I was treated like a princess last night!
I went out with Big Peter and my friend Cristina, though then Big Peter brough along his friend Tim.s
We went to this amazing restaurant on the UWS, Ouest it is called! It was amazing. Big Peter knew the chef and we had three courses each and made it through 3 bottles of wine. And then Big...
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I went out with Big Peter and my friend Cristina, though then Big Peter brough along his friend Tim.s
We went to this amazing restaurant on the UWS, Ouest it is called! It was amazing. Big Peter knew the chef and we had three courses each and made it through 3 bottles of wine. And then Big...
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The hottest thing that anyone has ever said to me? "I can't believe I am fucking you"
I still have fantasies about him whispering that in my ear.
I mean really, how much hotter can it get?
P.S. I think I may put the infamous "BDSM SGCT Game night" video on youtube, if I do I will post it here!
I still have fantasies about him whispering that in my ear.
I mean really, how much hotter can it get?
P.S. I think I may put the infamous "BDSM SGCT Game night" video on youtube, if I do I will post it here!
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hrlyquinn:
damn, that is hot!!!
connielingus:
you hit the nail on the head. This girl seems to revel in drama. It almost seems like she WANTS to fight, sometimes. God help me, though, I ♥ the girl.
And yes, that IS hot!! I'd def like to hear that whispered in my ear.
And yes, that IS hot!! I'd def like to hear that whispered in my ear.
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vegemite:
woof! I'll assume that it's faux fur...
vulture:
wow, thanks for the fantasy. 
Okay, doing pretty much okay.
Taking first steps of not running away from stressors or things that make me feel uncomfortable. Feel like crying, so I will try to cry rather than have a glass of wine, or start running the roads.
I will take control of my life and work to fix the things that are wrong. It seems to be the only thing...
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Taking first steps of not running away from stressors or things that make me feel uncomfortable. Feel like crying, so I will try to cry rather than have a glass of wine, or start running the roads.
I will take control of my life and work to fix the things that are wrong. It seems to be the only thing...
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hemightbegiant:
I can offer a hug...
and I can be very dog like at times...
haha.
Those are some cool pics, especially the cards and BEES.
and I can be very dog like at times...
haha.
Those are some cool pics, especially the cards and BEES.
tadzi:
well, id be more than happy to offer a hug if/when i see you next
What a weekend where to start? Shall I start at the fact that I have such insane trust issues. Fuck. I want to trust I really do, but in my heart of hearts I don't. It sucks. I have no reason not to trust you, it is only because of my past that mind immediately goes to the worst scenario. It helps me to see...
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tadzi:
are you still coming down for the great adventure thing this weekend?
alejandro74:
I try to stay away from weddings, the only other people, besides the wedding couple, that get more attention than others are the "Unmarried" people. Really bad feeling when you have half of your family and friends looking at you like "Whtat the fuck?" o_O Well hope things go better for you. Take care besos y abrazos!
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egorgry:
wait a minute? The fucking who is still alive? I thought those guys died 11 years ago. 
Seriously though....
I hope you are happy, getting laid is always good I'm just a little annoyed that It's been so long since I've had sex that modern science has made advancements in resurecting classic rock bands. I got to get laid before Led Zep gets back together.
Seriously though....
I hope you are happy, getting laid is always good I'm just a little annoyed that It's been so long since I've had sex that modern science has made advancements in resurecting classic rock bands. I got to get laid before Led Zep gets back together.
monirose:
WWHHATT!!!! And it wasnt me!! SOOO FRIGGIN UNFAIR!! 
I definitely need to have sex. It has been way to long. And this led me to have a really terrific sex dream about an ex-coworker who was married, but I know was trying to get me to have an affair with him, don't know if you remember that. But god it was hot. He had all sorts of BDSM devices and he fucked me...
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cinderola:
Not REAL puppy chow...this concoction Rachel made out of chex mix, chocolate and I think peanut butter.
socrates:
So How was/were the WHO in the coke box?
I am currently a sad chiquita.
Trying to figure out my life.
Trying to find what will make me happy.
I just don't know right now what would make me happy. Can't figure out exactly who I want to be in the future, thus can't figure out who I need. What I mean by that is I can't figure out what kind of adult I...
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weapon0:
Awww, I'm sorry you are sad. 
At least you are thinking about what you want in life. Too many people just stumble through life obliviously. I'm afraid, I am like that a lot. I agree with the other comments here. A lot of times, Love finds you when you aren't looking for it and it's never easy. No worthwhile relationship is. Well, Good Luck with your soul searching. Talk to you later.
At least you are thinking about what you want in life. Too many people just stumble through life obliviously. I'm afraid, I am like that a lot. I agree with the other comments here. A lot of times, Love finds you when you aren't looking for it and it's never easy. No worthwhile relationship is. Well, Good Luck with your soul searching. Talk to you later.
tadzi:
you dont "need" anyone, babe. thats the most important thing.
This weekend I gained weight, cleaned the whole house, cried, laughed out loud, hurt people who cared about me, made others who cared about me feel better, and made some laugh, had a facial, slept for over 12 hours, had Indian food, watched chick flicks, and took out my fall clothes.
And I never left the house.
Yup I was a hermit this weekend. We...
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And I never left the house.
Yup I was a hermit this weekend. We...
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theinsomniac:
Le sigh, indeed. Yeah, I had some trauma this weekend too. One of the two girls I was seeing broke up with my very suddenly, for not being "Christian" enough for her.
And please do move down here. Our ration of awesomeness in the city would skyrocket. You know, I'm having an SGDC party this Saturday, if you need a break from New York for a couple of days.
And please do move down here. Our ration of awesomeness in the city would skyrocket. You know, I'm having an SGDC party this Saturday, if you need a break from New York for a couple of days.
theinsomniac:
So does that mean you'll be gracing us with your presence at the partty? 'Cause that would rock.
Everytime I fuck up I am forgiven.
I don't get it.
I thought when you fucked up that was it.
But then I talked to Chuck today. And he told me he has seen so many things destroyed, people, tanks, towns....and it takes a lot to destroy things. He made me feel better, even though he said i could act stupid sometimes But he was...
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I don't get it.
I thought when you fucked up that was it.
But then I talked to Chuck today. And he told me he has seen so many things destroyed, people, tanks, towns....and it takes a lot to destroy things. He made me feel better, even though he said i could act stupid sometimes
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tilpacer:
YAY! Forgiveness!
Have a great weekend being grounded.
Have a great weekend being grounded.
kyleomen:
Because your are a girl.
What I love:
Being called kitten
White wine
Payday
Shopping for clothes or shoes
Fall days outside when you can smell the leaves changing
Puppies
Baked summer squash (which I still haven't made yet this summer)
My gramma (though she has passed on)
Being held and feeling safe
Snuggling into a warm comforter on a snowy day
Christmas (though it also makes me sad)
The...
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Being called kitten
White wine
Payday
Shopping for clothes or shoes
Fall days outside when you can smell the leaves changing
Puppies
Baked summer squash (which I still haven't made yet this summer)
My gramma (though she has passed on)
Being held and feeling safe
Snuggling into a warm comforter on a snowy day
Christmas (though it also makes me sad)
The...
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blue_richard:
Apart from the PMS that sounds just like me!
I want to thank all the girls from the girls only group for helping me with this latest issue. Why is it hard? Cause I actually like him. And I actually trust him. Strange I know, but I just really don't worry with him. It is so weird. And I like him, I really like him. Which is scary as hell.
But I promise you...
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vulture:
good times ahead. may the force be with you
monirose:
so damn..
i guess the wedding is off...sheeshh....I just bought us matching hers and hers towels!
i guess the wedding is off...sheeshh....I just bought us matching hers and hers towels!
It's all about what you want. You can have it all. Just don't compromise for anyone else. Be you.
just think at least you're not in Delaware