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fatality:
Haha, hot.
rodan:
lol - you'd be my favorite cat, that's for sure smile
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lucylynne:
awww thanks! Some of those anime movies are wicked. There was one where a girl was molested by a flower or plant or something! Quite amusing : )
lucylynne:
awww thanks! Some of those anime movies are wicked. There was one where a girl was molested by a flower or plant or something! Quite amusing : )
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thanks for your comments and stuff, everyone smile sorry i didn't reply to any of you, busy studying and all that. speaking of which, i took my art history 1 exam today. guess what? the projector broke in the middle of it, so we couldn't answer a bunch of the questions, so all the students automatically have twenty points on the exam now. also, the essay...
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kingskottie:
love
freon:
I'm wishing you a merry birthday now, because I know I'll be out of town for your *actual* birthday.

That, and I'm scatter-brained like a crack-fed cocatrice.

Enjoy yourself!
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edit: on a happier note, i'm a siren

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i was just thinking yesterday about how my birthday's coming up soon... then i realized just how unfair life is right now.

the guy who hurt me recently was an ex-boyfriend. we dated for eight months, and after we broke up neither of us wanted to tell our parents about it, so we've kept up this...
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bedheadchicken:
hey there

I was away for a week and unable to check in so I'm just reading this now. I won't get all soapbox on you, but I hope things are ok, or rather, I hope things improve.

a hug and a kiss if it means anything.

xoxo
fhaknlknaoinoain:
you have intimidating beauty for sure.

i think i saw a glimpse of your smoking body on a banner here on this site up on the top of a page, but then some other advertiser made it disappear. i haven't read back to your other entries yet, but did you get a banner deal from some company>??

see ya-

p.s. why pretend to date? if you come up straight to both parent parties, they won't be too shocked, will they? i mean, shit like this happens at our ages..
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edit: on a happier note, my new profile pic is teh hawtness smile

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so, last night after i wrote that journal entry, i finally couldn't hold back any longer...

i was talking to _thegrifter_ on the phone, and we were talking about it, and i kept trying to hold it in... because, even though he's a really good friend and it feels really good to...
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vampirate:
Aaaand... thank you for your b-day wishes! smile blush
lynxkarma:
hey hun,

sorry i am just replying now, i haven't had internet (well the use of a web-browser) in well.. weeks! it is all very annoying and i can't really check out SG on campus as i'm sure you know... but anyway... i want you to call me, please! i would call you now, but it is 12am and i don't want to wake you. if you are around and read this before it gets heaps late, please call me. i get home around 10 tomorrow, if you want to talk then. let me be here for you love!! and if you want me to kill him i can do that as well! you know i love you and while i'm small i can still hold you. smile

take care my love. and smile and call me!!!
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i still haven't let myself cry. i've held it in. i don't want to cry alone. i want someone to be there with me, to hold me in their arms. i deserve that. i deserve to be comforted. for god's sake, i deserve to not have to cry alone.

so yeah, the guy... the one who really fucked up... i talked to him, and he...
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rodan:
I think I've started this half a dozen times wink (plus one as I accidentally close the browser before I save my comment - argh!)

Anyway - I think I'm just going to opt for straightforward - any suggestions I might offer are probably things you've already thought of or wouldn't be helpful anyway.

So --

You're welcome.

If I can help, please ask.
chocolatedonut:
....so beautiful, you made me play with my mechanical dictionary. shocked
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i am horribly upset, and no one's even going to die for this.

he knew better. he knows me. he knows my issues, he knows my past. and the other day, he royally fucked up. he didn't do something a little bad or kind of bad; he really fucked up. i'm trying not to cry. i didn't cry when he did it, and i'm not...
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ultimatelewser:
frown Whatever it is that happened, I'm sorry to hear it.

*hugs tightly*
jennifer:
it wasn't bad it just didn't feel like easter.
<33333 to you happy monday sweetheart may you have a awesome week!
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i'm a movie star! yay!

... ok, not really, but it sounded cool.

yesterday, i helped lynxkarma with a video project she had to do for class. she decided to use me for the film, and she wanted to tape me being an insane girl with no eyes (i'm so glad she thought of me for this part... i really hope i wasn't typecast, because......
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latchbeam:
Very nice, congrats on the movie star status! biggrin
latchbeam:
Very nice, congrats on the movie star status! biggrin
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spring break started yesterday for me. yay!! no classes = good.

i just finished watching the incredibles with mogmagus. it was actually better than i thought it was gonna be. i liked violet; she was cool. i also liked mirage (she was soooo hot), and i was disappointed that they revealed so little about her character. but yeah, i was surprised; i figured the...
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zanafar:
I might have to give it a shot smile
jaggy:
i think the sex scenes were way too graphic, though.
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my short story: deep down

once again, i finally got off my ass and finished rewriting "deep down." it's a good story. i wrote it back in high school, and then i rewrote it last semester for my fiction writing class. however, there were a few things that needed changing, and tonight i finally made the changes. finally.

i might write a whole big thing...
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zanafar:
Very cool
It seems to me that she was just seeing things in a differnt view. Still all the same things just saw them in a less ...ummmm...."happy" way. Like the thing with the high heals....I dont see any diff between heels and nails....both make you walk funny and likely hurt like hell.
The world is a toilet....and thats how she saw it.
morepot:
The inside of your head is a very scary place.... thanks for sharing it with the world. What an amazing... and disturbing story.
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mangrum887:
Not all exams are bad...he he.... Look forward to reading your new work...
rodan:
lol - as long as it works, go for it! smile
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it's been over a week since my last cigarette. i don't smell like smoke anymore; that makes me very happy.

people thought that taking wellbutrin meant i was insane. hah! no, it shows i know how to use my resources to the fullest, because taking wellbutrin means i don't get any physical cravings for cigarettes. sometimes i miss it, there's a slight psychological dependence, but...
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aproximation:
Congrats on not smoking! I hear the first two weeks are the hardest.

You are a digital queen right: do you do any code as art stuff?
rodan:
Yay! No smoking good!

And isn't all code art? (well, no, actually not, I can provide examples wink )