Free Association Journal, Chapter One:
"WHEN I AM TIRED, I AM SELF-INDULGENT."
As are my Fridays, I worked too much tonight. Ate too little. My body is feeding off itself by now.
Came home to the place that doesn't belong to me, to sink into the bed that isn't mine.
... Worked on personal projects until just now. I'm glad you're around to share the...
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"WHEN I AM TIRED, I AM SELF-INDULGENT."
As are my Fridays, I worked too much tonight. Ate too little. My body is feeding off itself by now.
Came home to the place that doesn't belong to me, to sink into the bed that isn't mine.
... Worked on personal projects until just now. I'm glad you're around to share the...
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Recipe for Sex-Ah.
INGREDIENTS:
1 - Erotically-starved grrl, 1 month
1 - Bottle of lube, 7.6 ounces
1 - Naked Boru, heated
6 - Simple words: "Are we breaking up, or what", tossed
DIRECTIONS:
1. Combine grrl, Boru, and words in large bowl until boiling.
2. Separate ingredients and let cool for 10 minutes.
3. Place words in colander and let drain.
4. Quickly stir...
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INGREDIENTS:
1 - Erotically-starved grrl, 1 month
1 - Bottle of lube, 7.6 ounces
1 - Naked Boru, heated
6 - Simple words: "Are we breaking up, or what", tossed
DIRECTIONS:
1. Combine grrl, Boru, and words in large bowl until boiling.
2. Separate ingredients and let cool for 10 minutes.
3. Place words in colander and let drain.
4. Quickly stir...
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superdee:
Wow, two or three servings... that should get the starved girl through the week if she's lucky! Mind you, change the 6 words and this wonderful creation might feed you for a lifetime 
grayblue:
so you got some, huh?
(From Toxicboy's journal)
WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER:
*Liked your voice? Speaking, or singing? Yes, No. As an aside, I think my laugh is getting more annoying as the years go by.
*Hurt yourself? Mentally, physically, emotionally? Yes, Yes, Yes. Stupid me.
*Been out of the country? China, Ireland, England, Jamaica, Mexico, does Canada count?
*Eaten something that made other people sick? Chicken feet,...
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER:
*Liked your voice? Speaking, or singing? Yes, No. As an aside, I think my laugh is getting more annoying as the years go by.
*Hurt yourself? Mentally, physically, emotionally? Yes, Yes, Yes. Stupid me.
*Been out of the country? China, Ireland, England, Jamaica, Mexico, does Canada count?
*Eaten something that made other people sick? Chicken feet,...
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shojo:
Blowtorch? Weld? Hm, is it wrong that this conversation is totally getting me randy?
sempi:
Hi.
Sick with jealousy at all the sex that I have been ordered to abstain from.
I hate everyone whose life is going Just Fine.
Inside and out, I hurt.
My world is upside-down.
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trismegistus:
Yes, I'm glad you're aware of that technique. It is referred to as spujitsu among the initiated.
trismegistus:
No. My little friend that sits inside my eardrum made it up. 
I've memorized the Health Office's operating hours.
Their phone number is #110 in my cell phone's speed dial.
I'm starting to know each nurse by name.
"Please undress to the waist and have a seat on the table" has been replaced with "You know the drill."
I think it's really cute and thoughtful that they now slip little socks over the plastic foot stirrups so...
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Their phone number is #110 in my cell phone's speed dial.
I'm starting to know each nurse by name.
"Please undress to the waist and have a seat on the table" has been replaced with "You know the drill."
I think it's really cute and thoughtful that they now slip little socks over the plastic foot stirrups so...
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dave_h:
dear juliana: I'm adding friends today. be mine.
shojo:
Well crap.. I think I've just found a goldmine of literary inspiration. I'll title the book "Diaries Of A Speculum: A Collection Of Short Stories".
Every night little Marianne with the rich, ripe breasts bent over her typewriter and typed fervid words about violent physical happenings. Certain facts affected her more than others.
She liked violence. That is why this situation with the young man was for her the most impossible of all situations. She could not believe that he would stand in a condition of physical excitement and so...
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She liked violence. That is why this situation with the young man was for her the most impossible of all situations. She could not believe that he would stand in a condition of physical excitement and so...
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applerecords1251:
I keep saying to myself, I should take that trip to SF, I finally realized I am lacking the conviction. I will have to find it so I know what I am missing.
vutek:
hi!!
i've become obsessed with finding a new, better job.
it has sort of sapped my main communication processor.
(dang, i so wrote that comment after putting Tron into my netflix q)
i've become obsessed with finding a new, better job.
it has sort of sapped my main communication processor.
(dang, i so wrote that comment after putting Tron into my netflix q)
Here's the part of the movie when I give you a fake note from my mom excusing my absence from SG and you say Hey, you're a big fat liar, and I say, Yeah, but I'm a sorry liar and I'll be back here tomorrow afternoon anyway, so lick it.
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punt:
I ain't lickin' nothin'!
Nice to see you again.
Nice to see you again.
scootershitstorm:
wow juliana juliana, YOU are the one who is too cool for school! you are making a brotha blush 
I wasn't here yesterday,
I'm not here today.
And uhm,
I guess I won't be here tomorrow, either.
... Wanna kiss my butt?
(Go ahead -- Most people tend to like it.)
I'm not here today.
And uhm,
I guess I won't be here tomorrow, either.
... Wanna kiss my butt?
(Go ahead -- Most people tend to like it.)
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vutek:
i may be too poor to make it this weekend.
but i still wanted to check to see if you needed anything.
but i still wanted to check to see if you needed anything.
applerecords1251:
I like your butt.
I nodded greeting to the guy holding a sign on the entrance to 280 South.
"HUNGRY. WILL WORK," it read.
He smiled, shyly, and dipped his head in return. Deep lines in his face smoothed for split seconds, unguarded and earnest as we met eyes.
Slow breath in,
Slow breath out.
I wanted to smile back, but somehow couldn't.
Instead I blew him a kiss,...
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"HUNGRY. WILL WORK," it read.
He smiled, shyly, and dipped his head in return. Deep lines in his face smoothed for split seconds, unguarded and earnest as we met eyes.
Slow breath in,
Slow breath out.
I wanted to smile back, but somehow couldn't.
Instead I blew him a kiss,...
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vim:
stop that...now i'm a sobbing mess....you know how fragile i am....*sniff*...i cry for cheerios commercials for god's sake!!!
bean:
Your sister is awesome. She left a pretty good bite mark on my arm. All of us had a great time the other night, although I may have been a bit more out of control than I would've liked. When is she going to get an account?
Hey,
I know I didn't have enough courage to say it over the phone, but
I'm grateful you're still my friend.
I love you, Larisa.
-- Me
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jj_r0x0rz:
ok ok..it is up now..behold the glory of the azn skoolgirlness...
thefuckoffkid:
Hey gorgeous girl. I'm semi-back, but still on holiday, so doing occasional posts from a laptop. But I'm popping in daily (usually). 
Great to see you.
Great to see you. Dear LA,
I am sooo glad I got to know you a little better this time around. That group that's named after you, y'know, SGLA? ... yeah, they rock.
But now the time has come where I leave you and go back to my City by the Bay. Please don't try to keep me from leaving -- I must go.
I'm gonna miss you this...
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I am sooo glad I got to know you a little better this time around. That group that's named after you, y'know, SGLA? ... yeah, they rock.
But now the time has come where I leave you and go back to my City by the Bay. Please don't try to keep me from leaving -- I must go.
I'm gonna miss you this...
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nonsense:
l.a. will miss you too. come back soon....like, before june!
p.s. bbkf or i will send you some pics from nye ;-)
1 per email though, otherwise they'll get bounced back.
p.s. bbkf or i will send you some pics from nye ;-)
1 per email though, otherwise they'll get bounced back.
papawheelie:
hrm. maybe going north for the winter was a retarded idea...
! Party dresses and alcohol and Polaroid cameras !
Tonight had better rock,
... lest I be forced to shed the last vestige of my clothing and run down public motorways screaming "ROCK, DAMN YOU, NIGHT -- ROCK!!!"
Happy Neues Jahre, everyone -- Feliz Navidad?
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New Year Party Pop Quiz:
Juliana:
1) Ran down public motorways screaming. (True or False?)
2) Shed the...
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Tonight had better rock,
... lest I be forced to shed the last vestige of my clothing and run down public motorways screaming "ROCK, DAMN YOU, NIGHT -- ROCK!!!"
Happy Neues Jahre, everyone -- Feliz Navidad?
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New Year Party Pop Quiz:
Juliana:
1) Ran down public motorways screaming. (True or False?)
2) Shed the...
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grayblue:
i took care of that whole "damned to hell thing" a long time ago. you're gonna have to find some other way to get rid of me. 
victorian:
True
True
can i have a kiss in the rain anyways?
ill give YOU a cookie
True
can i have a kiss in the rain anyways?
ill give YOU a cookie
but, man oh man, it was fucking amazing!
i miss you!
But alas; I will never be old except for the fact that everything hurts when the weather is cold?
Almost everything.