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This is stupid... (aka Night owls and morning sparrows are finding it hard to mix):

He calls me at work to let me know he'd like to spend more quality time together -- --and all that seems to happen is that I'll go to his place after my night shift, he'll be in bed because it's past 11, I'll be up in the front room...
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pihka:
Oh yes please please come over with chocolate and everything, Ill cook us tea and I have freshly baked bread and all...

Im just so weary of people at the moment. Or rather, weary of the misunderstandings between people. I think I attract misunderstandings like a honey jar attracts bees. And it makes me weary and sad beyond belief. And Im starting to tip-toe round people and be afraid of saying anything aloud, because it can be turned any which way and misinterpreted.

I think I should just shut up, whenever Im upset. Because I always speak my mind and apparently thats the very thing one shouldnt do, it just screws up the whole thing.

Please give me a hug, pretty dear girl, for today life isnt particulary enjoyable...
pihka:
Im sorry you and everybody else had to witness all that...frown Some friendships are just a roller coaster ride, on both parts. Sunshine turns into thunderclouds soon enough but before it has all been sorted out...so maybe eventually hopefully this will, too.

I suck as a friend, you know.frown
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J-Diddy is in the mood for some serious rough-housing tonight. Too bad no one's around to agree.

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Quote for the day: "Your safety word is Banana"

Breakfast: Soy, Cheerios, Appalling Postal Service

Lunch: Leftover Bento box, Luna Bar, regretful aggression, and some tears shed in Employees Only bathroom

Dinner: Grilled burger thing on 1 slice of bread, 1.5 packs of everyone else's cigarettes, wistful...
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alia666:
How's your sore throat? Better, I hope?
phedre:
I'm going to remember the safety word. Next time I'm in peril, it will come to me and through the seriousness, I will smile. Banana.

Gorgeous new pics sweetie. *hugs and kisses and love* Missed you while I was away...
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I have eaten all your Barbeque Lay's and I am not sorry. ooo aaa
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zombieshark:
i'm on webcam for awhile, off and on.. probably burning food as well.
vampsinthe78:
My definition of odd, I suppose would have been disturbingly NORMAL to most. Other than "the girl who turns me to mush tm", who I've fancied for years, the people present were good, honest but plain folk. They lived in a lovely semi detached house with two entirely normal kids. Nothing unusual was put on the bbq and noone branded themselves with a hot spatula, this time.

Deep down, in my warped definition of odd, maybe Im starting to crave a little piece of normality... Perish the thought... biggrin

ps.. There were Barbeque Lay's present, only we call them Barbeque Walker's.... How odd is that? smile

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BOLLOCKS.

I dunno why I've been so tired at work lately, but damn, I've come to know the meaning of the word "wilt". Was beginning to think my body was starting to turn to itself for nutrients.

But the Typewriter Lady (as we at Kinko's call her) called me "Chubbs" today.

...I guess that's good; I thought I had been losing an unhealthy amount of...
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midori:
I just laughed really loud in the office when I read that and everyone stopped and turned around. Is it mean that I think thats really funny? I mean, it sucks, but its funny too. I hope that doesn't make you upset. smile
Yeah, I guess the hair around the belly button is part of my Italian genes....I grow hair in odd places.
YUCK.

pihka:
Twelve minutes past midnight...Im starting to think of going to bed with a good book soonish.wink

Dont chew on basil though...it will just make you more hungry as it makes the appetite stronger.wink
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So I procrastinated again. Pics #10 and 11 are the love-children of Seemingly Insurmountable Load of Work + Artful Dodgings of Juliana.

Yay, me. surreal
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nykonnlc:
yeah i have a feeling i really am going to love it there, i am getting so antsy, i wanna move already!!

what is the weather like throughout the year for the different months and stuff wondering how I should prepare...
obsidity:
OK! I am going to sleep NOW! and will stay asleep!
I will be gone for the next couple of weeks but I am goingto procure a dvd of Led Zep with in that time and then we shall set up a showing. ROCK ON!!!
kiss
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Check-Fraud Haiku(s):
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You think I'm that dumb--
Cash for checks twice on MY shift?
I don't think so, guy.

Five tall officers
Have a chat with you outside
Such deep shit you're in...

Mine's a good mood now.
I knew I'd do it one day,
If only you pushed.

You were my pet peeve --
I noticed when you'd come in,
But you're the...
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obsidity:
PS. Are you coming to dinner tomorrow/tonight? monday a la sgsf? mad girly time. Then we are supposed to meet up with "the boys" hmmff.
I can't even believe I have to get up again in 4 hours.
"I,Dumbass"
obsidity:
So somewhere midweek is fine with me. I get back the 21st. As long as it's not super late i think the projector folks would be ok with it. I guess I should wait until he contacts me
. " I HATE WAITING. "
"Get used to disappointment"
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You know I think at this point my fave Zep song is "When the Levee Breaks." I mean it's not an original. Kashmir at this moment pops into mind as an original fave. No doubt, I enjpy them all. What about you?
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"It is not inertia alone that is responsible for human relationships repeating themselves from case to case, indescribably monotonous and unrenewed. It is shyness before any sort of new and unforeseeable experience with which one does not think oneself able to cope, but only someone who is ready for everything, who excludes nothing, not even the most enigmatical, will live the relation to another as...
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applerecords1251:
Damn euros and their lack of appreciation for independence. So what did you end up doing?

Your pictures are really cute

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obsidity:
Yeah, I guess it's been a while for me too. I didn't have the heart (?) for it ifor a while, I would just think about a bunch of other stuff, and then relaize I wasn't concentrating at all... so I gave up. I guess that it's like anything else...diminishing returns.
I am serious about the zeppelin thing. I will find out if my friend is into it...
it's so late. I have totally fucked off this dance festival. Oh well.
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"AstroBoy" is how I think of him in my mind. He doesn't know this.The boy I moved 300 miles away from safety for.

I saw him today at the cafe. (Smelled him before I heard his voice call my name, actually. I react slowly -- I would've turned around otherwise, to follow that familiar scent. But it seems that I don't trust my instincts nowadays...
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fox1:
wow. now my life seems good again...er, maybe. ill just settle for the snickers bar.
phedre:
*sigh* Being separated from someone who's so much to you...it's hard. My best friend (who used to be my biggest crush ever, that I loved with all of my head) stayed when I had to move away. We were over 2000 miles apart. It's been three years now since I've moved, and I still haven't gotten to go back home. But our friendship only get better. It got worse for a while (he disappeared for 3 months and I didn't hear from him at all, not a single email). But now we're closer than ever, emotionally if not geographically. Hope that cheers you up a bit. It won't necessarily be the end, ya know? *hugs*

And why shouldn't I make you say it one more time? You know making that statement was probably the best way to get me to say it again...but I'll refrain. Just for you wink

I vote for change too. I need change in my life right now. And I don't think SG photos are resting on the state of my locks...hope not anyway!
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puke McDonald's: NEVER AGAIN. puke
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nestor:
never, ever, ever.
eww, I can't believe you ate there.
I guess it's just me being vegan though.
Would you like to be molested by ronald?
phedre:
McDonald's is the devil!!! I haven't liked it for years and years...and then tonight, out of nowhere, I got this strange craving for it. And I ate some. And, as usual, it made me sick...bleh!

And how do you know I'm not chubby? My set's not up yet. You have no proof...
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It's a well-regarded fact that Pink Floyd played loudly during summertime will surely decrease overall temperatures by at least 6 degrees.

...I recommend The Wall, for all curious parties.
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I just gobbled up 4 pieces of bacon-wrapped shrimp as if I were slurping wet noodles out of a bowl. SHAME ON ME FOR EATING TWO ANIMALS AT ONCE! :::hangs her head in guilt:::

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phedre:
I do that from time to time. Just don't eat or barely eat for days at a time. And then everyone yells at me that I'm not eating enough, and I start eating on a normal basis, and they don't stop nagging, and I end up eating when I'm not even hungry just to appease them. Hence my chubbiness. Ah well though.

As to your question, I would rather be a chef honestly. I love cooking. Especially baking. Is that silly? Maybe...
applerecords1251:
Wow, sounds healthy too. I love Pink Floyd. What is your favorite song of theirs?
I think mine is Mother, although I really like Wish You Were Here.
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I have a craving for canned pickled beets in a BIG way...

It's just something about the way your teeth meet with just that much resistance before they crunch ever so slightly into the flesh of this under-appreciated

(fruit? vegetable? ...Grows in the ground + Got no seeds =)

vegetable ... right before all that artificial tarty redness runs over your tongue ... Then there...
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papawheelie:
your little chimpoko master guy is still on the chalkboard. violet really likes it and I giggle _every_ time I see it
zombieshark:
you sure? yours looks tasty.. biggrin it's from a song.. i don't really eat horses.. i just taunt random people on the streets with it.
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(As inspired from Michele's page,)
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What is Home, exactly?

...Is it where you grew up? Is it where your parents live? Is it where your dog is living out her last few years? Is it where you were staying when you first got fucked proper? Is it where you left your favorite worn out All-Stars, for safe-keeping?

Is it a state of mind, or...
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alia666:
Home for me is pretty much whereever I sleep. I've moved myy whole life long and am very, very good at relocating.

Thanks for the good rat thoughts. Harry died on Wednesday afternoon though. I appreciate you being so sweet.
nestor:
home is where my bed is. I have a very comfortable bed.