did he hear me when i spoke?
or was i quiet in his ears?
was i distant?
away from his heart?
did i fall when he said goodbye?
did i trip on my own words?
was i misunderstood?
why did he look away?
can't i say what i mean?
does he hear me?
does he hear me?
am i trapped?
is he headed afar?
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or was i quiet in his ears?
was i distant?
away from his heart?
did i fall when he said goodbye?
did i trip on my own words?
was i misunderstood?
why did he look away?
can't i say what i mean?
does he hear me?
does he hear me?
am i trapped?
is he headed afar?
away...
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darkskyy1:
thanks again for your help! Being that the numbers of SG's now wanting copies of the magazine are growing by the second, I may need help with shipping, but I can definately get you a copy or two!
darkskyy1:
thanks babe
thanks babethe cramps fucking kicked my ass last night!!! what an amazing fucking show. i've never seen them before, i was however very impressed. and damn that poison ivy and those legs....she's so hot!!!!!
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miami:
Hey!
So...are you coming to our movie, or what?
So...are you coming to our movie, or what?
littledeadkid:
i want teeth like the lead singer
i looked at him as though i would never see him again and perhaps i wont know until the next time i do but for now i can only wonder and gaze into his blue eyes his brown hair touseled over his face and pale skin glows from beneath [ dont you cry tonight i still love you] i can feel his hot breath on...
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racer_x:
you..mean it. oh V i think of you always....be well.....dduh.
you..mean it. oh V i think of you always....be well.....dduh.
bigirishhead:
Wow. Quite poignant and beautifully written. Hope it is fictional, but fear it is not. I wish you strength if the latter proves accurate! 
sometimes saying less......is more
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demigauge:
merf...
things have been on the up-swing. a good thing too....i have had an amazing weekend already. aside from work....i got to see my best friend yesterday and got to hang out w/ some of the nicest guys i know. 
Vancouver, BC is fucking amazing! i seriously did not want to leave, it is such a beatuful city, however the orginization of the streets in canada...
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demigauge:
hey hey...i need you help on somthing...contact me on aim
johnnyvonbondie:
super glad to hear you had a great time in BC!
my weekend? not so cool. work work work.
it's ok though, i need to make up some money after my last two weekends.
you play, you pay.
have a good sunday!
i wanna go record shopping but i way tired...
what would jayne do?
jesse
my weekend? not so cool. work work work.
it's ok though, i need to make up some money after my last two weekends.
you play, you pay.
have a good sunday!
i wanna go record shopping but i way tired...
what would jayne do?
jesse
another nose bleed last night...this time in the middle of the night. i remember touching my nose to see if it was blood...and i swear it wasn't, but when i woke up, i had blood on my face.
i went to the doctor today...but i have to call in the morning to get an appointment to see someone.
sometimes i think my change to veggie...
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i went to the doctor today...but i have to call in the morning to get an appointment to see someone.
sometimes i think my change to veggie...
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demigauge:
merf...i hope you will be ok
kristy_lyn:
i really hope you're ok Jayne
*kisses*
*kisses*
another bloody nose again this morning. it was short, but this time it was on the bus and i got it on my favorite shirt!!! sad
the kitties are growling at each other, the first meeting is always hard, i hope they work it out.
sad
the kitties are growling at each other, the first meeting is always hard, i hope they work it out.
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johnnyvonbondie:
hi!
jesse
jesse
nectar:
you are so lovely..... thought id let you know......
my cat woke me up too early this morning. i feel back to sleep but then i was yanked out of bed again w/ a bloody nose. damnit, i hate it when that happens. i wonder what that says about the way today is going to go. hopefully nothing, i'm sure it just means i'm off to a rough start, but it has to get...
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johnnyvonbondie:
btw, i hope you like at least one of those cd's! 
moving sucks, i hope it goes ok.
ttyl.
jesse
moving sucks, i hope it goes ok.
ttyl.
jesse
digdug:
im gettin so excited!
i saw a book today on a certain subject (you know what) and i almost bought it for you, but i thought that you would probably find something better. it wasnt the best book anyway, cuz most of the stuff seemed too recent. old skool is the way to go.
i saw a book today on a certain subject (you know what) and i almost bought it for you, but i thought that you would probably find something better. it wasnt the best book anyway, cuz most of the stuff seemed too recent. old skool is the way to go.
not much to say cept my car's fixed and i'm moving into my new place! the end of the quarter draws near....so much to do and not nearly enough time
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fred:
ah-ha - so there is good news after all.
be sure to stomp out a tune on that tennessee fiddle of yours...
ah-ha - so there is good news after all.
be sure to stomp out a tune on that tennessee fiddle of yours...
johnnyvonbondie:
i'm home!
i just wanna say that is was soooooo great to finally meet you and that i had a great time at dinner and even more fun just chatting with you.
you're wonderful and i'd love to do it again sometime!
i have friday off from work and if you want to stop by my neiborhood for on your way up north for lunch or whatever that would be rad!
i hope we didn't keep you out to late the other night.
i'll ttys!
jesse
ps: did i leave my blue sunglasses in your car?
i can't find them and i'm quite saddened by this.
bye
i just wanna say that is was soooooo great to finally meet you and that i had a great time at dinner and even more fun just chatting with you.
you're wonderful and i'd love to do it again sometime!
i have friday off from work and if you want to stop by my neiborhood for on your way up north for lunch or whatever that would be rad!
i hope we didn't keep you out to late the other night.
i'll ttys!
jesse
ps: did i leave my blue sunglasses in your car?
i can't find them and i'm quite saddened by this.
bye
push it away push it away
close my eyes
run
blind me
bleeding white
into my soul
show me
see
dying away
let me hide
crawling inside
holding
push me away
throw me aside
tear me apart
why
close my eyes
run
blind me
bleeding white
into my soul
show me
see
dying away
let me hide
crawling inside
holding
push me away
throw me aside
tear me apart
why
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atillathehun:
A bold plan draen by assholes to screw morons
News at 11!!, but first
A long serious look at what's seeping from that open sore
Perhaps you should STOP PICKING AT IT!!
I never felt so alone, I never felt so used, I never felt so...excited.
OK, that's life, that's what I was told anyway
and picking your feet until they bleed may only be the half of it. - Rob Wright,
News at 11!!, but first
A long serious look at what's seeping from that open sore
Perhaps you should STOP PICKING AT IT!!
I never felt so alone, I never felt so used, I never felt so...excited.
OK, that's life, that's what I was told anyway
and picking your feet until they bleed may only be the half of it. - Rob Wright,
fred:
kinda reminds me of a cure song from "head on the door"
So how's that carburetor doing?
[Edited on May 25, 2003]
So how's that carburetor doing?
[Edited on May 25, 2003]
ok, now i told you it would get worse. so it's my carborator.....(spelling? i dont know) anyway, they want way too fucking much to fix it. so my car will sit for a while, until i can afford to fix it...then i'll sell it. damn thing. i swear, i hate cars!
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johnnyvonbondie:
hey there pretty girl!
i am alive and well after one of the best trips of my life!
prom was so rad!
sf maybe the coolest US city i have ever been to!
and yup! i'll be in town on saturday and i so wanna hook up for chow and whatnot!
how are things with you?
details, details, details...
ttys
jesse
i am alive and well after one of the best trips of my life!
prom was so rad!
sf maybe the coolest US city i have ever been to!
and yup! i'll be in town on saturday and i so wanna hook up for chow and whatnot!
how are things with you?
details, details, details...
ttys
jesse
quinn:
car maintenance can suck...i think i proclaimed last month during my car problems that i was going to buy a horse instead....
good luck with the car thing.
good luck with the car thing.
i now must wonder if it is even possible for my weekend, or upcoming week for that matter could get any worse. i venture to think not....however, now that i've said so, i am a little afraid. you see, that is just how my life and luck works. let me just explain to you how badly my weekend has gone so far.
yesterday, directly after...
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supernovice:
Rain, rain go away... Will summer never come?
Hope your weekend wasn't as bad as you predicted..
Hope your weekend wasn't as bad as you predicted..
topbanana66:
Jayne will Prevail.............Keep yelling at them! xoxox