jaybugg

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

no tool album at the BX yet. nor any mail even though i have not checked it in over a week. shitty way to end my day.

fuck it im going to sleep.

Going home earlier than expected. get car. go on two day tour with Ice and band. hang out with Dan in maryland. Then ohio. then NC. it will be good. i think. i need new TOOL album/mail. eat more chicken.

I have come to a conclusion. As this account was a gift I will keep using it, however When it is up I most likely will not be keeping it. oh friggity well lol.

mostly b/c yes of course in part this site is to see wonderful works of art of nude women which i adore almost every set ive seen, Adria's and a couple...
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gone are the days in which we cared. gone are the friendships we spared.

AN EPIPHANY~!

a tape recorder. the tiny kind with lil tapes to record upon.

i must get one. no longer will i have to try and put whats in my head onto paper or into a journal no one reads!

tomorrow tape recorder or perhaps later today. actually. now. i go get one now!.

Consider everything you want in life like oil in water.

everytime...
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Every social interaction you have is masturbatory in some sense.
Gaining pleasure yourself, socially, through others. Very self-righteous.

On the flipside. its dreadfully apparent I have not had one of these social ejaculations in some time.

Topic- Woman I like
Problem- She is still stuck on old relationship with someone horrible. So everything not immidiatly tied to him or work is pushed away
Solution- not sure yet. answers anyone?

I am leaning towards letting them go as we both know I won't be involved all that much.

I am going to work on my theory of how The human race has a pure mental state of Lesch Nyhan Disease.

What is it that causes fear exactly?

From observation and experiance its from something either unwanted or unknown impressing itself into our daily rituals.
A thing, so to speak, probing itself into our painstakingly created comfort bubbles, bursting them like overfilled balloons.

This...
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Dan Spitz's wife, Candi is sending me a package b/c she loves me like a lil rascally brother

Who is Dan spitz and his wife you ask? look him up

I have been playing City of Villains WAY too much lately. I got some bad ass looking guys though.

so. I will be in north carolina, maryland, pa, nj, and va area in August, Sept timeframe. show some love and make me come visit. (sidenote. this is where you use your amazing hookup skills morgan and introduce me to people )

garrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr JAGER SHOT TIME

at the height of my percocete high. i sit here staring at a space in the wall, wishing for some piece of mind knowing that i will die someday with my honor intact.

I just want to be buried soon with the grace of my forefathers.

stare long enough into a mirror. something you hate will eventually start staring back at you.

Sephiroth......You are a pussy.

Kefka would kick your ass.

That is all. Back to percocete and Final Fantasy III.