Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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i guess i deserved it.
i wasn't quite the gentleman i think myself to be.
but i never thought how you think i thought.
in fact i was just getting over myself.
i'm sorry, for what it's worth.
devoured_by_envy:
I aint got any cocking money!!!
And you never wanna go out wk/ends... tongue
traumatron:
oh blimey.

whats all this about then, eh?

Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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this morning i can't channel my thoughts to focus on any one thing.

i want to thank the two folk who made me feel less like a crazy bastard. it just sucks that they both live far away so i can't take them out for drinks and have existential emo chats.
and that brings me back to the problem we were talking about in the...
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jaqueline_:
yes it is. because it's not getting dizzy practising spinning around for your dance class. the thing is though, you are a crazy bastard. i mean how can we get along if you're not? it takes two crazy people to tango biggrin

love ya xxx
devoured_by_envy:
I live close frown

although im a big mess at the mo' so probably not much help.

Monday Apr 04, 2005

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traumatron:
Nope, I totally understand all of that.

I get the raging bitterness fairly often because the few friends I've made all live in london, or Cheltenham, or the fucking moon - them being so far away means i cant fawn all over them like a spooky auntie. Grr!

middle of the desert? laying down?

A friend and i, whilst coming back from a costume party, decided we would just lay down in the middle of a dark road.
He was dressed as john lennon. I was dressed as Marilyn manson.

We figured, if we were killed - it would make for the best headline our shitty fucking town ever had.
poppystrike:
Yeah most of my friends are online characters. This severly worries me as to the effectiveness of my actual personality, since after having been back here for 4 months I haven't made an additional friend from talking to anyone in ze flesh. I stopped making my journal entries so emo, cause I know too many people on here now, and I don't like people knowing so much about me. So i'm raping the 3D journal at the moment. I like that i'm the only one allowed to touch it. And it's easier to type than write. Um. Yeah I don't know what the point of this was honey. Just that you're not alone in your feelings of complete and utter confusion ♥ xXx

Sunday Apr 03, 2005

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oh man.
two words to sum up my birthday celebrations.

here's a summary in bullet points:

*made to drink white wine with gin in (i hate both)
*possibly insulted a friend of a friend (not sure if she heard)
*swing dancing to heavy metal on an empty dancefloor
*got in free to a club
*kissed someone i shouldn't have
*missed someone
*missed a fight between...
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poppystrike:
Oooh ooh ooh! Who did you kiss!? Tell me tell me tell me! kiss x
poppystrike:
Wow. My birthdays are never that interesting! Lets hope my 21st is the start of a new trend. Oh I just got in from the hospital and everything is A-OK. Just had to get a new dressing cause the old one was too tight and causing me jip. Yay - it's all good ho wink.

kiss.

Friday Apr 01, 2005

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tis the day of my birth.
i realise i was being silly before.
i was just sulking.
you know how it is when you're all like "i'm not gonna do anything for my birthday this year"
and then people are all "ok."
and then they do other things instead, when secretly you wanted to be dragged out and covered in chocolate and naked folk and...
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prettydeadgirl:
happy bday!
poppystrike:
I am the best. Oh yes I am. Except that i'm not even THERE for my best friends birthday. I am not the best. Oh yes I am.

I hope you had a good night last night. I only got half your text about Tony's GF punching someone. That biatch needs a muzzle fo serious. I can't come down on Weds cause of my appt, but I will endeavour to come down asap.

Loves you potato head xXx

Friday Apr 01, 2005

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tomorrow is my birthday.
and i have to ask myself "how the fuck is it i'm 25 and i've still not achieved anything i want?"
to which i must answer "because you're a lazy, procrastinating, introspective bastard. that's how"

it's not fun looking back at what has, so far, been a life of wasted opportunities, missed chances & hhhuuuuuuge fucking mistakes i can tell you....
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thenonstopdancer:
"how the fuck is it I'm 25 and i've still not achieved anything i want?"


If you ever do your ahead of most , this is the first year iv even come close .

Still no closer to gaining the power of of invisibility either wink
poppystrike:
Yeah dude stop being so silly. You have experienced stuff and made mistakes. Huge ones. That is all you can hope for. Life is a series of mistakes and regrets. I'm sorry i'm not there tomorrow, but I hope you ♥ what's inside the box! xXx

Thursday Mar 31, 2005

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i don't think my new rule is gonna work...
people seem reluctant to participate.

i dunno...you try and add a bit of spice to the usual emo-bullshit-poetry and it just gets thrown in your face.
along with a big black cock.

fucknuts to you all.

Blue, i hope you're ok. it may have just been msn being spacked, but you know i worry so.


blush

x
distorture:
biggrin
creamygoodness:
I am contrary
So I have decided
Not to use Haiku
But to use Tanka instead
Which is kinda similar.

Thursday Mar 31, 2005

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new rule:

If you're gonna post replies to my journal entries they must be in haiku form only!

this means you too 'Tron.
especially you in fact!

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poppystrike:
I'm exempt from haiku cause i'm your best friend. So there. The bec obeys no-one. Bite my pointy boobies! tongue x
distorture:
haiku this chriss....

Wednesday Mar 30, 2005

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iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....
have nothing to say.

except that i got absofuckinglutely no sleep last night. i hate my mind. or it hates me.
i woke up at five. i know why that was and i'll be having words...

what little sleep i had was taken up with a nightmare which involved marilyn manson pulling slugs out of his mouth and throwing them at me before leaping...
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traumatron:
...that was nearly a Haiku.

woooo, deep.
traumatron:
You can't make the 'tron follow rules, man. you just can't.

Tuesday Mar 29, 2005

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someone told me the other day that they've noticed i say the same thing over and over again in my journal but they appreciate the fact that i say it differently each time....

i feel anxious today
i feel on the verge of...something
or maybe that something's on the verge of me.
and i don't think it's good.

in addition, the weather is shit. made...
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worldofviolets:
oi oi i haven't spoken to you on msn since nineteen dickety two, where ya been?! you got a life and left me behind?

i had a dream that i was in a castle and two hot naked vampire chicks were chasing me. matt said i was a goffick and ben said nah i was just gay. shocked
xxx
the_red_c:
If only everyone who visited japan brought back little schoolgirls love

Sunday Mar 27, 2005

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"i need you to be the strength of widows and soul survivors.
i need you to be as fearless as new mothers and new fathers.
i need you to be the hope of hearts who lost true love.
i need you to be the might of their first kiss.

i need a purpose and i need a reason.
i need to know that there is...
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Saturday Mar 26, 2005

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i am a big girl.
yesiree bobby.

and now i'm tired.
so tired.

the hub night was the shiz.

i tried to walk to the station in the morning/afternoon and got lost because i was too concerned with my thoughts.
doh.
took an hour to do a twenty minute walk.

also i was the worst audience participant ever. i didn't realise you were going to...
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poppystrike:
Hahaha - that is a funny little comment from THE TRON. Hehe. I'm so tired. I got to work last night and the rota had gone up and Henry seemed to think that I was going to work this morning. I informed him that I wasn't. And he still loves me. It's my charms I tells ya wink. Hope you're ok babe xXx
traumatron:
You've got it easy.

I have to fucking sleep with one of them.

Torture!
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