Fuck me it's already Wednesday & I'm way behind regarding my updates & journal replies... 
Week so far: Monday was awesome, Tuesday was shit but ended up in a very nice way phewww or something.
Today, it's all good. I managed to recover most of the slsk log files that I fucked up yesterday (that really drove me mad)
Other problems to sort still but...
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Week so far: Monday was awesome, Tuesday was shit but ended up in a very nice way phewww or something.
Today, it's all good. I managed to recover most of the slsk log files that I fucked up yesterday (that really drove me mad)
Other problems to sort still but...
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Note for self: stop listening to Skinny Puppy at ear-aching volume around 1AM when you come back from the Ship 
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Friday night was very cool indeed. I didn't drink much & can actually remember everything. Wow. When was the last time it happened after a SGUK meet
Many people turned up to wish Bloodflowers a happy 23, and as per usual, I would have...
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Friday night was very cool indeed. I didn't drink much & can actually remember everything. Wow. When was the last time it happened after a SGUK meet
Many people turned up to wish Bloodflowers a happy 23, and as per usual, I would have...
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nonchalance:
Hey, I'm up for Saturday. It's been a while. Should be dropping into the Ship, mandatory of course!
kay:
Have a lovely weekend. 
~beauty
~beauty
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kate:
i will indeed check it out....when i find it somewhere!
crackheidi:
Jeff, I hate you for your mastery of beautiful english, you have a way of capturing emotions I really envy
As for peace of mind, yes you can but it's only fleeting, the brain craves stimulation and it'll fuck you over to get it. Sorry not feeling very optimistic about the human condition today, bu I'm happy none the less. See you again soon.
As for peace of mind, yes you can but it's only fleeting, the brain craves stimulation and it'll fuck you over to get it. Sorry not feeling very optimistic about the human condition today, bu I'm happy none the less. See you again soon.
Je peindrais des rves qui auront le got de ta peau
Jirais chercher des larmes qui se nourrissent de Bonheur
Je revisiterais le Futur pour te donner mon cur
Apprendre ne jamais oublier ce quil y a de plus beau.
For my British/American chums
I will paint dreams that taste like your skin
I will collect tears that feed on Happiness
I will revisit the...
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Jirais chercher des larmes qui se nourrissent de Bonheur
Je revisiterais le Futur pour te donner mon cur
Apprendre ne jamais oublier ce quil y a de plus beau.
For my British/American chums
I will paint dreams that taste like your skin
I will collect tears that feed on Happiness
I will revisit the...
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big_dave:
If you painted dreams tasting like my skin they'd be some freaky assed nightmares, fella. Resin, wood dust, superglue, metal, cellulose, plastics, sweat, leather and denim.
.... sounds like summats with madonna in it
.... sounds like summats with madonna in it
big_dave:
Oooh, quick, french help needed. Bought a load of dodgy looking sausage at an open air normandy market on friday and have just bunged 'em in the oven. Having forgotten 95% of my french I can't remember which was which. Sanglier? Cerf? Wild Boar and um, either duck or ostrich.
*heads for google*
*heads for google*
Fuck.
I'm in shock.
You know of those very extremely rare moments when you start listening to a song you've never heard and it hits you right in the heart?
It just happened.
I've just listened to one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard.
Stabbing Westward - Drowning
I am in a good mood luckily, because this song would break my heart.
Everyone...
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I'm in shock.
You know of those very extremely rare moments when you start listening to a song you've never heard and it hits you right in the heart?
It just happened.
I've just listened to one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard.
Stabbing Westward - Drowning
I am in a good mood luckily, because this song would break my heart.
Everyone...
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creamygoodness:
Haha, you are so obviously loved-up, who's the lucky girl?
jayne:
awww, you boys! i'm turned on and a little jealous at the same time...should that be possible? 
Sunshine is back
mmmm... not being lyrical right now, I am at work killing time before 17:00... Yep, that's 2 hours more to go before the weekend
Will have a few drinks with some of the SGUK all-stars tonight (and actually the first meet in like forever when there is no munch around weird). Want it to be low-key again, as Ive been feeling really...
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mmmm... not being lyrical right now, I am at work killing time before 17:00... Yep, that's 2 hours more to go before the weekend
Will have a few drinks with some of the SGUK all-stars tonight (and actually the first meet in like forever when there is no munch around weird). Want it to be low-key again, as Ive been feeling really...
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mulhollanddrive:
Who is that guy? Has he played with anyone else? That's a nice LP gold top he's got in that pic. I actually have 2 different versions of the Nottingham Tapes. I've only made it through one of them. I'll have to watch the other to see if there are any noticeable differences. Hope you're having a great weekend.
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poptard:
yay for the sun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sometime today he realized that he was not interested in making sense. No. What he really wanted was to make images, perform miracles in a drop of water.
They had come around his place during another winter long ago, they had invaded his theories and pretended nothing had any meaning; nothing was new, only forgotten.
And he believed.
He believed for many years that all...
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They had come around his place during another winter long ago, they had invaded his theories and pretended nothing had any meaning; nothing was new, only forgotten.
And he believed.
He believed for many years that all...
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tilly:
It doesn't happen very often, but when it does, look out mon petit pois!! I wonder if Wint Woman will do a set with me!!?
I wonder if Wint Woman will do a set with me!!?
dafunk:
Ha Har me hearty!! I'll be seein you in the ship tomorrow then me old mucker - cool cool, looking forward to it Kinto
Sunday afternoon, 14:42.
After sitting there for a while, silent & staring at something only him could see, he decided to put some music on for no particular reason. Or maybe it was just because the silence around was starting to be numbing and he didn't want to fall asleep in the middle of this average day.
And the band played on, singing about faraway...
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After sitting there for a while, silent & staring at something only him could see, he decided to put some music on for no particular reason. Or maybe it was just because the silence around was starting to be numbing and he didn't want to fall asleep in the middle of this average day.
And the band played on, singing about faraway...
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dafunk:
Woah!!! Ok i'm back, sorry m8 i've been fuckin SHEE-ITE for ages now . It's abowt time i re-entered SGland isn't it. I've got fookin loads of messages to reply to as well. It's now 3 am so i'm not going to start now but i am going to attempt to update my journal tomorrow whereupon all will be revealed. Don't hold your breath though as it's really not that exciting........hope you are well fella.
adam73:
Wow, you do have a way with words!
Yes actually someone has mentioned that in the right light (i.e lots of darkness) + that if you look with your glass eye that i do look like Pete Steele. If you do however see me in the flesh, you will realise that i'm a skinny runt that does not look remotely like that giant of a man!
Yes actually someone has mentioned that in the right light (i.e lots of darkness) + that if you look with your glass eye that i do look like Pete Steele. If you do however see me in the flesh, you will realise that i'm a skinny runt that does not look remotely like that giant of a man!
I've cut my hair because I was bored.
Someone, entertain me please
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Edited because I'm not bored anymore.
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I'm fucking happy
But you can still entertain me - unless you're a sick SG & your name is Vicky
Someone, entertain me please
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Edited because I'm not bored anymore.
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I'm fucking happy
But you can still entertain me - unless you're a sick SG & your name is Vicky
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juliana:
Jack's 10th sign, is right. Goddammit.
... So sleepy now. Let's nap.
... So sleepy now. Let's nap.
daisie:
oo yay for new hair
Lacking of interesting things to say, here are the lyrics of an amazing song I've loved for years. I've rediscovered it recently, thinking about someone I'd love to stop the world for
Modern English - Melt With You
Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it...
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Modern English - Melt With You
Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it...
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arch_stanton:
The Afghan Whigs - Let Me Lie To You
all alone, all alone
no one to play with
your eyes are all swollen from crying
feeling sick
you open it
and discover your lover between the legs of another
and he's loving it
let me lie to you
i'll be kind when i deceive you
but you must never question me
just quietly believe
there, there
you haven't a care
i won't ever hurt you, deny or desert you
don't ask me again
wake up! and listen to thee
someone must have told you
someone must control you before you can get free
The Afghan Whigs - Let Me Lie To You
all alone, all alone
no one to play with
your eyes are all swollen from crying
feeling sick
you open it
and discover your lover between the legs of another
and he's loving it
let me lie to you
i'll be kind when i deceive you
but you must never question me
just quietly believe
there, there
you haven't a care
i won't ever hurt you, deny or desert you
don't ask me again
wake up! and listen to thee
someone must have told you
someone must control you before you can get free
drunkpunk:
Awww, you've got rid of my terribly witty and philosphical one liner already? 
Why is life never just an easy stroll down the beach in Summer?
Why is it so hard to give love freely without subconsciously expecting any in return?
Why am I not the one here with you tonight?
Why is it so hard to give love freely without subconsciously expecting any in return?
Why am I not the one here with you tonight?
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hologram_____:
Because if there were no hard times, you'd appreciate the easy strolls much less, no?
I know what you mean with your second question, though, it isn't easy. It's the whole cliche thing of not being able to love anyone properly if you can't love yourself first... Cliche, but can be quite accurate.
Anyways, I hope you're alright. Garde courage...
I know what you mean with your second question, though, it isn't easy. It's the whole cliche thing of not being able to love anyone properly if you can't love yourself first... Cliche, but can be quite accurate.
Anyways, I hope you're alright. Garde courage...
girlblue:
It usually is once the debris of the hurricane is cleared away.
People that can do that are the ones that give away the surplus of the love that they don't need for themselves. The others desire love from specific people who may or may not be able to give it to them. If people trusted in the endless love that is all around them, then they wouldn't be afraid to receive it and give it away.
People that can do that are the ones that give away the surplus of the love that they don't need for themselves. The others desire love from specific people who may or may not be able to give it to them. If people trusted in the endless love that is all around them, then they wouldn't be afraid to receive it and give it away.
I've decided I'm cutting down on drink.
Seriously.
Yep, I said "Seriously".
And you know why?
Because for the first time in a long, long while I am happy and don't feel like destroying myself.
Now please believe in me lovely people because I am fucking serious.
Seriously.
Yep, I said "Seriously".
And you know why?
Because for the first time in a long, long while I am happy and don't feel like destroying myself.
Now please believe in me lovely people because I am fucking serious.
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juliana:
Multiple Choice:
"In order to keep your vice-levels balanced,
Decreasing the alcohol intake in your life would mean
Increasing the ________ intake."
a) Smoking
b) Eating
c) Giving dirty looks to children in the street
d) Thinking evil thoughts about Juliana
e) Sleeping
Turn in all your paperwork with your name across the top. Aaaanddd ... go.
"In order to keep your vice-levels balanced,
Decreasing the alcohol intake in your life would mean
Increasing the ________ intake."
a) Smoking
b) Eating
c) Giving dirty looks to children in the street
d) Thinking evil thoughts about Juliana
e) Sleeping
Turn in all your paperwork with your name across the top. Aaaanddd ... go.
fenway:
good for you! happiness seems to be the cure of all evils. i took lots of people off my friends list who never write to me...so feel free to drop by and say hi once in awhile...
P-Donna
P-Donna
that is all.
Sometimes I want to jack it in, as just going out drinking with cool people and relaxing is more important to me. But I'm stuck with it and it swallows up my social life. grr..