I am confused and doubting myself now. Is my life really wrong? Am I truly out of control? Do I need to grow up?
I feel grown...
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I know she loves me too. But her words hurt.
She worries about me. But I think I am doing okay.
We are just different. But she makes me feel wrong.
I am confused and doubting myself now. Is my life really wrong? Am I truly out of control? Do I need to grow up?
I feel grown...
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siamkittie:
aw babie, I wish I could give you a hug. I hope all is well with you and hope to you see you soon.
kisses :kiss
btw - I love your new pics! Who's your photog?:
kisses :kiss
btw - I love your new pics! Who's your photog?:
hrlyquinn:
I've been there, on both sides actually. It sucks so much when you want your friend to support you and she just wants to fix you, when she can't see that you are working things out for yourself. I had a friendship end in large part to that. At the same time, it's so hard to watch someone you love hurt themselves. Sometimes you just want to shake them and make them see your side of it. Sometimes it's hard to see that your idea of what is best for them isn't the only way things can work out well. I was horribly guilty of that with my best friend. It took me a long time to understand that we just approach a similar situation differently and that I wasn't giving her enough credit.
Being grown up does not have to mean being in a serious relationship. It sounds like right now, you have what works for you and she has what works (sort of) for her. Neither of you is neccessarily wrong. It does sound like you two need a serious heart-to-heart. Hopefully she can understand your point of view.
I'm sorry you're in such a shitty position. I hope it all works out for you. *hugs*
Being grown up does not have to mean being in a serious relationship. It sounds like right now, you have what works for you and she has what works (sort of) for her. Neither of you is neccessarily wrong. It does sound like you two need a serious heart-to-heart. Hopefully she can understand your point of view.
I'm sorry you're in such a shitty position. I hope it all works out for you. *hugs*
I am still annoyed a bit from yesterday. Granted other things also have made me cranky. Moreso my own bad behavior and consequently me feeling like crap.
But it is still hard to feel left behind and then try to get people together and have so much problems. I love the girls, but definitely feel very left behind. Our lives seem to be very different....
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But it is still hard to feel left behind and then try to get people together and have so much problems. I love the girls, but definitely feel very left behind. Our lives seem to be very different....
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northern:
The torn-off hand??
There's nothing sneaky about your camera plan. It's not like you're returning it to a store. You're just going to sell it. I think it's a great idea.
There's nothing sneaky about your camera plan. It's not like you're returning it to a store. You're just going to sell it. I think it's a great idea.
tadzi:
have fun, sweetface!
I fucking double dog dare you to tell me that things don't change when friends get married and even more so when they have kids.
Jesus Christ.
We can't even plan anything for two whole months because of all the crap they have to do with their husbands and in-laws.
Fuck it.
I seriously think I am just going to walk away from all my...
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Jesus Christ.
We can't even plan anything for two whole months because of all the crap they have to do with their husbands and in-laws.
Fuck it.
I seriously think I am just going to walk away from all my...
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kyleomen:
Eww, doubleness.
kountryboy:
Start driving now, you can go to the show with us lol
