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Very nice weekend! Though I wished it had snowed!

Duff and I stayed in from the cold on Friday and drank our way through three bottles of red wine, in true French fashion to match the evening he had set up for us. French food, french wine, french kissing blush

Saturday I went out shopping while he stayed and worked on new projects. I felt this...
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jay_blank:
I wish I had a blanket right now! It's like 55 degrees in my office. At one point, I was wearing a sweater and 2 fleece jackets! What, is my company poor? Oh right....it is.

You know, a friend of mine works for a wine distributor in CT. I wonder if you know her....hmmm....

Anyhoo...it was nice to hang out again on Sat. I promise that if I ever send you a mix cd, it will be completely devoid of any deep lyrics or song titles....hahaha wink

jay_blank:
Oh, it's not that bad. Just a rough night. It's hard to see her because things fall right back into place very easily. We had pizza, joked, played video games etc. Although I know that being apart is the best thing for us, it's hard when we actually are around each other.

However, it gets less and less hard each time.......just takes time is all....

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A mini rant - that I am sure will offend someone......

I am leaving shortly to go to a wake. It is my friend's mother in law's wake. When I called her all she kept saying was that she had wished that had gotten pregnant before she had passed (she was terminal). However, this person is no where near emotionally mature enough to have a...
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tilpacer:
Awesome rant. I give it 4 mad out of 5 mad biggrin

Have a great day! biggrin
brooklynbabe:
yummy chocolate and pb!
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Second post of the day.....for more on my CL stalker see the previous post.

I am seriously thinking about getting rid of my myspace. I find that it causes mainly issues. But once in a while when someone from college finds me or something it is nice.

Maybe I should just simplify it and keep it as a way for old college and highschool friends...
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thejohne:
ugg....trying to stay in "shape" sucks....period.....it just fucking sucks. BUT, i toast one to you for doing it. I did the treadmill tonight....while others watched...ready to call 911..... smile felt good....and will continue to feel better.

hey, we all fuck up....its called life....don't worry about it....you're a good catch. wink
panthro:
myspace is the devil, i f'n hate it.

learning from our mistakes makes us stronger. now if you can just eliminate the asshat that caused all your problems, you will be grand. biggrin
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Okay the long story of what has been happening over the past few days down below, because I want to just move on from it.

Successes of the week:

1. Downloaded bit torrent games and played them
2. Ripped my DVD and burned it (thoughit was in spanish - got to work on that)
3. Treadmill in the house (not yet used)
4. Getting all...
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luthie:
I'm going to agree with everyone above. Except I tried to sort my entire life path out by 21. Obviously this went really well whatever and I ended up in the military...(!) So.. definately have goals, but go with the flow at the same time. Adaptable people usually end up on the path they see themselves through different means they haven't yet thought of. I wish you all the best of luck xx

What is "The Secret"?
_tab:
actually I've only read whats in the group, The Law of Attraction, and watched what bits and pieces of The Secret I could find on the internet. But yeah, I really love it. I want to get the dvd when I have more funds :9 Anytime ya wanna talk about it just send me a messege or something. I get really excited when other people start finding out about it. I'm such a dork, haha.
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Ahhhhhhhh............ life, what a wonderfully terrible thing.

As is always the case, things are better in the morning.

However, there is a rat among us my friends. Though he has already outed himself.
But basically someone who has been trying to make my life hell for years, took it upon himself to tell me that Duff no longer wanted to be with me, under the...
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siamkittie:
ohmygoodness babie...honestly one day...whenever that may be...me and you should just talk (and drink) and bitch (and drink), catch up (and drank)...ummm, do you see a pattern? wink So I really will see you Saturday? kiss
panthro:
don't people suck? it's none of my business, but the ass hat that fucked up your life for a couple of days should be kicked repeatedly in the balls. what a schmuck! i'm glad you are doing better sweetie.
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frown frown frown frown blackeyed

I do not know where to even start.
My shame and sorrow are so great, I can't put it into words, and even if I do, the words are so empty.

I believe some people should not interact with the rest of the human race. I am one of them. I think some people are better as loners. Some people can only ever fuck up....
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brooklynbabe:
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ginawa:
one thing and thats it...

do go to liquer like i did, didn't solve a damn thing
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Okay, try number 5 right now on burning torrents. I have downloaded Nero as Laerkai suggested (just in case you didn't know, he is ridiculously smart, he and seantastic are like macguyer they can make anything out of a rubberband and sand). And it seems as though the downloads go well right up until the very end when it suddenly decided that there is not...
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bigpoppa99:
boobs? where?
minimalism:
I most certainly do feel proud. It's been a long hard road to get here. Although it still seems like a ways away to actually buy a house, it feels like it's getting much easier now.
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3 loads of laundry

3 loads of dishes

2 bags of clothes I don't need

3 hours of going through closets and drawers

= Me feeling really damn good about having control again.

I am happy that I finally feel like I have control over my life again. I even made food for the rest of the week. I did want to exercise as well...
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waxangel:
Girls, hell. I always end up putting off getting my hair cut because I haven't found anyone as good as my favorite Japanese girl and I can't find her anymore, so I'm scared to go to anybody. With my old girl, she barely spoke English, so I didn't even have to tell her what I wanted, she just made me look good. Now, I have no idea how to tell someone new what I want. So I end up wearing a lot of hats.
gangstaswan:
I love the guy I saw last time because he took my requirements and gave me the best hair cut ever.
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The good news:
The hairstylist didn't fuck up my hair and I like what they did, andit was $50 less.

The bad news:
He then asked me out and he is 40+ years my senior, which makes me going back hard.


The good news:
I found a somewhat good Indian sauce,so I made Indian tonight at half the price.

The bad news:
It is kinda...
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koala:
I think that the good outweighs the bad on your list, so that's a plus. I want to see pics of the new hair! smile
mylf:
I'd go to get your hair cut there again anyway. a good hair stylist is hard to find!
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I was supposed to see the SGCT kids on Saturday, but life seemed to have different plans. This weekend didn't go at all as planned.

I was to get so much done yesterday and today durning the day. And I have gotten nothing done.

Mainly I am just so upset to have missed them. I love thm so much.

I am pissed too........

Cause of...
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bigpoppa99:
H Grand pa is kinda ok he's on a respritator. They are going to take him off it tomorrow. The sad thing is that he is coming out better in their eyes thane me because he was at the hospital and I wasn't. I guess it sucks that I have to work and he don't

my mothers side of the family is really fucked up.
phoenixashes:
agreed, it isnt right at all. Bad shit happens to good people... and bad people get to live forever. frown