kev1n

all the spoils of a wasted life.

all of this.

for you.


i'm gonna go watch Freaks and Geeks. maybe write some drum tab down. i've been listening to the fragile a lot today, and it's a total throwback to my high school times...when i actually had more to be happy about than i realized. power. friends. joy.

now i have.
um.
well i had...
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well i didn't sleep last night.
i decided to sit down and learn the finer points of Dr. Satan (aka my DR-660 drum machine)
and i find the best way to practice to be to replicate a song.
i learned my old Alesis SR16 by re-creating Powerman 5000's ''Nobody's Real''----and i learned the DR-202 by playing Smashing Pumpkin's "Zero"
sooooooo.
i now have a drumtrakkkkkkkk...
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i think it's time i made a real post. you know, for the two of you
heh.
well, i've not been up too much.
wired up my new soundcard...and my SID station is sounding sweeter than ever. been spinning the new Tweaker and Freezepop CDs a lot. both rock, by they way. that new horror game, Siren, is really good. very japanese. which is odd,...
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it's one of those days.
i just want to go to bed.
ugh.
so tired.
so very tired.

today i went n bought a new soundcard.
cuz i need high quality recording.

and i cdrw'd me mate some drum/synth i did. he's gonna drop guitar. we'll work from there.
looks like it's shaping up.

it was an ego boosting day, for once. not only did justin say he liked the drum i set up, but he also complimented my SIDstation. my prized. he...
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you're off the edge of the map, mate. there be monsters here...

digital junk. just junk.

i swear i'll be interesting tomorrow.
ugh, i fucked up my keyboard...tryin to teach myself left-handed dvorak style. now i have some weird international layout. ugh.
-K

sigh.
i have nothing important to say.
i'm going to go paint.
man i suck at painting.
-K

the hopes and prays
the better days
the far aways
forget it.

it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to
it didn't turn out quite the way that you wanted it
now you know
this is what it feels like.

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blow your mind
break the routine
leave everything behind
come taste the gasoline.

--_-___--__----____

i wish that i could hold you
i...
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Nothing like the adrenaline rush of finding a spider under your pillow to wake you up in the morning.
Especially when you went to bed 3 hours ago.
Thank you fate, your joke is much appreciated.
sigh.
Kill Bill Vol. 2 was great...unless, of course, you'll be seeing it for the fight scenes and not for the style and character development. If you want good...
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well, i'm officially the most unlucky man ever.
in my latest series of dismal events, the TV i bought yesterday has a defective picture tube.
so now i have to pack it back up and take it back to the damn store.
ugh.
and i have to work tomorrow til close, and i have a ticket for Kill Bill V2 at 1030. i swear, if...
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i bought a tv and a hard drive
weee
27inch s-video ready rca and an 80 gig, respectively.
go kevin!

i don't really have much interesting to say.
i'm feeling a lot better. still can't sleep though.
hm.
maybe i should eat...
-K

i was cleaning today.
and i found some of my old photography.
poor quality discarded prints i made in my senior year.
of my then-quasi-girlfriend.
and it made me so terribly sad.
i still miss her. 3 years. i havent' talked to her in well over 1. and i still think about her everyday.
we would to go the park...and just walk around...i mean, she...
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