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Hmmm... I'm still not gone? Maybe it really will be tomorrow.

Anyways... nice knowing everyone, and have an excellent year!

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss biggrin
tiffanymarie:
damn you! don't leave. I wish I could afford to give you a few more months on here. I am broke as well. Having to save all sorts of cash just for a new car. It will be worth it in the end.
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My days here are numbered. frown I have exactly four more days until my farewell. You're not going to cry now are you?! Of course not! biggrin I've got no money to get the year membership, so I figure I'll just un-join, and put the cash into my house and body.

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jcup:
My girl got into that recently as well. She knitted alot of scarves for Christmas presents. Damn that sucks you're off the site. Join myspace or journallive.com or something so you can keep in contact. I'll miss your journal entries and responses on mine. Well I hope you come back, and I hope your finances and goals go well. Take care and have a good weekend. kiss
tiffanymarie:
You can pay for 3 months for just $18. Not the entire year but it's something. My mom knits, she just learned a few months ago but she's popped out a few scarves. I'm sure it won't take you a year. Take care sweetie. Enjoy yourself.

And yes, it is nice to have someone else fix my car.
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Today is looking beautiful. And it's my day off!!!

Hmmm... what to do?

The ground is covered like Frosted Flakes... it's freezing... but the sun is shining, the sky is blue, and the clouds are nowhere in sight! I'm thinking I might wander around with my camera. Maybe have a little show and tell for you later.

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jcup:
I feel ya on needing a vacation. I as well have tons of time off this month. And I agree...these last few days have been beautiful though cold as hell. It's nice to have clear days. It's allmost as if it clears your head. My brother's birthday is on the 12th, my girl's is on the 10th. Busy month birthdaywise. Enjoy the day. smile
tiffanymarie:
I left last Christmas for a week and my boyfriend almost went insane without me. The best part about it, when I got back we just layed in bed and it seemed so weird cuddling. Holding him, I missed his touch so much. His thing was, he used to struggle through horrible bouts of depression and once I was gone he sunk right back into it. Most nights he couldn't sleep, or it took him forever to fall asleep and he just was so sad with me being gone.

To say the least it was a good thing, missing him so much like that. This will be good for you and your husband, especially if you're missing something right now. Enjoy your trip sweetie. My birthday is on the 9th, I can't wait!
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Yesturday was one of those days.

Went to Eric's grandma's funeral. I hate funerals. But figured out some things.

First, I figured out what I want done with my ashes. It's illegal to scatter them without a permit (which I'm sure no one will want to mess with)... so I've found the solution. Someone, my hubby, sister, whoever... takes them...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
well hrrrrmmm.. what is wrong indeed. I think you got it better than me! Young and super hot... me what I got??? Sheesh!!!!! biggrin

Funerals, I saw way too many of those this last year. Uggghhhh.. really.

I hope 2005 leaves me with much fewer of those to attend
bridgetwnpeddler:
PS.. most of my poor spirits were inspired by a woman. I am sooo much happier when I don't think dating is a good idea!!
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I feel sad.

The tsunami...

having no money to donate...

Sitting here alone on New Years.

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tiffanymarie:
Where is your hubby? I'm sorry sweetie, I send my love to you. If I didn't have to work at 9:30am tomorrow, I'd drive to Longview and party with you until the sun came up. kiss Happy New Year.
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I'm feeling really sad right now. The tsunami death toll has already reached the 50 thousands, and is expected to top 100,000.

The population of the city I live in (as of census 2000) is 34,000. So my entire city x 3... gone. That's hard to imagine, yet it is happening somewhere.

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arcanite:
HA! That's funny (the bit about the dildo) . Ah well, was her fault for not heeding your warning.

tiffanymarie:
Is she cute? Why haven't you fooled around with her yet? You're probably just not interested then, or something. Glad she liked the gift.

On to the tsunami death. My boyfriend was telling me this morning that his friend would have possibly been one of those people because she was a studeress on a cruise near there and a few of the girls that she worked with actually did die because of that thing. Luckily for her she was ushered home a few months ago because her grandmother was on her death bed. She didn't get to finish the cruise.
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Yesturday was so beautiful. Sunny and pretty. I left my house with a smile that wasn't killed until around 9pm. Lucky me I got off work at 10, so it soon returned.

Today is my day off. More of the usual... cleaning and such. I told myself I would get out of my house to walk the lake, but it looks so foggy and...
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tiffanymarie:
Yes, I do understand that kind of love. I have gone through stages with Calvin like that. Although, when you take a step back and realize what you have, that's when you get all mushy inside again. Good luck sweetie. Hey, it's my day off too! But I can't do anything, I'm sick god damnit! You're doing better then me.
jcup:
I kinda want to get a gym membership as well. I just dont know how the flow of money is gonna go the next few months. Rock n roll is a funny business... at least not steady. I've felt like crap lately...so I didnt get to enjoy the nice day yesterday. I was at home sick. puke Enjoy your day off though. I have Thursday and Sunday off, so Im looking forward to some good days. kiss
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Today was not that bad. Plus I ate ice cream. That makes it even better! My fingers can barely type they are so cold. But all is well.

Have a happy night. kiss
tiffanymarie:
Quick question, aren't you married? "22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
I'm trying."

Take care sweetie. night night
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Geesh. This picture uploading thing needs some serious help. It takes me forever. I had about 7 to share, but I'm so retarded and lazy, I only have two.

I spent the first 9 1/2 hours of my day in a parking lot, staring at a store. For only having three hours of sleep... I'm feeling pretty good right now. I brought...
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I have a crush on a *cough blush just turned 17 blush cough* girl. I'm such a perv. Maybe because she reminds me so much of the old me. Who knows, but she's hot. Even asked me for my number. wink To which I replied "oh, now I'm giving out my number to underage girls". That's horrible, I know. But what the fuck.

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arcanite_pdx:
I'm all for any holiday on which I get presents. biggrin
robby_hellfire:
Funny thing is I walked around that store a couple times just to take a peak at her. Thinking....maybe what I want is over there.....take a glance at her.....no I think it's over there...and another glance. Dirty thoughts arose!
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k_kat:
Go for it and good luck. miao!!
k_kat:
P.S. Love the black & whites (your pics). miao!!
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Tomorrow is my half birthday. I only know this because it is my sister's birthday, and we are dorks. She even got me a tier (sp?) on her cake! How sweet...

I decided to suck it up and go to my MM show. Only because my sister wouldn't buy my ticket, and once I drove all the way down there, why just hand...
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vegas:
kiss
rudegirl:
thats hilarious. Glad you had fun