well i went to the doctor, but ive had the same cold for 5 weeks (i had gone to him about 2 weeks ago for the same cold) so he was more concerned with my cold and said the other symptoms were from my cold. but ive had those other symptoms for months so i know they arent from my cold. i didnt want to mention diabetes though cause then he would probably think i was imagining my symptoms. i didnt even think of diabetes till the other day, i just thought it was weird for the past few months that i had those symptoms. im sure its nothing though, its probably because i dont eat right or soemthing. but ill wait till i get over my cold and go back and see what he says. its not super serious or anything, it can wait.
yeah apparently since he lives right around there he comes in frequently...and he HAS come in with Paulina before..so if I'm lucky they'll come in while I'm there!
so i've stopped hanging out with the girl from work. we had been hooking up for a good month or two and it was obvious that it wasn't going to turn into a relationship. i think we both understood that. it was a bit weird for about a week and we didn't talk or email at work but on friday we IM and it was... Read More
I have solo sessions all the time... I actually think after a year of celibacy there may be no going back.
I guess I am now officially a synthetic cockaholic...
I missed you and glad to hear you have found self-love to be a novelty. I, on the other hand, am running out of places (and toys) to try...
-in traffic
-shower
-bed
-bullets
-dildoes
-fun lubes
-bath
-my office
*sigh*
isnt it weird to date people at work? I guess its a good thing I work in an office where I order (married) men around with the IQ equivalent to the size of their pinkys.
Massive Attack at the Roseland Ballroom tomorrow night. should be a memorable show. the last time i was there was to see Tricky back in the late 90's which is kind of ironic seeing how Tricky was an early member of Massive.
so i'm debating how much longer i'll be hanging out on SG. the girls still get naked and all but some of the... Read More
Maybe not, or maybe you're not talking to right people. Do you ever feel like people just don't know what a conversation is comprised of? One person "talks" the other reciprocates. Sometimes I feel like I'm in the middle of a soliloquy. Well hope you change your mind. Would hate to lose a cutie like you!
so i've started 'dating' a girl at work. she works in my department and sits a row over from where my desk is. she's kind of on the rebound from a one and a half year long relationship which ended about a month and a half ago. she was pursuing me pretty much since she started at my company about 3 months ago but i... Read More
i apreciate your input but dont worry, my life is not consumed by the guys i date (minus the asshole from RI, but thats its own shit in iteself). i kind of just use this place as a place to bitch about them. i have good friends and enough shit to keep me busy. you are right, i have been hurt, and i dont really expect these guys to live up to anything great based on my many bad experiences. but i also know enough to keep them at arms length for now, so when they do fuck up i just forget about them and move on. i am a pretty inrtoverted person so i tend not to spill my guts online for a lot of people i dont really know that well to read. that kind of stuff i go to my closest friends for. but i can totally see where you would see that all i care about are these guys, but dont worry, thats far from the truth
i watched the x-rated version of Caligula the other night. its about ancient Rome and all the debauchery that was going on back then. And even though it stars Malcolm McDowell among other a-list actors its got some of the raunchiest sex scenes ever caught on film.
this weekend i threw a party in nj at my folks' house since they are currently in France. it started off good but ended in a bit of a drama fest. before that there was a bottle-rocket war and some playlist rivalries.
who knew a summer bbq could turn so competitive?
the fireworks were fun and despite the heat a good time was had by... Read More
This morning I received some spiritual healing. I went to an old japanese man's apartment in brooklyn who has developed 35 years worth of knowledge in meditation, ionic purification, yoga and other tools for releasing blockages from the subconscious mind. what was amazing about it was the directness he took in pointing out some specific areas of my past and present that were causing confusion... Read More
all of the quotes there are from Dazed and Confused...
if you mean where in the movie they're from...I think they were in the car or leaning on the car..something like that
its too hot. my ac unit doesnt seem to be blowing cold air anymore and i live on the top floor of my building. so i've escaped to the bar across the street and i'm luxuriating in the dark coolness here while i drink a pint of 6 point.
work is crap at the moment. its just insane how much my work load has increased... Read More
sorry
