I am in a confused state....and so confused I don't really know how to start....I am happy......and that I don't understand.
being content throws me. Where is the drama, the tears, the heart break, the reconcilation. I can't quite tell what I want, what i need....
I am dying for sugar and sweets...don't know why just need something, I have been hungry all day...
My...
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being content throws me. Where is the drama, the tears, the heart break, the reconcilation. I can't quite tell what I want, what i need....
I am dying for sugar and sweets...don't know why just need something, I have been hungry all day...
My...
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Nice and smooth and soft! Woot!
Watching Juvies again, and there is a boy who od'ed on xanax and broke into someone's house.
Xanax..........I love xanax......even watching this makes me crave it. MMmm......
However I can't because I will end up like this guy.
It is definitley my addiction. And it has been hard to break.
A great weekend was filled with wine and xanax....
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Watching Juvies again, and there is a boy who od'ed on xanax and broke into someone's house.
Xanax..........I love xanax......even watching this makes me crave it. MMmm......
However I can't because I will end up like this guy.
It is definitley my addiction. And it has been hard to break.
A great weekend was filled with wine and xanax....
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spinhouse247:
I had my recent fill of opiates and beer then listened to Metallica's Damage Inc, Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
jay_blank:
a xanax sounds kinda nice right now. I fell down my friends stairs on Sat and could use a little break from reality....
I need a connection!
I need a connection!
In one hour, my body will be scrubbed down with sea salt and then then doused in olive oil...sounds like a recipe for preparing fish....
But it is a body scrub and I cannot wait. Need to get all this dead winter skin off. Plus 24 hours to weekend away which I can not wait for.
Work is so stressful right now. Our agencies suck...
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But it is a body scrub and I cannot wait. Need to get all this dead winter skin off. Plus 24 hours to weekend away which I can not wait for.
Work is so stressful right now. Our agencies suck...
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I have gotten back in touch with an old friend.
And it is nice.
Without him I would have never moved on.
And he is respectful of what I have with Duff.
But he and Tom did save me from misery. Somehow they made me feel loved in a way I hadn't felt before. And I definitely never thought after a poly relationship I would...
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And it is nice.
Without him I would have never moved on.
And he is respectful of what I have with Duff.
But he and Tom did save me from misery. Somehow they made me feel loved in a way I hadn't felt before. And I definitely never thought after a poly relationship I would...
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koala:
What a beautiful entry. Isn't it wonderful when you are able reflect on the past 
Hope you are doing well
Hope you are doing well
luthie:
That's a nice thought to share with everyone. Some people need inspiration from others to have a self-growth realization like that.
As for the meeting.. yes. The things I do for EMS. At least I don't have to work the White Plains ambulance this weekend. I have a life, dammit!
As for the meeting.. yes. The things I do for EMS. At least I don't have to work the White Plains ambulance this weekend. I have a life, dammit!
Okay new rant/opinion/social wrong......
If you want to read my previous rant about women hating women, and why we are so territorial, and my apology to my current;s exes go here .
But I wrote that earlier and now I sit here with the TV on in the background and a special about Oprah opening the school in Africa, and how she picked the girls...
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If you want to read my previous rant about women hating women, and why we are so territorial, and my apology to my current;s exes go here .
But I wrote that earlier and now I sit here with the TV on in the background and a special about Oprah opening the school in Africa, and how she picked the girls...
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southernbelle:
I thought her school was in Africa, and was catered to those that do not have rich families, but are gifted. I could be wrong, or be getting it mixed up with something else that she was doing.
rxqueen:
hey lady.
if yr serious about getting a kitty, my sister works at an animal hospital in mount vernon (on broad street). someone left two boxes of young cats at the hospital the other day. my sister said they're all very sweet and soft and i think a bunch of them are some combination of black and white. if yr still thinking about getting a cat and want to take a look at these cats let me know. The animal hospital is small and they don't have room for all of them, so they may end up putting them to sleep
if yr serious about getting a kitty, my sister works at an animal hospital in mount vernon (on broad street). someone left two boxes of young cats at the hospital the other day. my sister said they're all very sweet and soft and i think a bunch of them are some combination of black and white. if yr still thinking about getting a cat and want to take a look at these cats let me know. The animal hospital is small and they don't have room for all of them, so they may end up putting them to sleep
Why do women hate eachother? Why do we get so caught up in it all? Why do we get so territorial?
I feel bad for the hatred I have felt, for the jealousy, for the energy I have wasted. But at the time when you feel the anger, the threat it seems to be rational.
Women always hate the ones before and the ones after....
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I feel bad for the hatred I have felt, for the jealousy, for the energy I have wasted. But at the time when you feel the anger, the threat it seems to be rational.
Women always hate the ones before and the ones after....
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minimalism:
I'm definitely not the same way. I love being friends with my exes and hate when my current gf can't understand why the former is still important to me as a friend. There is never a threat. It's just that they were once special to me and I don't see why that has to change just because we don't date anymore.
I am sitting here contemplating dying my hair today.
And thus if it should be darker or lighter..
Still contemplating going to adopt kitties too.....
And thus if it should be darker or lighter..
Still contemplating going to adopt kitties too.....
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doxie:
Yaay for kitties! 
lostjohny:
can't wait for pics!
Sorry to all the SGNY peeps.....work kept me late, and thus...my night was cleaning and dirty laundry.
I had decided to actually get cats tonight. And I still think that, however, I then remembered that Duff and I are going away next weekend and then I go away for a week for work, I know I could leave them with Duff, but it seems like...
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I had decided to actually get cats tonight. And I still think that, however, I then remembered that Duff and I are going away next weekend and then I go away for a week for work, I know I could leave them with Duff, but it seems like...
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thejohne:
i totally get it....i've thought about it too.....but i'm gone SOOOO much.....i couldn't do it. 
rybear369:
oh man. SGNY rocks!!!!!!!!!!!! im so jealous
There are some days where I literally hate all humans...or at least strangers.
LIke the stupid ass guy who can't seem to walk in the grocery store, or the people that think that they are just so brillant and in reality you just want to fucking flip them off and tell them fuck you. Take your hatred of people out on their ridiculous stupidity.
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LIke the stupid ass guy who can't seem to walk in the grocery store, or the people that think that they are just so brillant and in reality you just want to fucking flip them off and tell them fuck you. Take your hatred of people out on their ridiculous stupidity.
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panthro:
i hate those lazy unpacking people at the grocery store. fucking snobs!
i would absolutely call the cable company and tell them what is going on. that is fucked up. you need to be careful now, you never know who is a psycho.
i would absolutely call the cable company and tell them what is going on. that is fucked up. you need to be careful now, you never know who is a psycho.
tadzi:
ive hated 99% of the world since about the 3rd grade. youre in good company.
My kittie biological clock has been ticking again. ..... It is when I start to want kitties....not children, not marriage, just kitties, grey and white or grey with black stripes. 2 of them.....
Sigh...this happens every so often.
Does anyone else find it hysterical that on MTV Juvies is sometimes on after Sweet Sixteen? Or is that just sad?
Edited to add: Again tonight I...
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Sigh...this happens every so often.
Does anyone else find it hysterical that on MTV Juvies is sometimes on after Sweet Sixteen? Or is that just sad?
Edited to add: Again tonight I...
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lostjohny:
jealous of what? me going to indy? don't be. i get to see my pregnant ex-wife and the train wreck of her ammounting life for my daughter's birthday. 
darkrabbit:
Moka is the coffee shop/cafe/chocolatier that I work at/run.
Holy shit!!!!
The cable man came today, and let's just say, he knew how to pipe cable!
No really he did, he made a hole in the wall and piped it through, and stapled it to the wall and everything.
But holy shit, what a difference! I came home and all my torrents were already done! Except the family guy one, but that went from...
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The cable man came today, and let's just say, he knew how to pipe cable!
No really he did, he made a hole in the wall and piped it through, and stapled it to the wall and everything.
But holy shit, what a difference! I came home and all my torrents were already done! Except the family guy one, but that went from...
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kountryboy:
Must be nice to have DSL. I live 5 miles from a university that has it, but the cable company can't get it to my house for some reason
maladjusted:
Cable rocks..I will never go back. shit next you'll be playing online games and really addicted to the web
Uggghhhhh........hungover and ill.
Duff and I stayed in yesterday (except for when we went for dumplings to celebrate the new year). And then decided to watch The Big Lebowski and of course drink White Russians.
After many, many, many white Russians, I am ill on my day off. I feel like total crap....
Blech.
Duff and I stayed in yesterday (except for when we went for dumplings to celebrate the new year). And then decided to watch The Big Lebowski and of course drink White Russians.
After many, many, many white Russians, I am ill on my day off. I feel like total crap....
Blech.
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gilby:
Ugh, I think I had a hangover Sunday from drinking some drink that was a cross between a blue hawaiian and an electric lemonade. (My sweet and sour mix was bad, so I had to improvise.) I had a few tall glasses of that, and next day, headache.
Some water advil and some chicken tacos (with cheese, sour cream, corn salsa and lettuce) fixed me up.
Anytime I go to the theater downtown that has a bar on the 2nd floor, I drink a couple white russians before the movie.
Some water advil and some chicken tacos (with cheese, sour cream, corn salsa and lettuce) fixed me up.
Anytime I go to the theater downtown that has a bar on the 2nd floor, I drink a couple white russians before the movie.
tadzi:
re: thanks, sweetie. i had mostly grown it out because im lazy and its low maintenace. but im glad someone likes it on me
but in all seriousness, there's a trent reznor instrumental on the lost highway soundtrack called "driver down" and i have a semi-cheesy rock-pop song from an english band named terrorvision called "d'ya wanna go faster?" that might work...
"motorcycle drive by" by third eye blind is slower...
depends on what you're going for i guess...
Yes, I need me some LaceyK as well. It's been FOREVER since you've been to a game night