laceyk

i think you are on the right path about the country. i grew up in SoCal and it was always a rat race. now i live in a part of the world that the internet age forgot (my road was paved 2 years ago). and i enjoy my life alot more. it's simply more peaceful. and bosses are always like that. i'm at a point where i'm ready to take a pipe bomb to my plant because of the retarded corporate bullshit that they do. the only thing that keeps me there is the fact that the product that we produce, is helping to save the world (in a small way).

and yes, karma is that way.....i relish in the outcomes sometimes though.

I miss being a kid. No bills, no job, not worried about relationships (or my lack of them).
All I wanted to do was catch snakes and read comics.

Siiiiigggghhhhh....

One way is to look for a new job. If you're not happy at work, and it's affecting your life outside, it's time to move on. I've been there before. I have horror stories about ex-bosses. I'm perfectly happy with my job now, and it's had a much better impact on my life as a whole.

Take breaks during the day at work. Go outside, to take you mind off of things. Stewing at your desk, just makes the day worse.

Talk it out with your boss, however if this was possible, I'm sure you've already tried. There's the saying that it's only when you risk everything you have to lose, can you really gain anything.

Keep your head up, it's the weekend.

I sent a PM to the crush, and then we talked things out. Seems like someone was trouble-making.. long story. I was considering leaving SGNY.

YAY FOR THE CRICKET SET!!

I need a night in, I've been absolute booze-whore all week But it was fun.

Cleaning blows goats...

i wanna camp!

when's the ecct one?

getting fucked up with friends helps sometimes. or doing something physically exhausting

I actually had a similar idea, but it DID involve finishing the act. Once finished, I was going to turn to him and growl, "Now get the fuck outta my house and don't ever talk to me again!"

But alas, he's not the only one who's done things wrong. I put a serious hurting on him, and once we FINALLY were able to admit to each other how hurt we are for this or that it really settled into my brain.

Thanks for helpin me stay strong, this is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life - letting him go.

xoxo♥

I got a bottle of Yellowtail Shiraz Grenache blend in your/my honor.

I guess since I went to the gym for 2 hours after work today I thought I would treat myself.

So you def Friday?

time and a half is good, nine hours of the extreme starbucks challenge is not!!!!

i will gladly grill you a burger to order anytime. just say when.

You still have Monday off, though, right? Not getting away when you want to sucks, but I'm sure you'll make the most of it. You seem to have a knack for finding the positive in disappointments.

I haven't had a ban, although, I've been booted out of certain groups. I guess sometimes being too vocal hurts!!!

Wanna get away too? Me too, and I just got back from my trip!

I feel like that, too, sometimes.

Just remember my motto:

You're not there to make friends, you're there to pay the bills.

Cheer up, buttercup.

aw hun... ya know what, make it through the week, then setup a drinking night... Booze cures all ills.

Wow, that sucks. (Yeah, where does the AC go then?) I don't know if this is true for you, but the co-op board at my folks' place is a bunch of retirees with no sense of purpose anymore but to intrude in people's lives. I would be sad for them if they weren't such horrible people.

thanks for the encouragement.

I need to work out too.
Lets get lipo together!!!

I used to hate my body. I'm still working on it. It's been a long journey. I spent a lot of energy in the wrong places before I realized how important it was to deal with the basics- how it affects my overall quality of life. You can tweak yourself any which way you choose. A good friend of mine binges/starves her way through life. +30 pounds, -30 pounds, like the seasons. It's one method but it does take a toll on overall health. Of course there are healthier ways to do it. The method you decide on is not only technical but also spiritual. If you don't identify with being beautiful as something inherent, then you'll treat it like a possession you can buy or lose. It's not to say that lipo is forbidden. I'm all for body mods. But if lipo is the only method, that choice might have similar consequences to starving/binging.

nothin wrong with that at all. i find myself looking forward to that fairly regularly.

sorry bout the bad news... congrats on the one year anni! are you coming on the 8th? please say yes!

How are ya Lacey??

Lacey, had I known you were looking fore a real estate agent that will treat you well I'd have offered my help sooner. That is my profession. Please let me know if you need help either finding a good one or smacking around one that's not treating you right.

What's not to like about riding a motorcycle?!?! I've been doing it for 32 years and I can honestly say that it's the most fun you can have with your clothes on!

And when you say "ride" a motorcycle, do you mean that you piloted one, or just passengered? If it's the latter, I cannot recommend strongly enough that you take the Motorcycle Safety Foundation's Rider Training Course and learn how to ride, then go get yourself a used small-medium motorcycle and start racking up the miles!

The world looks a lot different from two wheels...

xox