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Unfortunately, the itching in my own skin has not stopped.
Just can't get comfortable.

Do you ever feel like you aren't fitting in your skin? Like you feel like you are trying to put a round piece in a square hole.

My house is a disaster area - clothes everywhere! This is what happens when I get in this weird place. It is a bit...
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zoomusikgrl:
i call that feeling pms!
lolablu:
My clothes are all over my apartment. It happens when I'm stressed or depressed, too.
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Currently experiencing a weird anxiety/paranoia.
Feeling of unsettlement.

Was horrible this past weekend. Just horrible.
I had plenty of temper tantrums.
I don't think it is the usual hormones.
Something is just off.

In addition, anti_duff just nearly missed a god awful accident on the bike this morning. It is not pleasant when you get a call from a loved one, and they say if...
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_void_:
Business class? HA! .......... Good one .... yeah ......... no.

Safety of loved ones ... definitely a tricky one.
tunnel_vision:
I'm way overdue for a temper tantrumbiggrin
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This will be fast, because we are getting away! Woot!
I am just waiting for the Veet to burn through all the hair.

Just came back from the grocery store.

A few weird things - the chick in front of me at the pharmacy got like 8 scripts for $0.50 each. I would love to know how that is possible!!

2. Why at 32 am...
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tunnel_vision:
<------ locks doorsbiggrin
tos:
Hope you have a good time in CT...and nothing wrong with getting profolactics. What's embarrassing is when you have to spend the 20 bucks on First Response...*gulps*
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If I ever start complaining about my life. I give people the okay to punch me.
Thankfully, once in a while I get a chance to stop, look around and see how lucky I am. It is then I feel grateful for what I have -- even though I probably still don't feel as grateful as I should

I have had some trouble times, that...
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tunnel_vision:

Can I punch you anyways?
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I am a raging bitch at times.
Now is one of them.
Raging bitch.

I used to be an uber nice person.
i don't know if I grew up, became less naive, or have grown cynical.

Even as a raging bitch at times I am unable not to smile - it is a stupid knee jerk reaction.
I have been trying to snub this witch...
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tunnel_vision:
i don't care what anyone says .... bitches are hot.biggrin
tunnel_vision:
The sugar makes me sick too.
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Sorry for the last post.
At times I tend to get overdramatic.

I can only do things in extremes. Part of my personality. No grey, just black and white.
Supposedly this is also a bad personality trait. Eh, who cares.

Saw the shrink, got my head emptied which was good.

Even with sleeping pills, I am feeling exhausted. The awesome thing is that it helps...
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arbitraria:
i've been offering up the idea of a commune to everyone i know - since none of us seem to really gel with any of the bullshit going on in this country, and we all have our own special talents to offer. if vermont ever secedes like it keeps trying to, perhaps that will be the sign to head out and gather, lol.

i'm an ass, don't mind me. but i wanted to say hello...
_void_:
Yeah, everyone is doing it ... almost feel bad for jumping on the "friends list cutting" bandwagon, but I was THAT bored. smile

Sorry to hear you've been feeling so exhausted ... can really be a draining feeling.
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My gut is churning.
Ugh.
I have been living in my bubble - but I feel like it is about to burst.
Or maybe I am just running out of air.

I want things to basically stay status quo, with just a few moves upwards and towards happiness.

What to do?
I can never figure it out.


I have been exhausted lately.
Work has been...
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user209834982:
*hugs* I know how you feel about sleeping, it's like I can't get enough ever lately.
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Work is kicking my ass, and I don't mind it.
Yes it is ridiculously stressful, but I figure these times always equal times for you to shine.


Plus.........
I don't really mind because.....................
I am going on one hell of a vaca......................
with mom....................



To Morocco!
Not till 2010, but I don't care.
I am psyched.
Very happy.
And when I get stressed I just...
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Day 2 back at the gym.

This is semi cool (if I liked Mel Gibson - but I don't. He is too crazy for even me).
But my gym will be closed for a short period of time because he and Jodi Foster are filming the movie Beaver in it.

Still haven't run into them downtown.

I also made sure I got all sorts of...
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hemightbegiant:
I would have suggested it, but he checked out before my shift and told the girl before me to thank me.
mercie:
indeed, indeed. i'm trying to keep my mind in tact before i go though.... eesh
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NYC Food and Wine Festival was fun.
I think the highlight may have been the multiple absinthe companies giving away full glasses of the stuff.

After an hour and a half, we jaunted out to the meatpacking district where I bought new jeans from Paige denim, we strolled on the catwalk, and polished off a bottle of cabernet with our yummy steak at the Homestead...
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desormais:
sounds great!

and no, but doctors are kinda worthless to me right now anyway. but thanks smile
weapon0:
I'm glad you had fun at the Festival. smile Enjoy your Truffle Oil. smile