Monday May 05, 2003

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Can't wait til Wednesday, Mm... it better be good, cos if it's not, I'll have to punish you. And I make good on my threats...

(p.s. Sorry guys, I know I'm quite crude when I'm in heat. But it'll be over soon, I hope... )
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historyteller:
Careful, don't break your toys!

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echofonic:
amateur, eh?

funny...i don't recall waking up to a ringing phone last night...

Sunday May 04, 2003

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WHERE IS MY FUCK???!!!!!@#????!! If I don't get it good in the next 72 hours, I'm gonna implode. <pant, pant> <whiiiiiiiine> frown
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alia666:
Quick someone!!! eeek SAVE HER!!!!
ruby:
no one took a pic of my skates. but i was wearing them. now i have to take one. there will be one. my god there will be.
eeek

Saturday May 03, 2003

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(A couple new photies, guys... more later.)

Despite the strange goings-on of my personal life nowadays, I'm flying free, mentally.

... Wonder how long it'll last?

Thanks for emailing me. Y'all make a grrl feel so loved. Some of you more than others wink You know who you are.
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ERRGG I JUST WANT TO BE FUCKED SENSELESS. So hurry up and get over here already.
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eachdawnidie:
it's quite possible that i did leave my voice somewhere last night.skull
eachdawnidie:
i was at a shitty hole in the wall biker bar playing a show. i think one of the bikers may have found it laying around and ran off with it.skull

Thursday Apr 24, 2003

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i can't resist him, but he CAN resist me. and that's just not fair.

punkass.

i need you to be as crazy for me as i am for you. but no, i'm artsy, impulsive, idealistic girl 7 years your junior,
and you're sensible, logical, haste-makes-waste older boy who doesn't seem to know what to do with my love except to say that you appreciate my...
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fox1:
silly girl. this is life. i hope you find the solution your searching for.
dave_h:
*raises glass* here here.

good luck with everything.

Thursday Apr 24, 2003

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Yep, upchucked this morning... but that was the last of that. No more doses, thank goodness.

And now I wanna fuck! ...what a ho.

... although, in all fairness, i think i might prefer to wait a little longer. BJ hasn't made any advances since Sunday because of all this. I haven't, either, because i didn't want to seem reckless. We'll use protection, of course,...
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juliana:
believe me, nykon, i'm not sure you want to meet more girls with that attitude. it's nice at first, but eventually, it can be kinda harsh for the guy, if you ask me. just from my own experience of this attitude, though, ... there was only one guy i've ever been with that could fully deal with this aspect of me -- the only one who wanted sex more often than i did, and he was a maniac. (too bad.)

... i have to try hard not to wear my lovers down before their time. used to think that was funny (still do, a little), but it sucks a little because i was under the impression that guys were supposed to want it all the time?? what a gyp...

it turns out, they do WANT it all the time, but to actually perform as often as i usually want, you'd have to be ... err, ... pretty well hydrated. i've made bj physically ill a few times due to the sheer physical strain of accommodating my hotnheavy weeks.

(so there, historyteller, there's another reason to feel sorry for the guy. HEEEH)
historyteller:
Have you considered polyamory? Strictly for health reasons of course. biggrin

That way BJ could tag out for a break now and then.

Wednesday Apr 23, 2003

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Got woken up with "Have you ever taken the Morning After Pill?", which kind of pissed me off for a couple hours. But he was right, of course... we needed peace of mind. And no, I'd never taken it before.
Headed over to the nurse on campus by 2pm, and took the first dose by 4pm. Was afraid of impending nausea all day, so I...
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historyteller:
They went to a hotel bar with some friends, drank apple martinis, flirted with boys, flirted with girls, and had fun. biggrin

One of the hotel valets drove them home ( teehee) and her sister got this strange look on her face when the valet said he was a "thespian". biggrin smile biggrin

My Lady had to explain it ... that woman gives the rest of us blonds a bad name! Want the punchline?




Her sister has four college degrees ... that I'm aware of. ROFLMFAO

slanted:
ECP is a godsend. The new stuff out there has been tweaked so that you won't experience as many side effects as before. I'm a big proponent for it being over the counter so I'm well versed on all sorts of sexual health/bc stuff. I hope everything turns out well for you, if you need someone to talk to I am here. wink
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Tuesday Apr 22, 2003

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My girlfriend Risa is going to pay me a visit on her break from the Peace Corps. This weekend. Dunno what it's gonna be like, but I've missed her.

Don't have too many friends that are girls... and our falling out is kinda making me nervous about seeing her. Have a lot of heavy things to talk about. blackeyed sigh.

And continuing today's theme on fear...
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nordicskin:
Guys do seem to take certain things more seriously than we do, guess cause they're the mighty hunters and all that stuff, the big lugs.

Good luck with your friend, i hope things work out with you guys. i know how it is to have unresloved matters with friends it can really wear on your mind.

Congrats to your sister, glad you will get to be together again.
nordicskin:
As far as the pic, it was taken a year or so ago. i had the braids done a couple ofmonths ago

Monday Apr 21, 2003

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Sorry guys, nothing of interest to report. Just tired.

And I think I've renewed my addiction to the Internet again. Eeach, that's trouble. BJ already offered to unplug the wireless card. Sweet, but NOLEAVEITRIGHTTHERE

... see what i mean? damn you guys for being so damn COOL. you're keeping me up at night.

Tomorrow will be the last of the departing friends... still in denial...
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nipponese:
Ok, I kinda lied too. I'm actually living in Stockton right now because I'm going to a JC for this semester to save some dough. But I do get up to the city on the weekends. Not SanHo though, no reason for me to go really.

Hey, you look like a "party" girl (party in this case obviously means rave). If I'm Catch me on AIM so I can give you the info on my friend's 'underground' (well, i guess it'sd not anymore) party.

I'll tell you all about the University of Spoiled Fucks too....
historyteller:
Hell yes we'll ahng out with you! WARNING: The only person I know who's a bigger flirt than me is my GF. biggrin

I put a pic of both of us on my profile. smile

Sunday Apr 20, 2003

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Lotsa friends shipping off to other countries.

Kyle --formerly of Silicon Valley Slam infamy-- dropped me an email saying he was flying out to Japan for embalming work he's been in need of... Monday. Ack. But that should lend for some interesting newsletters. Storyteller, that man.

So much homework. This semester's almost out.
...and here i am with this uncanny ability to distract myself. bok

As...
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ruby:
I wish I could afford to go to art school. I would be all over it.
but alas, I am poor, and drowning in a sea of building responsibility. I plan to go to beauty school so I can own my own salon soon, meanwhile facilitating my other artistic passions, while at the same time still at least creating something while I pay my bills.
PS- that's a beautiful profile pic.
Bridge to Terabithia is one of my favorite sad books, and I had it in my rpfile at first but then I started feeling silly so I took it out.
AND I can't decide where the tat should go either, so I think I'm going to get one across my back and shoulders, where no one will really see it unless I want them to.
nykonnlc:
Hey yeah sorry about the poem, couldn't get it to be visable for streaming on the net. But here it is since you asked.

A Special Place

I know of a place,
That exists to this day.
A place where I can go,
To make my troubles go away.

This place has a view,
As if you can see the world and back.
Where the moon makes the night sky,
Seem light instead of black.

Where burdens from love,
Seem so easy to take.
And the pain from the death of a loved one,
Seems so distant its fake.

It is here I feel happiness,
When there is pain.
And here that I see sunshine,
When there is rain.

I lay down by my special tree,
and close my heavy eyes
Here I can be alone
and dream of better times

I definately hear you on the workload. trying to finish up all my senior projects, ughhhh

Friday Apr 18, 2003

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smile GREAT DAY smile

Our illustration club did D-Day and everyone rocked. Bought throat lozenges ahead of time; I've not been very nice to it lately wink Yes ladies & gents, She's A Screamer.

...My skirt fared well, though. It wasn't hitched up as short as it was last night -- no way could I wear it that way in front of my instructors! (If any one of...
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historyteller:
People usually like being around me or are unaffected by me ... I don't have a short theory why that is.

Being able to be alone is necessary. If you can't be with yourself, there's something about you you need to work on.

Silence isn't a problem, I live in an apartment. smile

nordicskin:
Hey beautiful, how are you doing?

Let's see as far as the ball goes, yes i would bring a friend. mainly because 1 it's more fun and 2 it being your first you might be a little shy and it's nice to have at least one person there you know. and 3 yeah safty, although the one i went to was really cool and no one fucked with me.

You really need to read the entry before this one to understand what all went on. yes i'm very glad she's alright but she really crossed a line with our friend ship.

My Doggies are Rocky, and Jenna. rocky's the one with the black eye, of course hehe. Cats don't smile cause they have attitude, which is cool!

Hope you and BJ have a good weekend smile kiss

Thursday Apr 17, 2003

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Just got fucked right good by BJ... ahhhh i swear sometimes i can't get enough of him. Was trying on my skoolgrrl skirt for tomorrow's club festivities when suddenly his big hands were sliding up underneath it to squeeze my bare bottom-- "Dirty little bitch... dirty slut, you're such a whore..."
-- My throat is still sore from screaming.

...mmmmm Getting wet just typing this......
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nordicskin:
you're right, and it seems you have the right mix!!! What wonderful pictures it brings to my head wink love
stormshadow:
congrats on the good sexin up you recieved....... i have to commend you for your sexy choice of atire and i would have had to take the same route with you if i were in the same situation.... skoolgirls skirts are a great weakness.... keep up the good work my seductress......
-jube-

Monday Apr 14, 2003

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Fairly productive day. For once I did my animation homework.

Called my friend Ris while she's still in the States... don't like being on the outs with her, but I guess I am a bad pen pal nowadays. Oftentimes I vascillate between the nostalgia and the moderate resentment. I just don't know how to feel about this... frown

Helping Eli load his stuff tomorrow for his...
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nykonnlc:
hey what school are you going to? I am going out to San Francisco for grad school next year at the Academy of Art.

What kind of animation are you doing?
juliana:
It's my umpteenth year at SJSU. Right now, we're doing traditional animation (pencil tests and such). What about you?

..To hell with graduationsmile I just wanna get out alive.
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