jessewestend

no one read my story.

here this is shorter:

The Red Line

I feel like the sadness welling up within me is the most beautiful thing in the world, the dreams and the flashes of memories; the melted faces and the blended words... all the tears and harshness and all the soft Dewey kisses... all the love I could punch into a wall is slicing...
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workin on a picture post, brb...

oh my god I had the best spontaneous birthday party ever last night. i love my friends and I love my life. And I love all of you.


ps. all i want for my birthday is the SG DVD

Palo Suicide
6:23 girls are crazy sometimes..
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6:23 eh
6:24 girls are crazy all the time
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6:24 we hide it well when we're flirting
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6:24 and i hide my coldness
6:24 and fear
6:25 which makes up a good 68% of m being
6:25 the rest is water
6:25 and a cute tshirt

So god put down your gun cant you see we're dead...
god put down your hand can't you see we're not listening?
And the microphone was unplugged so we screamed at the top of our lungs...

I hung out with my adopted group of Indie kids tonight, poor little guys. Its so weird to say things that i take for obvious and hear them say...
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The mid became the south after the dams gave out
the sky cried and took away the ground
and we all fell down
to our knees
on the few dry streets
slidell is gone, gulf shores too,
I'm doing fine, how are you?
and the more it rains, the more things change
and I know it'll never be the same
Old Lake Pontchartrain
is Lake...
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when the hurricane hit waffle house, you can bet your ass i was there, serving customers in a suit on my night off and watching Ong Bak. Pictures... oh such pictures. love my loves. i need sleep.

It felt good to stay for 8 hours like i used to... I never used to give up on the night... now I give up all the time......
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guess who gave up half his tables, sat on his ass all night, going so far as to play a customer's dulcimer for a good while, and drank whiskey and coke while serving?

I did.

And I made over 5 dollars a table. 21 tables, 100+ dollars.

the guy who got my other 12 tables had 43 tickets, yeah, he made 56 bucks I think....
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Black Thursday/ Friday of Doom has officially ended. God damn do I need sleep. Work was hell. But nice somehow, now that i have left any ways...

wow! 31 comments... i feel quite loved. as a happy little tear runs down my cheek and I curl up for bed I leave you with a story. Some of you may have read this, if so, read...
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