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blah blah blah blah blah


boring boring boring


blahblahblahblahsameoldshitsameoldshit

have a great fucking week
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liu:
have a nice weekend
arrliss:
yes!!! aw dang u shoulda went! it was fun! I was working with a vendor so i didnt get to skate but still funbiggrin
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fuck man, Otis always knows the right thing to say.



It doesn't matter how I'm feeling, nothing ever makes me feel better.
entese:
awesome!!!!!!!
louisiana:
<3
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I'll be wiggling around to this this week.

Sundance is over. He'll be coming home soon. I don't know what I'm doing.

I miss a bunch of you people. A heck of a lot.
legman:
biggrinbiggrin
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fifteen days into this year and its already been up and down for me. my grandmother died. i went to california. i realized i'm not as bad off mentally as i thought. i realized that my family is sorry for the years of .... nothing. i went to dc and spent time with my younger brothers and sister. i haven't worked as much as i...
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nikonphoto80:
Im so sorry to hear of your grandmother, I lost my grandmother and great aunt last year, I know how hard it is and I know that only time can heal those wounds.

Most of us are not as bad off mentally as we think we are, the ones who are really messed up are the ones who dont know they are messed up.

It is getting read and just put up what ever you want to put up, we will read it.
chrysis:
:]]]
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THINGS:

just ate a whole bunch of Polish Christmas Eve dinner. Feel like a fat kid.

had an allergy attack following the Polish Christmas Eve dinner. Clearly allergic to.... something.

ate too much at said dinner due to being mildly drunk. Had lots of wine, and some coconut Ciroc and ginger ale.

Coconut Ciroc does NOT turn you into Diddy. Better luck next time, self....
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lexie:
merry xmas drunky pants!
nikonphoto80:
That sounds like a wonderful time, except for the allergic reaction, I have one of those like once or twice a year, I really need to find out what it is, I cant stand it!
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maybe not.

we'll see.

a possible move to ohio is on the horizon.
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frolic:
YES
chrysis:
Merry Christmas Eve. Thinking of you; hope you're cozy and feeling good / better.
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fuck.

i am having a hard day. that's all.
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nikonphoto80:
i'm sorry, i hope your week got better.
cherry:
I wish I could really soon! I hope things look up for you ):
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sicksicksicksicksicksicksick

at least thanksgiving was good, seeing my family was nice. my head is stuffy and i'm ready to die and i don't have a day off for another week. wish me all of the luck.
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cherry:
Winter colds are the worst. Feel better x
nikonphoto80:
i hope you are feeling better now!

Im glad you had a good thanksgiving, seeing family is important.
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i'm feeling completely irrelevant.

i feel like i put 100% of myself into everything i do, and in return i am not getting enough. or in some cases, anything. and this is really hurting me.

tomorrow is thanksgiving. realized today that i haven't been with my family, my real, immediate family, since 1999 for a thanksgiving feast. i have to work 9 hours at starbucks....
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radmonkey:
sometimes it's hard work to keep connected with family, but it's good you took matters in your own hands.
hope you had a great thanksgiving surprise with your fam!
nikonphoto80:
I know the feeling, I put some much into everything and get very little, like friends, I try to do so much for them and try to be there for them, but I cant even get people to go out on the town with me unless it is their idea.

That is good, Im glad you got to be with your family, that is very important!
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I like making mix cds for my friends. And for myself. And getting songs stuck in my head. Currently, it's this:



Over and over again.

The past month has been an up and down rollercoaster of me going crazy, getting angry, feeling sad, standing up for myself, having fun and getting close again, and then saying good bye to the most important person in my...
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nikonphoto80:
cool song.

The last couple months have been that way for me, I hope the coming months are more good then bad for you, I hope all goes well for your boy at Sundance.

My roommate is moving out next month and I have to find a new one, I cant pay for this house on my own right now, I hope I can find some one I can get along with well, be nice to have a roommate I can be friends with.

You have a perfect body, perfect I say!!!!
brooklyn:
Why not shoot, doll?! I'd love to shoot you!