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It's gonna be another all-nighter in the Lab. God I suck. My body hates me already... If Animation were my lover (she might as well be), I'd break up with her for treating me this badly.

...BITCH. blackeyed
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grendel_kin:
ha ha......you put me on your friends list first. you know you adore the grendel. well, you're a weak willed beauty, but a beauty none the less.

fox1:
sounds like your back to having fun. well dont let it go to your head...what ever thats supposed to mean.
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No more school, please. I'd like to have my dessert now.
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jizzikah:
What are you doing in school? I want to be done too. I'm tired of it, but I started and I won't let myself stop until it's completely done. Thanks for the cool thoughts. It turned me on, so I really didn't get to cool down. I got all worked up and had to take it out on the man. So in the end, it wasn't much good for cooling me off, but it made for a good fuck.
zombieshark:
matches i believe he used.. it was mainly the boys bathroom i guess, so it wasn't THAT cool.
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I remember being served at Dublin International, by a tall, thin man only a few years older than myself.

He wore chef's whites and likely thought I was completely thick -- I couldn't speak properly for those few moments of interaction with him, stuttered a little, and so could only point at the things I wanted him to scoop onto my plate -- He likely...
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vampsinthe78:
SO, our reputation preceeds us eh? I'm not surprised, it has a 'port' mentality, only without the 'port'. The rough areas can compete with the WORST the world can offer.. Yet, it has a few redeeming qualities which somehow save it. I'm sure your boy had positive AND negative things to say about the place. It IS photogenic and very atmospheric though.. Theres one redeeming feature. xxxx v78 @_@

ps.. the practice was pretty good! we gave birth to FOUR songs, the bare bones at least. x
echofonic:
for once, i'm speechless...

...in the best possible way.
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The nearness of Mars is kicking my body into overdrive... I just cannot get enough of being naked, or feeling my own skin, or becoming aroused (without even the help of a) drop of a hat.

I am in heat again, I think.

Yesterday while I waited for my laundry to be done (and to distract myself from all the phone calls I wanted to...
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midori:
Hahahaha. I know. I can't do Japan; I'm going to Kansas. We'll hang out soon. Fuh reals. Lets figure something out.
stickyrice:
I'm here. smile
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Five A.M. and I can't sleep any more.

My plane landed at about 6 in the evening this past Friday. I can't describe the excitement I felt as we hovered over the land mass that slowly became recognizable as SF... I was tingling. "Look: the bridges! ... the TransAmerica building! ... is that Coit Tower? ... Wow, you can really see the red of Golden...
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biffy:
Welcome back!! Yes, this whole heat thing is crazy! What's the weather like in SF? Beautiful I bet... Anyway, glad to have you back!!
midori:
I'm soul sick and lost, thanks for asking. But am devising ways to remedy this. So how was it? No, how was it REALLY?
I missed you too, in that weird, I've-never-actually-met-you sort of way. wink
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It looks like I have no time to respond to anyone's posts before I leave frown I'm sorry, I still love you all and look forward to coming back...

But my ride's here, and impatient.

My SuicideGirls connection is somewhat dubious once I get there, I'm sure you knew... friggin Irish Catholics. (I guess I'll be wearing underwear a lot more often than I'd like...)


Okay,...
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bean:
*poke*
stickyrice:
*gets calculator out*

3 X 7 = 21.

Departed 8/1, so 21+1 = 22.

Today is Aug. 23. One day over "exactly three weeks."

*worries*

I hope it went OK. Did you slide down the middle of "tell the truth" and "fake it"? By the way, I think you should let up on the brutal self-appraisals. You seem to me to be doing fine.

Welcome back, whene'er you get here. smile

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My feet are killing me. I'm happy.

The first night working the club rocked. I haven't made enought tips yet to cover the price of the boots I bought for the job in the first place, but tonight should just about break even. I hope.


...Wow, I've got a lot to respond to when I get back. And I will; I likely won't be on...
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rickroyal:
Glad to hear things are working out. And get someone to rub those feet.
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Midori sez: "Friends are overrated."
Today, I'm inclined to agree.


I need to stop having more guy friends than girl friends -- or at least, stop having friends constantly confuse me for the love of their life, just because no one else in their life is "as understanding, or as pretty".

Really, is that all it takes to make you fall in love? Just have...
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applerecords1251:
I did 3 years in the army. From 19 to 22. So I guess I got out 3 years ago. They are paying for my school right now. So it was not all bad.
bean:
Damn. I thought I commented on this already. I swear I had a whole long thing written out and everything. *sigh* Oh well. I'll have to re-compose the whole thing again. Or maybe, for once, a more succinct version? Hmm.

Well, I'm leaving work soon, so I'll have to save my comments for another time. Foo. It was good too.

I'll summarize: "I agree with you, but that brings up some interesting concepts..."
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Astroboy, where art thou?

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I'm a bad friend. To follow is a copy of something I wrote to my grrl in New York, responding to some hurtful words. We met in China for the first time, when I was 18 and she was 16, and have been penpals ever since. And no, her name isn't really*



"*Jayne,

I've been thinking about how to respond...
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midori:
thank you for your sweet ruminations. You're my favorite, for sure.
obsidity:
When to fit in a party? NOW of course!
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ooo aaa "All the monkeys in the zoo give their best regards to you, Happy Birthdaaayyy" ooo aaa

Everyone wish my baby sister a HAPPY 22ND, please! Have a good one, Spammie!


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In other news, I have acquired another night job.

Copy-jerk by day,
Cocktail waitress by night.

(...How weird is that?) Just what do cocktail waitresses DO, really?


And Heavens, what on EARTH am I to wear?!?...
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monica:
i hope it loaded so you can see my fine fine self on the screen. only you and midori know my true nerdy disgusting self, i'm so happy i think i'm gonna go poop in the super market next to the watermelons wink
bean:
I see someone else has already made the "cock" "tail" innuendo, so I'll refrain from doing so myself, except I guess to mention it is to make it. Hehe..Oh well.

I found the perfect live-work studio the other night. Lots of natural light, a two story high warehouse-esque center open area with exposed rafters and a cement floor (or maybe it was tile...I can't remember, something hard), and bedrooms on the side and upstairs. It was beautiful. Unfortunately, it belongs to someone else. Someday, I will have such a space. I love my little cottage, but the workspace sucks, and I'm finding a distinct lack of electrical outlets to be a problem, now that I actually have power flowing through them.

If I could just find a bunch of artists to share a studio like that with, just as a work place, so I could go back to my own place for privacy and peace, that would be ideal. Ok, now I know what I need...and thus begins the quest to attain it. I figure it'll probably take 2-3 years for the planets to align properly to allow that vision to take shape, but I'm patient, I can wait.

I'm bordering on ranting now, so I'll cut here, right along the dotted line.

Here's a smiley for your monday: biggrin
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I said I wanna touch the earth
I wanna break it in my hands
I wanna grow something wild and unruly

I wanna sleep on the hard ground
In the comfort of your arms
On a pillow of bluebonnets
In a blanket made of stars

Oh it sounds good to me I said

Cowboy take me away
Fly this girl as high as you can...
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bean:
I was reading this entry, and thinking of how beautiful and pristine it sounds, and how it reminds me of some really happy memories I've got...and then I scrolled down a bit and saw the entry about thongs.

You fucking rock, Juliana.

You're right, in this heat, hot water seems a bit silly. But being able to cook is a good thing, and hot water is a bit nicer when shaving.

biggrin Your post made me smile. Thanks.

vampsinthe78:
The fan is back in the cupboard after the briefest of warm stints. Currently, the weather's "keepin' the green GREEN' as my grandad used to say.. He was quite a famous poet in his day. Had a lot of work published. I'd find some and type it up if you like....

I hope everything's well in la casa de Juliana.. Im not too bad considering the state of the all-night rock club I tumbled out of a while ago... take care xxxx v78 @_@
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Thong underwear has to be one of the best inventions EVER. skull
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phedre:
I haven't moved yet because there's a bit of a complication. If I move, my dad will more or less be without someone to call in an emergency. He's an alcoholic, so I'm concerned. I have to figure this out so I can get out of KS.

I'm sorry you're sore from moving!

And I'm feeling slighty better today than I did last night. But yeah, there's too many of us shedding too many tears lately. I'll get better though, always make it through. How are you doing? Hope all is well with you.
echofonic:
yeah, i know. two weeks, followed by three more. its gonna be a quiet august here on beaudry.

things are going pretty well here. hope it's the same in your world.

find the time next week, 'cause i'm not taking no for an answer.