I definitely need to have sex. It has been way to long. And this led me to have a really terrific sex dream about an ex-coworker who was married, but I know was trying to get me to have an affair with him, don't know if you remember that. But god it was hot. He had all sorts of BDSM devices and he fucked me...
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cinderola:
Not REAL puppy chow...this concoction Rachel made out of chex mix, chocolate and I think peanut butter. 
socrates:
So How was/were the WHO in the coke box?
I am currently a sad chiquita.
Trying to figure out my life.
Trying to find what will make me happy.
I just don't know right now what would make me happy. Can't figure out exactly who I want to be in the future, thus can't figure out who I need. What I mean by that is I can't figure out what kind of adult I...
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weapon0:
Awww, I'm sorry you are sad. 
At least you are thinking about what you want in life. Too many people just stumble through life obliviously. I'm afraid, I am like that a lot. I agree with the other comments here. A lot of times, Love finds you when you aren't looking for it and it's never easy. No worthwhile relationship is. Well, Good Luck with your soul searching. Talk to you later. 
At least you are thinking about what you want in life. Too many people just stumble through life obliviously. I'm afraid, I am like that a lot. I agree with the other comments here. A lot of times, Love finds you when you aren't looking for it and it's never easy. No worthwhile relationship is. Well, Good Luck with your soul searching. Talk to you later. 
tadzi:
you dont "need" anyone, babe. thats the most important thing.
This weekend I gained weight, cleaned the whole house, cried, laughed out loud, hurt people who cared about me, made others who cared about me feel better, and made some laugh, had a facial, slept for over 12 hours, had Indian food, watched chick flicks, and took out my fall clothes.
And I never left the house.
Yup I was a hermit this weekend. We...
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And I never left the house.
Yup I was a hermit this weekend. We...
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theinsomniac:
Le sigh, indeed. Yeah, I had some trauma this weekend too. One of the two girls I was seeing broke up with my very suddenly, for not being "Christian" enough for her.
And please do move down here. Our ration of awesomeness in the city would skyrocket. You know, I'm having an SGDC party this Saturday, if you need a break from New York for a couple of days.
And please do move down here. Our ration of awesomeness in the city would skyrocket. You know, I'm having an SGDC party this Saturday, if you need a break from New York for a couple of days.
theinsomniac:
So does that mean you'll be gracing us with your presence at the partty? 'Cause that would rock.
Everytime I fuck up I am forgiven.
I don't get it.
I thought when you fucked up that was it.
But then I talked to Chuck today. And he told me he has seen so many things destroyed, people, tanks, towns....and it takes a lot to destroy things. He made me feel better, even though he said i could act stupid sometimes But he was...
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I don't get it.
I thought when you fucked up that was it.
But then I talked to Chuck today. And he told me he has seen so many things destroyed, people, tanks, towns....and it takes a lot to destroy things. He made me feel better, even though he said i could act stupid sometimes
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tilpacer:
YAY! Forgiveness! 
Have a great weekend being grounded.
Have a great weekend being grounded.
kyleomen:
Because your are a girl.
What I love:
Being called kitten
White wine
Payday
Shopping for clothes or shoes
Fall days outside when you can smell the leaves changing
Puppies
Baked summer squash (which I still haven't made yet this summer)
My gramma (though she has passed on)
Being held and feeling safe
Snuggling into a warm comforter on a snowy day
Christmas (though it also makes me sad)
The...
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Being called kitten
White wine
Payday
Shopping for clothes or shoes
Fall days outside when you can smell the leaves changing
Puppies
Baked summer squash (which I still haven't made yet this summer)
My gramma (though she has passed on)
Being held and feeling safe
Snuggling into a warm comforter on a snowy day
Christmas (though it also makes me sad)
The...
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blue_richard:
Apart from the PMS that sounds just like me!
I want to thank all the girls from the girls only group for helping me with this latest issue. Why is it hard? Cause I actually like him. And I actually trust him. Strange I know, but I just really don't worry with him. It is so weird. And I like him, I really like him. Which is scary as hell.
But I promise you...
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vulture:
good times ahead. may the force be with you
monirose:
so damn..
i guess the wedding is off...sheeshh....I just bought us matching hers and hers towels!
i guess the wedding is off...sheeshh....I just bought us matching hers and hers towels!
Stupidity.
Stupidity is actually caring.
Stupidity is thinking that people will believe you.
I have been thrown into a melodrama, and I don't know how to get out.
And stupidly right before it happened I started to care.
It serves me right.
I knew before trust no one.
and then I started to trust you.
Stupidity is actually caring.
Stupidity is thinking that people will believe you.
I have been thrown into a melodrama, and I don't know how to get out.
And stupidly right before it happened I started to care.
It serves me right.
I knew before trust no one.
and then I started to trust you.
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lostjohny:
once again with feeling.....people suck i'm sorry whatever happened did happen, but you just have to get back up, and keep on keepin' on. i trust almost no one right now, and it sucks. i put on a mask for most people so they can't get in, and i think it's a safety thing for me so i won't get hurt. and most of the time, it seems to backfire. oh well, you can handle it....with a foot to their ass!
zenobia:
:hugs:
Mental Health is so underappreciated in this country. I just found out my insurance doesn't cover even half of my therapy costs. And although personally this hits hard, what it also does is show how little this country cares about actual mental health.
They will put kids on any medication they can, play with their brains but not ever try to give them true therapy...
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They will put kids on any medication they can, play with their brains but not ever try to give them true therapy...
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monirose:
It was great meeting ...your 9 times more attractive in person!
hope to see you again soon
kisses
hope to see you again soon
kisses
steveneurotic:
Hey ya yourself! When ya gonna get your butt down here already!
Sorry for not posting yesterday...some bad things happened. My aunt had surgery on Monday after falling down the stairs and basically breaking her face and she wasn't waking up. My family didn't tell me until yesterday and I don't really mind, because they kept thinking it would get better.
But once I heard, I emailed anti_duff and then basically just shut down. I couldn't even...
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lostjohny:
if you didn't show some kind of emotion, you would be a robot. i'm glad that he is there for you, he sounds like an outstanding individual.
hrlyquinn:
I am trying to give in to him. He makes me so happy but it totally freaks me out. He, too, keeps suprising me with kindness and understanding. It's weird, isn't it?
I'm glad your aunt is doing better and that you have Duff there for you.
I'm glad your aunt is doing better and that you have Duff there for you.
Oh Dear God, I was flipping through the channels and have ended up on the Oxygen channel.....and the program...Breaking Up with Shannen Doherty.
It is horrible, and I don't want to watch it, but can't help myself. I feel that i am on the cusp of vomiting, yet I salivate for more. I think the worst/best part is after the person gets the break up...
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It is horrible, and I don't want to watch it, but can't help myself. I feel that i am on the cusp of vomiting, yet I salivate for more. I think the worst/best part is after the person gets the break up...
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rowanmayfair:
Pooey! I'm never gonna get to meet the lovey Lacey K at this rate. Hope youve been well. oh & change the channel dont watch that shit!
