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F**k me, where to start?

It's 3:45PM now, just walked back from the tube station 20min ago, finally saying goodbye to Asha surreal She is such an incredible person love - I wish I could have at least one third of her energy & positivity...!

For the weekend frolics news, I think CreamyGoodness's got it pretty much covered + pics in SGUK as usual. So I'm...
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tubesound:
"Tubesound gone to Portsmouth"

I hear you on the Skinny P. Scenario. Keeping my ear to the ground...

*hugs*
cherry:
ahhh yew are my fave-or-it member 'ere!

wink kiss

heh heh

Cherry xoxox
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Another hectic weekend coming on, my main concern being to keep my head in one piece whatever

In a few hours Ill be at the Ship with the Hardcore (tm) and our wonderful Asha. Its been quite a while and its nice to finally see her again. Then were all going to take the piss about Kates new afro biggrin

Surviving members will probably go...
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bracket:
change ur name back dammit u msn junkie!!!

lol

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kiss

[Edited on Mar 29, 2004 4:04AM]
kittencore:
Hope you had a good weekend cutie pie! You'd better be on msn soon or else tongue
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I'm not here to meet people who were born in the same country as I was. If you're one of them, just go away now.

No hard feelings.

PS: had to change my SG name, will be back to normal soon

love you all
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drexel:
and i'm not here to meet people with the same amount of eyes that i have. so i don't have a lot of friends as i'm sure you can imagine. you DO have 3 eyes don't you? confused surreal kiss guys with three eyes are fucking HAWT!!!! love love love
estrada:
Luckily I was born in the States.

I sometimes miss your picture of Flat Eric, sneaking a peek at SG while you're off to the loo.
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It's colder than before
The seasons took all they had come for
Now winter dances here
It seems so fitting don't you think
To dress the ground in white
And grey

It's so quiet I can hear
My thoughts touching every second that I spent
Waiting for you
Circumstances afford me
No second chance
To tell you
How much I've missed you

My beloved do...
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antenna:
Trippy pic. Looks good. surreal
Friday - emo-cock will be at The Ship around 6.30. Unless no-one is there, in which case he will stand outside in the rain, staring at his shoes and waiting for the sky to fall in.

Am also around on Saturday for Ice Wharf piss-up and movie-making with DaFunk and Asha, if you'd care to join us.
smile
charley:
Wow, great new profile pic Kinto!
kiss
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Edited to say that I'm very much back to normal, whatever my definition of "normal" is.

Thanks all you guys for your gentle comments, it really goes straight to my heart love

I'll use antenna's words: solitude can really fuck up your head

Love you all kiss
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asha:
hehe, see you soooon!! everything on for the gig?? and is it ok for me to crash at yours afterwards? figured that might be easiest as i don't know if anyone else is going.


will you be joining us on saturday night too? i'll be in Camden most of the afternoon so was thinking of meeting up with people in the Ice Wharf for drinks when the shops close (6ish). antenna and DaFunk should be about saturday too, they're doing some film project together and need some fresh meat for it.

i really wanna try out the Slimelight saturday night, but so far only Tubesound has shown any interest (he's going anyway)...and i've yet to sort out somewhere to crash after clubbing confused
drexel:
thanks. talk to ya soon. kiss
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Listening to: Covenant - Northern Light

Which means that I'm not in the best mood ever. I'm tired and irritable.

Stupid question of the day: Why do girls love to play mind games that didn't even start to amuse me when I was 5?

They all ask for exclusivity, behave in the exact opposite way they ask men to behave and don't care the slightest...
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antenna:
I feel exactly the same and sympathise totally. I'm sure not all girls love to fuck with a guy's head, but the ones I seem to meet certainly do...
Just seems to be one of those unavoidable things. blackeyed
drexel:
i run into my own nonsense in this area as well. and not with girls. it might not be the exact same nonsense, but it's crap just the same. so i go to work and i do a great job and people think highly of me. and it all seems fine until i LEAVE work. my personal life is a disaster. i hope this is some consolation. i feel you. kiss blackeyed kiss
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F**king hell, my head hurts blackeyed I shall try & stop falling from bar stools in the future whatever

If you want to read about all the craziness that my weekend was, well, join SGUK or read CreamyGoodness's journal, or munch's or NickySonic's etc... I really can't be bothered because I've slept about 3 hours last night, waking up all the time because of...
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drunkpunk:
Hey mate, if you were to come down to Wales for the Easter Weekend i wouldn't be able to make it as i've got stuff on frown

So you'd better come down with Munch on the 30th instead!!! biggrin
india:
is haunting a good thing? x
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Countdown to weekend 6h to go!!

Im on a high, even though the weather has gone back to hell mode, for once I dont care, Im getting ready for some serious fun tonight with the SGUK crew in our beloved Ship.

In other news, yesterday I lost my webcam striptease virginity with a lovely lady from this site and it was lots of fun indeed....
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colonelswishhips:
I second that emotion! Cheers fella

biggrin
jayne:
*jealous* tongue kiss
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This morning I was woken up by the sun. It's been a while since it last happened smile It's mid-march now, come on, I want the summer already!

Stupid question of the day: do you care about pigeons?
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munch:
no doubt you'll hear aaaallllllll about it tomorrow...needless to say it was me taking things too personally, and being upset by something which really means absolutely fuck all in the big scheme of things... whatever

you guys rock, though.... biggrin

heres to the drunken punk section tomorrow night *chink* wink
india:
pigeons scare me frown
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This is the beginning of another book that will probably never be. Should I go on with it?


1.

Now that you ask me, I think something snapped in him that shitty Saturday afternoon sometime in January, at the Burger King.

I mean, the scenery was just perfect. Texas singing that stupid I dont want a lover song and looking around as he realized he...
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mmmm... sorry, got in a really bad mood yesterday. A lot of things are getting to me and the current state of the world doesn't exactly help.

I don't know about you but most of the time I can contain the rage & frustration that's piling up inside of me. But other times it just has to go, problem is it goes out without control...
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catiedid:
Hello! smile

Thank you for stopping by my page. I finished my first book about a year and a half ago and then I turned my back on it. It needs a lot of work, but I can't even bring myself to read through it. I put so much of who I am into it that it scares me now. I'm afraid of who I was when I wrote it and I'm afraid of revisiting that time in my life. It has been calling to me recently. I desperately want to face it, make it into something. Failure may be part of the fear.

I understand your anger. To hold it in and suppress it only makes the passion worse when it is finally unleashed. I hope you find your happiness.
nonchalance:
Yeah, venting can be good, or alternatively just be more accepting. I guess thats how i've come to deal with things.

Foucault (French philosophy) says that the more you repress something more often than not it reveals itself in a much worse way.

Funny you should say you think in the same way to me, i kinda see that, Its always good to remember that no matter what you think about individuality we always end up meeting someone who thinks in a very similar way, hey, we all read from the same text if you see what I mean. biggrin
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When will I find a girl who's as fucked up as I am?

Probably never



The Process is yours
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asha:
argh. not you too.
hermes:
Hey dude, you were *totally* wasted last night! You realise of course that the more you long for something, the more life is gonna drag it out to make you suffer? It's easy to be cynical, but hey, you never know what'll be around the next corner. At least you've got some cool mates, which is more than a lot of people can say...

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