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My social anxiety is at a high level right now. Trying to keep my head up and not isolate myself. My boyfriend left for the east coast and five weeks working for the Tribeca Film Festival again. I'm trying to promise myself not to lock myself in this apartment again and to get out once in awhile.

LA ladies don't let me go crazy in...
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mkayal:
I think once you start having fun things will be awesome.  I have bad anxiety sometimes but once I start enjoying myself things get easier.
nikonphoto80:
i know that feeling, i really don't have any friends here anymore, so i never go out and do anything here, i save up and go on road trips to see people.  
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These blog topics, guys. I dig them. I dig writing more blogs.

And it's crazy. Because, when I found suicidegirls through live journal ten years ago, I couldn't have imagined how it would have impacted my life. I joined in 2004, based off a photo of Quinne from her collage set. I was too shy and confused to have a public profile until around five...
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quincyelise:
This made me happy 🙌
mrwaverly:
Great blog entry - don't know why I have not read this before. Oh, one small point: you are very cool indeed, and you are one of my favourite SG's. You were very helpful when I started here, and for that, I will always be thankful. You rock! xxxxx
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so it's a little hard to find the time to sit and write a blog at home... But I'm still loving the blog topics that @missy and @rambo are giving us... This weeks was "confess something"...

What am I to confess? I'm pretty boring, never really scandalous. But I am a really big creep. So my confession? I probably know more about any of you...
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starphire:
that is awesome and i'm sure a lot of us creep eachother lol.. super cute
nikonphoto80:
you know nothing about me, i'm a ninja!  i don't think that is creepy, if they put it out in public then they want people to know about it.  
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So @missy gave us a blog topic to talk about for the week and it got me thinking about myself. She asked "what is your favorite body part?" And for me, at first thought, I didn't think I had anything to say. The past few years I've gotten really hard on myself, and really down. 24 year old me was much more confident. In my...
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ss4head:
I love your booty!  And I love your curves!!  You're perfect and I hope you see that in yourself!!  
lord_renob:
If it's possible we like it even more then you do! ;-) You are a gorgeous woman and it's good you are realizing this. We are our worst critics, so when that lil voice starts putting you down you just tell it "fuck off, I'm gorgeous and love my detectable curves".
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dear every girl with purple hair ever,

stop looking so amazing. you're making me want to abandon my ginger self. which is really hard to do.

sincerely, me.

ridley:
As a purple-headed girl, I would love to be able to pull of ginger. Alas, I am too tan.
nikonphoto80:
well your hair looks amazing also!