Friday Jan 14, 2005

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"to save our sanity i cherished what we had and let it slip through my fingers. we couldn't keep living our lives in ten minute windows"

these are the things i want you to say in real life, fucker.
dreams aren't good enough.
that's the last time i'm gonna cry for you.
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poppystrike:
You deserve much better than her. I love you because you are the most genuine person i've ever met. You're my soul friend at the moment smile x
poppystrike:
Holiday in Birmingham more my little shaven monkey wink x

Monday Jan 10, 2005

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it's amazing the power that Brand New's "deja entendu" has to make me feel miserable. but in a good way.
if that makes sense.

the past couple of days i've been flat on my back in bed. not in the good way. hehe.
i am infected with some bastard...infection.
hopefully the doc is gonna give me something to knock my ass out with in a...
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rainbowgrrl:
I want to see the used! And unfortunately i have work on the night of your gig frown it sucks next time maybe

Friday Jan 07, 2005

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rainbowgrrl:
hmm i shall see when i am working and see if anyone of my friends fancy a night out.
poppystrike:
You know i'll be there. That bear thing is fucking freaky bro! But I love the bumble-bee type insect x

Friday Jan 07, 2005

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so. tonight is our customary "last minute practice before headlining gig".
i spent all day online today stealing pictures and designing flyers. apart from the hour and a half i spent back in bed.
i nearly kept to my word...

anyone interested in watching four guys play some half decent music whilst falling over and/or pulling their leads out and/or cutting themselves open and/or basically...
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rainbowgrrl:
bristol isnt far from me just a shame i probably have work.

Thursday Jan 06, 2005

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today i bought new gloves, black hair dye, from autumn to ashes' first album and the last old man gloom one.
tomorrow i finally get a day off and i get to spend it designing flyers for the gig on the 12th (be there....!) and maybe knocking out some t-shirt designs.
i'm actually gonna do it this time.
for reals.
yup.

so i'll be online...
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disco:
Hi, my name is Disco and I would like to sign you to my record label, Disco's superfun records of doooooom. Here's ONE MILLION DOLLARZZZ.

OK, so that didn't really happen. But it would be nice huh?

You'll get there in the end. You bloody deserve to! Talented young sexual men such as yourselves.

But hey, yr big in Swindon, what else maters?

kiss
rainbowgrrl:
Indeed maybe they have. In fact looking at the films you like i like pretty much all of them..ghost world is a fav too.

Sunday Jan 02, 2005

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today i wasted away.
there was so much i wanted to get done, but instead i stayed in bed. for the moments i was conscious i drank.
i've broken my new years resolution already and i feel useless.
a waste of space.

i've been having uber-real dreams recently. i wake up disappointed that they haven't actually happened. i hate it when that happens.
more than...
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poppystrike:
Thank you. I have the skill of a twelve-year-old, but it was quite a relaxing experience. I wasn't thinking about what I was drawing, it was like free-form writing... but... drawing. I woke up early today (well, 10:30am) - which is odd. And my spliff didn't aid me in getting to sleep. I was just stoned and watched footloose. And I had to get up at 5:30am to pee. God I pity you when we house sit boyo! x
_elliott_:
sure. hi PAL!

Friday Dec 31, 2004

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happy new year to you all.
welcome the new year. same as the old year.

i think i've spent too long expecting the new year to bring change automatically.
nothing changes unless you make it change.

my new years resolution is to just fucking live. go for what i need to go for. make it happen.

"so this is the new year. and i don't...
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poppystrike:
Hawpy New Year and here's to Canada doll. Sorry i've been a bit distant the last few days. I'm just feeling tired xXx

Wednesday Dec 29, 2004

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man O man!
i don't know where to start.
i went up to brum to see the ever wonderful AlwaysBeingBlue on tuesday night. we went back to hers for some whisky, dvd and bifter-in-the-park action (becca, you officially win the title of hardest person on the earth to wake from a weed-crash & least comprehendable when it finally does happen!) and good it was too!...
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poppystrike:
Ditto babe. For the record, my language is fine, you just need to practice it a bit more - I bet you didn't do too well for language listening exercises at school did you eh? Hehe. Thank you muchly for the book, and my little song book. And I got Kirsty really fucking stoned tonight. She couldn't walk and we had to sit in the alley way for about 15 minutes till she recovered the use of her legs. Haha. Cadbury World was the aces.

Watch out, the CHOMP is coming to get you. Mwah ha ha ha xXx
poppystrike:
Oh my goodness! I'll definately come - but I have to tell you that it will mainly be to see team brick again. He's a hottie. I'll speak to my uncle about the house sitting - would be cool if it happens. Can you text me the number for Steve please? If I still get my student loan I should be good for getting the ink. Oh and my Six Feet Under box set came today. That's my plan for NYE. Hehe. Stay cool. Speak later x

Sunday Dec 26, 2004

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merry christmas to you all.
hope you all had a good one.

i realised why i don't go to see my gran anymore this year.
at our family get together she got so panicked by all the people that she left five minutes after i got there. it's the only time this year i've seen her and it made me unbelievably sad.

it's not all...
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poppystrike:
We shall find peace together on Tuesday with cheese and pineapple on sticks, GTA:SA, music, weed and whisky. How much more peaceful can one night be? And then we will go to Canada or Seattle. And I will make a comic book, and you will write, and we will both be in a band xXx

Wednesday Dec 22, 2004

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i hate this fucking world.
i hate the petty fucking inconsiderate fucks who can't stop to take notice of their surroundings. can't be bothered to think how their actions might affect someone else.
some people aren't as strong as you.
some people can't just sweep their emotions under the fucking rug.
listen to me now and listen fucking good...
YOUR ACTIONS AFFECT OTHER PEOPLE. THE...
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poppystrike:
Haha. I love that way you call me 'woman'. It's so neanderthal. Looking forward to Tuesday hun xXx

Because I put two l's on neanderthal. Tsk!

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Wednesday Dec 22, 2004

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it's fucking miserable outside.
in every way.
i really don't want to leave and face those people.
why do i let myself be treated that way?
why is there so much in my head but it won't get past my lips or my fingers?

my life seems to be a catalogue of missed or wasted chances.
i think i have a fucked up view of...
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Friday Dec 17, 2004

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so this is the winter blues.
i get them every year, but i've only realised the effect this season has on me recently.
and it's odd because i fucking love winter. love the way the world looks at this time of year. love the fact that i can pile on the layers so i'm completely covered...
but the need to hibernate is so strong. the...
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poppystrike:
I'm awake and now suitably drunk. What a loser. Anyway. Just wanted to say hey and i'd love for you to come up after Christmas xXx
poppystrike:
I have not forgotten about the plastic ring - oh how you spoil me. Hehe. Another successful film night. Do you think we should start an SGUK film night, or just keep the joy to ourselves? x
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