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Stupidity.

Stupidity is actually caring.
Stupidity is thinking that people will believe you.

I have been thrown into a melodrama, and I don't know how to get out.

And stupidly right before it happened I started to care.
It serves me right.

I knew before trust no one.
and then I started to trust you.

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lostjohny:
once again with feeling.....people suck i'm sorry whatever happened did happen, but you just have to get back up, and keep on keepin' on. i trust almost no one right now, and it sucks. i put on a mask for most people so they can't get in, and i think it's a safety thing for me so i won't get hurt. and most of the time, it seems to backfire. oh well, you can handle it....with a foot to their ass!
zenobia:
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Mental Health is so underappreciated in this country. I just found out my insurance doesn't cover even half of my therapy costs. And although personally this hits hard, what it also does is show how little this country cares about actual mental health.

They will put kids on any medication they can, play with their brains but not ever try to give them true therapy...
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monirose:
It was great meeting ...your 9 times more attractive in person!

hope to see you again soon

kisses kiss
steveneurotic:
Hey ya yourself! When ya gonna get your butt down here already! wink tongue kiss
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Sorry for not posting yesterday...some bad things happened. My aunt had surgery on Monday after falling down the stairs and basically breaking her face and she wasn't waking up. My family didn't tell me until yesterday and I don't really mind, because they kept thinking it would get better.

But once I heard, I emailed anti_duff and then basically just shut down. I couldn't even...
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lostjohny:
if you didn't show some kind of emotion, you would be a robot. i'm glad that he is there for you, he sounds like an outstanding individual.
hrlyquinn:
I am trying to give in to him. He makes me so happy but it totally freaks me out. He, too, keeps suprising me with kindness and understanding. It's weird, isn't it?
I'm glad your aunt is doing better and that you have Duff there for you. smile
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Oh Dear God, I was flipping through the channels and have ended up on the Oxygen channel.....and the program...Breaking Up with Shannen Doherty.

It is horrible, and I don't want to watch it, but can't help myself. I feel that i am on the cusp of vomiting, yet I salivate for more. I think the worst/best part is after the person gets the break up...
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strangekitty:
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rowanmayfair:
Pooey! I'm never gonna get to meet the lovey Lacey K at this rate. Hope youve been well. oh & change the channel dont watch that shit!
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Woke up in my childhood home and in my childhood bed. Quietness all around and thought to myself, this is where you are safe, where nothing in the world can touch you, in here. And then I realized there is one other place where I feel just as safe, in someone else's arms. When his arms are around me, all my troubles disappear and I...
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the_deacon:
Cute Cat! I love kitties...my old kitty Chet is venturing toward the end and it makes me horribly sad to watch him failing...I have 5 total and I notice the others don't harass him anymore either, i think they suspect it as well.... frown But he had a good life with me and as long as he is still eating and drinking and enjoying me petting and holding him smile He will be around for me to enjoy...I won't let him get to a point where his quality is shite though!

It has been raining continuously here for the last week and it is wearing me down! send some sunshine my way! biggrin
tilpacer:
Yeah, feeling safe is a good feeling. :/

YAY! Ikea! biggrin

YAY! Kitty cat! biggrin

Have a great day! biggrin
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tilpacer:
YAY! Going back home! biggrin

YAY! Regaining friendships! biggrin

Have a great weekend!
vimes:
Hey was great to meet you! Hope to see ya next time.
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So I have some semi-bad news. I have decided that I am not going to try to be a SG anymore. Strangely enough this decision came from Flavor of Love 2. The truth is that I am worried that later in my career it could really come back to haunt me. I tend to work for large corporations and I can see someone finding me...
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desidia:
1. Motherfucker
2. Never got a responce.
3. Portland, OR
bigbillm75:
I'm sad that you're not going to try to be a SG. You would have been a great one, and definitely my favorite. On the other hand, I'm glad that you've stopped applying before something happens in your future that might make you regret becoming one. At least you won't end up with any bitter feelings towards the site and it's members (I hope!).

In a corporate environment, many things can come back to haunt you. Companies cannot fire you over something like being a SG, but if it gets out, your life at work can be hard. Then you have to deal with the stress of staying and ignoring the whispers, or looking for a new job. And then, who's to say that no one will find out at your new job, right? You're avoiding a lot of unnecessary stress by doing this, even though people in this country shouldn't be so uptight about sex that they should make an issue of anyone being a SG. It sucks that you have to make this decision because of what other people might think, but you're doing the right thing by thinking long term.
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This weather is killing me! Rain, rain, and more rain. Plus it is cold and so grey! I hate it! Please take me to the sun and fun!

I used to look for someone to save me. For someone who would come in like a knight in shining armor to come in, scoop me up in the arms and make me feel safe. Provide me...
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applejugs:
aww, man... but i've GOT shinny armor.
huntersmencken:


...instead he drove me down into the hellfire with him. That was the only warmth he knew.



Oh! That's so fuckin' lyric!

And you are definitely a princess, with or without portfolio.

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I just have to say one more time that AKA55 ROCKS!!!
I love my computer! So much faster now!

And thanks to Joe, cause he got my external hard drive working! Thank goodness I have friends who are more tech saavy than I am.

So I have a problem. The problem is I really am not liking my job. I took this job to get...
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lostjohny:
i've been at mine for almost four years, and i'm looking. if you don't like the position you're in, ask for a transfer to one you do want. they will probably like the iniative you show, and they don't want to train a new person. then again corporate america still mystifies me... surreal
rxqueen:
i have the same issue with a job i took.
it hasn't turned out anything like it was supposed to.
there is maybe 20 min of work a day (which is horrible for me cos i get too bored)
and i dread going every day.
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guitargeek:
Dump them bitches. I can't stand people like that: smug fucking self-satisfied sanctimonious BREEDERS! They're mostly idiots and they're in charge of everything because they look after others of their ilk and operate on a system of social promotion. They're even worse after they push out their little monsters.

Stop listening to those people. They measure their success by what material possessions they have around them and how big a crap their little offspring took today. This is YOUR life, live it on YOUR terms. Do what you want to do, don't do what you don't want to do.

And another thing: It's okay to fuck somebody just for the sex, just do it on your terms. Fucking is good for you.
jay_blank:
"And they make me feel like I have fucked up my life, because I am not married yet, and thus haven't also begun looking for a house or trying to get pregnant. "

I can see where you're coming from....but, on the other hand....that's their lives, not yours. I'm 32, not married, no kids, small apt and I couldn't be happier. Of course, it's different for guys, but still. Don't feel like you have to live the 'robotic' life just because everyone else around you does. You are free to do whatever...not bogged down by kids or whatever. When they're changing diapers, you'll be doing cool shit. Shit at 29..you're still a baby yourself!

We don't know each other well, but that's just because we haven't known each other long. Heh...if you read my blog today, you'll see that booty is the farthest thing from my mind right now. I'm perfectly happy just chillin....

ooo aaa
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Hi guys! I am so sorry, my computer broke! I could check email at work, but not SG because they firewall it as porn.

AKA55 fixed my comp! Yay! So, all is well in the world again!

The weekend has been fun, but also heartbreaking at times.

I promise to write more later!
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bigpoppa99:
I missed you, Missed you at the County club
tilpacer:
YAY! Computer fixed! biggrin Glad to see you back! biggrin

YAY! Fun weekend biggrin .... Booo, heartbreaking weekend. frown

Have a great day! biggrin
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Ummm.....yeah...so I brought my car in for an oil change to one of those quick lube places and the guy updates my address and such and then asks about the number and I say, oh yup that is my cell so it doesn't change.

Oil change gets finished and he applies a $10 coupon which was cool.

I then get a text message an hour...
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spinhouse247:


Yanks fans are hotter than BoSox fans! smile
monirose:
Thats what you get for being soo friggin hot! love

But i hear ya..It wasnt cool of him..If you wouldlike you can gladly tell people not to call you because your married to me and I might kill them... biggrin

Kisses and hugs!

kiss