let it be known that dragster are one of the most sexual bands ever.
and let it also be known that AlwaysBeingBlue is my bestest friend in the whole world and i love her to bits.
also i managed to cock up my old band's gig by standing in on bass for them and completely forgetting one of their songs but then my band headlined...
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and let it also be known that AlwaysBeingBlue is my bestest friend in the whole world and i love her to bits.
also i managed to cock up my old band's gig by standing in on bass for them and completely forgetting one of their songs but then my band headlined...
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devoured_by_envy:
what bout me 
poppystrike:
Sorry. I've been such a shit head the last few days. I'm ok, I just haven't wanted to talk to anyone. That's why i'm never signed into MSN, i'm usually there I just appear offline. I will sign in and talk to you soon - promise xXx
so i'm back.
yes i am.
and i don't want to be.
NY was amazing. everything you think it's gonna be. and it was fucking hot and i saw bums and crazy folk with shopping carts and all the landmarks and CBGB's and i walked so hard i busted my leg and once again i felt more at home in the states than i do...
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yes i am.
and i don't want to be.
NY was amazing. everything you think it's gonna be. and it was fucking hot and i saw bums and crazy folk with shopping carts and all the landmarks and CBGB's and i walked so hard i busted my leg and once again i felt more at home in the states than i do...
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poppystrike:
There are lots of good people over there, don't let her spoil your chances of talking to the rest of them. I'm glad you had a good time. I'll be seeing you in a few hours. Leaving shortly... 
xXx
xXx
poppystrike:
Not too sure yet honey. I'm just getting ready now, still gotta pack my stuff, so you can imagine how long its gonna take me! I hope i'll be getting a train about 3:30pm, so about five I guess. Don't be sad .
Love you xXx
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Love you xXx
ok. so. this is my last post before i jet off to the big apple.
tis only for a few days, but i'm looking forward to getting away for a while.
some time where no one knows me.
because lord knows i've been miserable.
i've got too much time to think now.
too much time to wind myself up.
too much time to be lonely....
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tis only for a few days, but i'm looking forward to getting away for a while.
some time where no one knows me.
because lord knows i've been miserable.
i've got too much time to think now.
too much time to wind myself up.
too much time to be lonely....
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poppystrike:
Buffalo hide indeed. So the list goes...
A t-shirt.
A wallet.
Some cool converse.
Turquoise converse for my sister.
And anything else that screams Becness to you.
Man i'm sooo jealous. But I have boobs to play with so i'll be ok
x
A t-shirt.
A wallet.
Some cool converse.
Turquoise converse for my sister.
And anything else that screams Becness to you.
Man i'm sooo jealous. But I have boobs to play with so i'll be ok
x
devoured_by_envy:
And for me 
Have a good time u big gay, you can bring me back a new york women if you like
Have a good time u big gay, you can bring me back a new york women if you like
it's gonna be strange to be back in that country and no mistake.
i know denver is miles away from new york but that's not the point.
just that the last time i was in the states was to watch my engagement falling apart. i went there to talk things through and no talking was done, but it seemed everything was fine.
and i'm lying....
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i know denver is miles away from new york but that's not the point.
just that the last time i was in the states was to watch my engagement falling apart. i went there to talk things through and no talking was done, but it seemed everything was fine.
and i'm lying....
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jaqueline_:
Oi oi, good to hear you'll be back. I'll book the ticket Saturday because that's when I have the hallowed money. I am so in the mood to jump around and get on a stage but my legs hurt too much. It hurts to even sit down!! Haha x
saidgirl:
you are hot! thank you for the lip comment that was cute
guess who's going to new york on saturday?
yes, possibly jebadiah from salt lake city on a once in a lifetime trip to see his sister...jebadiah...who moved away from the family farm ten years ago to start a new life free from barn raising, itchy skirts and unimaginative stereotypical names...
but also me!
yessireebobbie!
so, shopping lists people. i can't promise i'll get it all,...
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yes, possibly jebadiah from salt lake city on a once in a lifetime trip to see his sister...jebadiah...who moved away from the family farm ten years ago to start a new life free from barn raising, itchy skirts and unimaginative stereotypical names...
but also me!
yessireebobbie!
so, shopping lists people. i can't promise i'll get it all,...
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devoured_by_envy:
ummm....
something with a religious theme, something with a tattoo theme, something with a skull theme, if you can combined them all
oh and a tacky mug that says I:heart NY.
That would make my bday
something with a religious theme, something with a tattoo theme, something with a skull theme, if you can combined them all
oh and a tacky mug that says I:heart NY.
That would make my bday
devoured_by_envy:
oh, some dickies.... 
i woke up with this in my head.
so hurry up and run
to the one that you love
and blind him
with your kindness
and he'll make war, oh war
on who you were before
and claim all that has spoiled
in your heart
yeah he'll claim all that has spoiled
in your heart.
x
so hurry up and run
to the one that you love
and blind him
with your kindness
and he'll make war, oh war
on who you were before
and claim all that has spoiled
in your heart
yeah he'll claim all that has spoiled
in your heart.
x
"ode to the cunt of a girl outside of the gig tonight"
yes.
please let me in.
i saw those scars & i want my share.
i know this is your scene
you've made it so clear
and i'm trying so hard not to tread on toes.
but please pay attention
for just one second
he's not listening this time
fix your gaze hard on...
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yes.
please let me in.
i saw those scars & i want my share.
i know this is your scene
you've made it so clear
and i'm trying so hard not to tread on toes.
but please pay attention
for just one second
he's not listening this time
fix your gaze hard on...
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traumatron:
I just got really excited at the line 'harder than bombs'.
The fact that you accepted my suggestion is really flattering, by the way.
The fact that you accepted my suggestion is really flattering, by the way.
traumatron:
We all wanna taste blood, man.
Don't stop writing. It's not silly.
Don't stop writing. It's not silly.
yesterday AlwaysBeingBlue came to town for a flying visit.
it made me so happy to see her again
that girl brightens my life.
x
"Ooooga Boooga!"
it made me so happy to see her again
that girl brightens my life.
x
"Ooooga Boooga!"
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devoured_by_envy:
And i was almost as happy as you on saturday evening...
poppystrike:
Awww. I'm ok babe xXx
today my friend drew out a 10 note.
when he looked at it he saw it had writing on it.
nothing unusual there. businesses and such write on bank notes all the time.
but this was different.
it was a specific message.
it was a note from one soul to another.
someone had written on this note with a message and a phone number. he...
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when he looked at it he saw it had writing on it.
nothing unusual there. businesses and such write on bank notes all the time.
but this was different.
it was a specific message.
it was a note from one soul to another.
someone had written on this note with a message and a phone number. he...
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traumatron:
If you quickly switch from looking at your profile pic, to mine - it sort of looks like you're morphing into a super villain.
go ahead. click my name, and watch the magic.
go ahead. click my name, and watch the magic.
saidgirl:
your always welcomed...... o really l ike your lips sooo yea......
poppystrike:
Don't feel bad about last night. You didn't do anything wrong. Promise. As your best friend I simultaneously demand and promise to tell you more of what is going on in my life. I never shut up, yet I don't tell anyone anything. You can see how I managed to get myself into such a mess.
Oh I had a dream about Jen last night. I've had loads recently. Where I forgive her and everything is good. It fucking tortures me.
Love you xXx
Oh I had a dream about Jen last night. I've had loads recently. Where I forgive her and everything is good. It fucking tortures me
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Love you xXx