Meditations
Stare into a pool of tears
That melt upon the savage years;
For Lifes sweet song
That knows no end
And always, always
Begins again.
End upon your summers dream
All the love, or so it seems.
End the hate that beats the breast,
Of which the search is mans request.
Turn your eyes
To the rising dawn.
Entranced with the spell
That Life...
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Stare into a pool of tears
That melt upon the savage years;
For Lifes sweet song
That knows no end
And always, always
Begins again.
End upon your summers dream
All the love, or so it seems.
End the hate that beats the breast,
Of which the search is mans request.
Turn your eyes
To the rising dawn.
Entranced with the spell
That Life...
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socalsoldier:
beautiful poem
obliviousfocus:
excellent job
1 shot Moonlight Margarita Mix
2 shots Island Blue Pucker
2 shots Rasberry Vodka
2 shots Bacardi Gold Rum
pour enough for 6 glasses and see me as a stupid drunk...
ok to get drunk If I return before I get back please ask me to wait.
2 shots Island Blue Pucker
2 shots Rasberry Vodka
2 shots Bacardi Gold Rum
pour enough for 6 glasses and see me as a stupid drunk...
ok to get drunk If I return before I get back please ask me to wait.
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nikonphoto80:
Im glad you had fun and im very glad your friend decided to leave before he got drunk it was very responsible of him after all we can have are beautiful nice friend getting killed in a car wreck hope you had a great day.
nikonphoto80:
How was your day Im doing a lot better than I was when I wrote my journal yesterday well just stopped by to say hi and ask how your doing.
Blah.... In San Deigo for the time being... dont know when I will be back... maybe friday who knows... and yes I know I still haven't posted my pics I have on the NW cooncert I went to over the holidays... I will post them as soon as I get back to Corona
Peac out and all thats nice
Peac out and all thats nice
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justice:
near the border... run suckers run haha... near the base down here... knows I am gunna make someone jealous on here because I didnt come out here to see him LOL... came out here to try and work on a deal to get my ass moved down here.... had to put moving on a hold before Xmas... sucked ass because I honestly really want to be down here but for this little vacation of mine is more like hell... oh well maybe next time it will be better...
obliviousfocus:
sounds good !!!
So it is a lonely friday night and I have nothing better do do then to post in this dang journal... I swear I am going to shoot my best friend for whinning and complaining when she doesn't see me adding anything to this journal... Only doing this for her.... and to think I never ever imagined ever doing any kind of journals and now...
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justice:
I would if my danm car wasnt in IOWA
ok knows that was lame because I should be able to do better then that... but only car that I can use I can only use for work and thats it... and well for those of you who know about Corona... it aint one of the safer cities to be walking around in late at night
ok knows that was lame because I should be able to do better then that... but only car that I can use I can only use for work and thats it... and well for those of you who know about Corona... it aint one of the safer cities to be walking around in late at night
nikonphoto80:
im glade you write in your journal it gives me a chance to get to know you. well if you lived in ky or i lived in CA than i would find all kinds of thangs for us to do but sinc you dont and i dont i gusse i cant halp you sorry wish i could hope today is better than yesterday.
So... I am back at home... Don't know if that is a good or bad thing... I had to pick up my ex yesterday from Ontario because he got his sorry ass stranded yet again... I don't know why I stick my neck out for that bastard... who knows maybe I am just too nice or still like him deep down inside.
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justice:
I call him a bastard cause I can
anyways... He isn't all that bad just it didn't work out for us and now we both have werid names for each other... He calls me his bitch I call him my bastard... but that doesnt mean much of anything really.
Yes I know I am werid but I am one of very few women who don't get offened when I am called a bitch... that is if you say it like a joke... something like... Yo bitch get me something to eat... Ya may get a slap on the ass and an I will think about it look followed by a go get it yourself you have legs... then I normaly crack and end up getting it anyways....
But if you ever say or call me a bitch 24-7 dont be surprised if I deck you one and not speak with you again... It is fine to call me a bitch as long as as you dont over use it...
Besides your safe with me untell I start calling you Dad... something like if you piss me off and it reminds me of my Dad... I may say hey Dad why dont you go shove it... Then you know I am pissed and you probably wont hear from me again for a good 6 months... (depises dad).... ok I am rambaling on so I am off like a fly on a wall...
Peace out and all thats nice
Yes I know I am werid but I am one of very few women who don't get offened when I am called a bitch... that is if you say it like a joke... something like... Yo bitch get me something to eat... Ya may get a slap on the ass and an I will think about it look followed by a go get it yourself you have legs... then I normaly crack and end up getting it anyways....
But if you ever say or call me a bitch 24-7 dont be surprised if I deck you one and not speak with you again... It is fine to call me a bitch as long as as you dont over use it...
Besides your safe with me untell I start calling you Dad... something like if you piss me off and it reminds me of my Dad... I may say hey Dad why dont you go shove it... Then you know I am pissed and you probably wont hear from me again for a good 6 months... (depises dad).... ok I am rambaling on so I am off like a fly on a wall...
Peace out and all thats nice
nikonphoto80:
thats cool, so not to be asking personerl qwestons but do you not like your dad im not for sure if you told me that or not, regardles if you dont call me dad i wont call you bitch ok. i like reading your journals. so its been a kind of werd week for me. hope you had a good week
Prado Dam in sunny Cali USA...
That would be the dam we are dealing with.... You cant see much of it from this picture but when everyone sees the Prado Dam the first thing that comes to mind is what is painted on the dam....
Back in 1976 the Class of 1976 from Corona High School painted the words 1776-1976 200 Years of Freedom... If...
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That would be the dam we are dealing with.... You cant see much of it from this picture but when everyone sees the Prado Dam the first thing that comes to mind is what is painted on the dam....
Back in 1976 the Class of 1976 from Corona High School painted the words 1776-1976 200 Years of Freedom... If...
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justice:
I don't know if you have ever been to Disneyland... but in the middle of the park there is an island in the middle of the rivers of america... well the island's name is Tom Sayers Island and on that island there are a bunch of rocks and bridges to climb on.
Well at the far edge of the island is a small cave that nobody goes into... myself and my bf at the time found the place and things just got hot and heavy and well umm ya... the rest is history
Well at the far edge of the island is a small cave that nobody goes into... myself and my bf at the time found the place and things just got hot and heavy and well umm ya... the rest is history
nikonphoto80:
wow your first time and it was in a cool place. so are you back at home yet. how was your day and how was your weekend do any thang fun. i did i went to the moves and after that we went and saw a japines punk band how cool is that.
Why hello everyone and welcome to another day in the life of MEE...
well anyways... I cant post any pictures of my time in Finland just yet because just when I thought I would have time alone on my OWN comp so I could update this Journal.... I get a rude awakening that I need to LEAVE my home pack up and be gone.... not...
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well anyways... I cant post any pictures of my time in Finland just yet because just when I thought I would have time alone on my OWN comp so I could update this Journal.... I get a rude awakening that I need to LEAVE my home pack up and be gone.... not...
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bepps:
Oh man. I know exactly where you're talking about since I worked at the taco bell / pizza hut right there on green river. That place is insane driving through. That sucks ASS that they wouldn't let you in just cause you didn't have your ID. You couldn't just show them your key er something?
That's gonna be insane if the prado dam does break. Obviously the carnage will be incredible. But it's been there my whole life and I always remember seeing it when driving past on the 91.
I live up by Main and Ontario St. so we havn't been evacuated. I wish there was space here, if there was you could come stay with me. That's not really an option though.
I'm never here, but if you feel like going to ontario where I work you're more than welcom to use my computer there as much as you want.
Haha yea I heard today that they were evacuating aircraft from the corona airport. It's happened before cause that airport is in a high flood zone and it floods a lot. That's why they origionaly used that place as an airport back in the 20s er whenever it was is cause the water from the rare flooding made it perfectly flat. When I was younger I practicaly lived at the Corona airport since my dad had an airplane there and just lived airplanes (as did I, well still kindo do). When it'd happen he'd just fly it up to Chino or some other airport around here. Most folks don't like taking any chances cause a lot of those airplanes cost more than the houses around there. And they are easily moved of corse.
It's really insane that of ALL places in the world the one that's being the most effected by the weather is sunny So Cal.

That's gonna be insane if the prado dam does break. Obviously the carnage will be incredible. But it's been there my whole life and I always remember seeing it when driving past on the 91.
I live up by Main and Ontario St. so we havn't been evacuated. I wish there was space here, if there was you could come stay with me. That's not really an option though.
Haha yea I heard today that they were evacuating aircraft from the corona airport. It's happened before cause that airport is in a high flood zone and it floods a lot. That's why they origionaly used that place as an airport back in the 20s er whenever it was is cause the water from the rare flooding made it perfectly flat. When I was younger I practicaly lived at the Corona airport since my dad had an airplane there and just lived airplanes (as did I, well still kindo do). When it'd happen he'd just fly it up to Chino or some other airport around here. Most folks don't like taking any chances cause a lot of those airplanes cost more than the houses around there. And they are easily moved of corse.
It's really insane that of ALL places in the world the one that's being the most effected by the weather is sunny So Cal.
nikonphoto80:
that sucks i hope the dame dosent brack that would be a mess. so do you not have a idea at all or you just didn't have one at the time. so are you the first oh your famile to be born in usa. so where do you work and what do you do besides suck up. well i hope all works out and hope you have a great day and hope to hear from you soon.
:love
Ughs.... I came home from Finland today and wished I was back in Finland... I had wayy too much fun. In my next entry I will tell all what happened while I was in Finland.
What pissed me off when I got back home was when I logged onto my comp and tried to get it to start properly... but I had no luck what...
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What pissed me off when I got back home was when I logged onto my comp and tried to get it to start properly... but I had no luck what...
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bepps:
OOO I wanna see nightwish! And go to Finland.
That sounds really weird, the whole not being able to see just image files. Maybe it was some kindo spamware/malware thingy messing with IE. Or a whacked driver. Either way reinstalling the OS should surely fix it anway, so good luck with it.
That sounds really weird, the whole not being able to see just image files. Maybe it was some kindo spamware/malware thingy messing with IE. Or a whacked driver. Either way reinstalling the OS should surely fix it anway, so good luck with it.
Ooo yes its me again here to update my page yet again. Sean is doing much better
and the SD move has been called off for now... so I am stilll stuck in Crown Town (aka Corona Cali)
Not much has been going on lately just trying to get into the holiday cheer but for me since I cant move down to SD just yet...
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Not much has been going on lately just trying to get into the holiday cheer but for me since I cant move down to SD just yet...
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bepps:
I wish I could go to Finland! Good luck! Have lots of fun and live it like it's the last. 
Ok time for another reality check.... pinches self to see if I am actaully alive... ouch!! ok soo I am... Dont know why I am updating this soo soon maybe its because I can't get a lick of sleep and durgs (what the doctor says I should take) aint helping me any ughs...
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sbpunkrock:
Yeah totally sucks about your cousin thats rad that hes doing well though, thats cool of you to be there for him, as far as docrots are concerned i agree with you, i dont trust those fuckers, shady they are. Just because they went to school for too long they think they know everything. High school drama sucks and to be honest it never ends just kinda seems to follow where ever ya go, anywho, nice to hear from ya again, hope all goes well, tootles
bepps:
I sure wish everyone could look at things the way you do. You totally rock. 
Hello again everyone.... It is about time to update my blog yet again...
Not much has been taking place as of late but I did have a steller (does anyone use that word besides me anyways) Halloween party even if it was only at Disneyland
The plans to moving to San Deigo may take longer then I had expected so I am still stuck in...
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Not much has been taking place as of late but I did have a steller (does anyone use that word besides me anyways) Halloween party even if it was only at Disneyland
The plans to moving to San Deigo may take longer then I had expected so I am still stuck in...
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juno106:
I wasn't sure what happend to you... glad to know things are still moving along. You'll figure the finacieses out.
Like I said hates journals but will do them just to please someone so I dont have to hear them whinn about it for weeks on end.
There isn't much new in store for me except that I may be moving to...
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justice:
been living in Crown Town for 21 years... was just out of state for a year when I was living in GA for 6 months and IA for 6 months
zeus013:
hey justice what's up.
how was your halloween weekend?
how's the move to san diego going?
how was your halloween weekend?
how's the move to san diego going?