I want to become a star and to party all the time.
Live life surrounded by good food, good booze, and good buzzes.
Yup, that's what I want.
Have a huge mansion that everyone comes to party at, so I never have to leave.
Let each day melt into the next until the next thing I know five years have passed.
Have people to clean...
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Live life surrounded by good food, good booze, and good buzzes.
Yup, that's what I want.
Have a huge mansion that everyone comes to party at, so I never have to leave.
Let each day melt into the next until the next thing I know five years have passed.
Have people to clean...
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xxxoooxxx:
ya they ahve been wicked..
are you watchin the girls right now?
are you watchin the girls right now?
porphyria:
I really appreciate the love on my new multi with drave "made you blush", thanks for the support <3
Yikes.
I was badly behaved today.
It is true.
So, per usual the guilt is just eating me up.
I really need to work on this guilt thing.
Realize that fine, I may not have been my best, I may have been bad, but that feeling guilty will do nothing to fix any of that.
The best I can do is forgive myself and learn...
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I was badly behaved today.
It is true.
So, per usual the guilt is just eating me up.
I really need to work on this guilt thing.
Realize that fine, I may not have been my best, I may have been bad, but that feeling guilty will do nothing to fix any of that.
The best I can do is forgive myself and learn...
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christmasjones:
Most stories do not end in redemption unfortunately. You just take it one day at a time. The night time can bring light but through bloodshot eyes there's still a sort of broken soul.
Gotta love habits.
Gotta love habits.
Totally crossing my fingers for a snow day tomorrow.
That would be a great V-Day gift from the universe.
Another day in my pajamas - even if I do still have to do work.
I have fresh honey from the farmer's market. So I could wake up and make pancakes, steep a mug of english breakfast tea, and pour the honey all over the pancakes....
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That would be a great V-Day gift from the universe.
Another day in my pajamas - even if I do still have to do work.
I have fresh honey from the farmer's market. So I could wake up and make pancakes, steep a mug of english breakfast tea, and pour the honey all over the pancakes....
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mercie:
...IF I go there.
gangstaswan:
She's a beautiful dog. I've never actually met her, but she sounds like a good dog.
Tried bubble tea for the first time last night.
And it will be the last time.
I should have known when I saw the straw, it is huge!
I knew it had "pearls" in it, but I thought it was going to be tiny tapioca pearls.
Tuesday my house is getting deep cleaned and I am psyched.
This has also forced me to clean my...
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And it will be the last time.
I should have known when I saw the straw, it is huge!
I knew it had "pearls" in it, but I thought it was going to be tiny tapioca pearls.
Tuesday my house is getting deep cleaned and I am psyched.
This has also forced me to clean my...
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nexttuesday:
meeee too...it saddens me they arent around anymore
niobe:
So glad I am not alone in feeling that way. Thank you for your comment!
I missed my walk in the snow 
I love walking during heavy snowstorms - it is so quiet and peaceful. I like how snowstorms have a sound, it is like a white noise, but so clear. It is like you can hear every snowflake hit the ground.
My office was closed so I was working from home, and figured I would go out around noon....
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I love walking during heavy snowstorms - it is so quiet and peaceful. I like how snowstorms have a sound, it is like a white noise, but so clear. It is like you can hear every snowflake hit the ground.
My office was closed so I was working from home, and figured I would go out around noon....
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lolablu:
I know that snow sound. It's amazing. A little harder to hear in NYC, though.
ceallach13:
I actually miss the snow. I've not seen snow for over five years. Not since I moved to this god forsaken state called arizona.
I know that noise you're talking about. The best is when you're out in the middle of nowhere. Snow falling down. That is the closest a person will ever come to hearing the universe.
I have had too many fucked up mornings because of the dreams I had the night before. And it's even harder when I don't really have the best grasp on reality to begin with.
I think it would be seriously awesome to be able to have a video recording of our dreams. What it would be like to have a video image of our subconsciousness. The stories it would tell.............
I know that noise you're talking about. The best is when you're out in the middle of nowhere. Snow falling down. That is the closest a person will ever come to hearing the universe.
I have had too many fucked up mornings because of the dreams I had the night before. And it's even harder when I don't really have the best grasp on reality to begin with.
I think it would be seriously awesome to be able to have a video recording of our dreams. What it would be like to have a video image of our subconsciousness. The stories it would tell.............
Visits despite my cranky demeanor are awesome and my brain a mental break from work nonsense.
Snuggles didn't hurt either. Even though I am the worse person to sleep next too. No really, I am awful. But it was quite a nice weekend.
Smoking Aces 2 was a kick ass movie. I could almost watch it again today.
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Snuggles didn't hurt either. Even though I am the worse person to sleep next too. No really, I am awful. But it was quite a nice weekend.
Smoking Aces 2 was a kick ass movie. I could almost watch it again today.
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user209834982:
snuggles are magic.
ceallach13:
What was there for guys that don't watch the super bow? I think I should be offended now. I watched The Big Lebowski. My wife finally bought it for me. I hadn't seen it in like six years.
I am jealous you had indian food. I think I could eat that every day. Well for one meal at least.
It's after midnight. And I'm still awake. So I can't help you there.
I am jealous you had indian food. I think I could eat that every day. Well for one meal at least.
It's after midnight. And I'm still awake. So I can't help you there.
Thanks for the love all!
And the good advice.
My stubborness did get the best of me. I did ruin the weekend and the night.
All I can do is forgive myself and move on.
I fucked it up, I am fucked up. I just got keep working on it.
Anyways - good news! The cute foot? Now not in an ugly boot!
LaceyK's foot...
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And the good advice.
My stubborness did get the best of me. I did ruin the weekend and the night.
All I can do is forgive myself and move on.
I fucked it up, I am fucked up. I just got keep working on it.
Anyways - good news! The cute foot? Now not in an ugly boot!
LaceyK's foot...
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ladycakes:
I'm ready for spring, that's all I know. Mmm, makes me want my tax refund.
tabi:
i'm going to start them tonight before bed, only for half an hour. i read somewhere that it's 10 days for you to feel a change, 20 days for you to notice a change, and 30 days for others to notice a change i'm down! 
I'm sabatoging myself and I can't stop.
I don't know what to do.
I am too scared. I think I know what's right but can't tell if i am just being stubborn.
I can myself doing it.
I try to fight it, but I am addicted to ruining my life.
I can't stop myself no matter how I try.
I can't let it be good....
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I don't know what to do.
I am too scared. I think I know what's right but can't tell if i am just being stubborn.
I can myself doing it.
I try to fight it, but I am addicted to ruining my life.
I can't stop myself no matter how I try.
I can't let it be good....
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ceallach13:
I completely understand. Second guessing everything....then analyzing the second guessing. Vicious cycle. I wish life just came with a set of directions.
Hang in there though.
Hang in there though.
lolablu:
I'm sorry you're feeling this way.
If you see drool.......it is due to my new Droid.
I thought it was all hype. But now I am in love.
I guess this means I am polyamourous?
I know it is totally materialistic, but at this moment it makes me happy.
Sometimes, you have to be a bit superficial. Besides it can be so much easier.
Tomorrow night is my last night of...
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I thought it was all hype. But now I am in love.
I guess this means I am polyamourous?
I know it is totally materialistic, but at this moment it makes me happy.
Sometimes, you have to be a bit superficial. Besides it can be so much easier.
Tomorrow night is my last night of...
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tabi:
on second thought, poo on all of them. the only reason any of them are mad is because they got caught. yeah, i told my boy what was up. but, did it come out of their mouths? yes, and probably thought it would never get back to them.
ambrapp:
have you ever tried?
thats what im weaning more to at the moment lol seems more fun!
thats what im weaning more to at the moment lol seems more fun!
Thanks hon, I can't wait until him and I are together for good