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Life is super complicated lately but I fret well so I bear it with an unusual grace. Clever shuffling of funds and hard work means I get to sit in peace and quiet in my own little world, but its an uphill climb and I'll eventually need to do something else. I need more jobs but for that I need more time. there is never...
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rhanarose:
I believe in letting all the bad stuff get out - air it out, so to speak. That way the negative feelings don't collect inside and fester into an abcess that eventually bursts and get UGLY!
Just my thoughts......
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smite:
Well maybe i can convert you wink
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I don't know why everyone is hating on MSG. MSG is fucking delicious. I wish they offered it in my local seasoning aisle.

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sadista:
Well I guess I love MSG too, because I love me some mushrooms and cow meat.
fatkidlovescake:
MSG isn't bad for you at all. its like everything in life, just don't have too much of it.
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I've become mildly popular lately, so much so that I'm messing up my phone bill. Small price to pay, really, but I'm trying to save money. I would typically use barely 150 minutes a month, and send about 600 texts. This month I've topped out at 2800 minutes and 3500 texts. I've had to buy a cheap paygo phone with unlimited minutes on it so...
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azkadellia:
Stop calling so many hookers and you're phone bill will be fine.
dryad:
Oh really?
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Proper update:

I'm good. In theory. Always something though, isnt it?

Rent is going up. I could handle living here alone before, and if I seriously shut down everything other than working or eating I might be able to continue but I'm mulling over the idea of a roommate. But I don't want to stay in asheville much longer than I need to so I'm...
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mildots:
Keep on keepin on brother.
dryad:
I'll be sad if you move away.
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The shackles, large cast iron casings big enough to wrap my forearms, sap my strength, leaving me unable to raise my fists in defiance. Heavy chains wrap my ankles, trapping me in place. The pallor on the walls, designed to break my spirit, play tricks on my eyes, causing vertigo and hallucinations. And the voices, are they voices? Whispers and hushed tones spelling out my...
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darke:
You aren't facing it if it rules you. It's about going eye to eye and not flinching. The point is, even when you can do that, you have to face the fact that your wellspring of self-knowledge does nothing to change the nature of everything around you. And you accept living in a world you did not make and accept what satisfaction you can or you can rail against it and be a miserable, bitter fuck.
heathen:
Hold strong.
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I'm kind of domesticated. moreso than I had originally thought. I have a dirty background filled with crime and drugs and jail and homelessness, but how far have I come..

I returned some lamps to Bed Bath & Beyond today because they didnt match the decor at all.

I don't know whether you should congratulate me or beat me senseless.

worst part? I bought a...
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sadista:
Target has nice lamps. tongue
Don't think of it as being domesticated, think of it as blingin' out your crib.
Also, decorating doesn't have to be for wussies. When my parents came over once and and I showed them the new lights and bedding in the bedroom, and my dad said "It's a pagan den!" I knew I did something right.
boleyn:
I'm going to some little town in Ohio (where my friend's from) so her mom and sisters can go with her to help pick out her wedding dress. Then we're going to hit up all the little hole in the wall bars smile
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I was supposed to meet a friend at my favorite wing place for beers and karaoke tonight. She flaked on me. I decided to soldier on, because nobody likes a quitter. In the span of 3 hours I managed to make half a dozen new friends, land a side job, make an entire table of women simultaneously fall in love with me, corrupt a girl...
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marksy:
Wow! that sounds like a good game to win at. I would "like this" but i forget which site i am on sometimes...
rabidbuttons:
yes! You win!
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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people...
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darke:
Marianne Williamson does have a way with words.
desdmonia:
word
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I do kinda miss sleeping next to someone.

I told several of my female friends I'd make them dinner if they'd crash next to me in return. They all said no. But to the very last, each one turned me down because they know they'd fuck me and none of them want to complicate the great friendships we have with sex. Which, you know, is...
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ohash:
I've never had a friends with benefits relationship go wrong, but maybe I've just gotten lucky? I personally think they're one of the best things ever...
marksy:
I was flattered once --
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For the next 3 days I'll be working my ass off for North Carolina's tax free weekend. Where thousands of assholes will cram into my store to save 6.75% on a small segment of electronics. These are the same people who will repeatedly ignore a 10% off coupon for 362 days of the year.

By about 1pm I'll wish I had enjoyed a big bowl...
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cosmicgirl:
Good luck with the tax free crowds! Breakfast is the most important meal of the day you know...
boleyn:
I"m with tmobile, and we aren't due for an upgrade until May frown
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Being me is super exhausting most days. It'll pay off one day.

I hope.
mildots:
Being awesome is super exhausting. :p