i put it all on black
no color you're all dressed in
and a stab in the back
left you bleeding on the floor
and i'm mourning the death
the recent passing of your insides
i smile in regret
every time i think of how i spoke to you
i put it all in back
of my mind where i hold you
i'm just trying...
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no color you're all dressed in
and a stab in the back
left you bleeding on the floor
and i'm mourning the death
the recent passing of your insides
i smile in regret
every time i think of how i spoke to you
i put it all in back
of my mind where i hold you
i'm just trying...
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my kitties missing 
I got to talk on the phone to one of my bestfriends iv'e never met
it was great! i thought it would be like a half hr conversation but it turned into like 3 or 4 hrsss it was great! made me really happy, i love that fuckn girl! 
who wants to go to work for me? i'm swweepy.
I got to talk on the phone to one of my bestfriends iv'e never met
it was great! i thought it would be like a half hr conversation but it turned into like 3 or 4 hrsss it was great! made me really happy, i love that fuckn girl!
who wants to go to work for me? i'm swweepy.
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scylla:
I hope your kitty came back! grr i am never around to chitty mc chat with you. Grr! And it is cliched but when other people are happy I get groovy. yay! anyway. porn+scylla+library=hilarity ensuing! so I will popple off.
kiscica:
so um. i love you.
(sooooooooo glad your little kitten came home!!!)
(sooooooooo glad your little kitten came home!!!)
i worked 9 1/2 hrs on my first day of work. 
two of my piercings healed up, because i cant wear any of them. 
but other than that it was a lonnnnnggg fun time at work.
i gotta get a 2nd job though tomorrow so that i can afford my insurance
gahhhh, i hate having to dish out shit loads of cash that i dont...
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two of my piercings healed up, because i cant wear any of them. but other than that it was a lonnnnnggg fun time at work.
i gotta get a 2nd job though tomorrow so that i can afford my insurance
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sebsis:
Hey girl! I just sent you another car car email.
Oh, I was what we called a "non". I wasn't anything.
In truth I was a punk, but no one knew what that was then, I didn't really know I was at the time. I just did what I wanted, expressed myself when I bothered to talk to people at all, and for my part.
I was pretty lonely, but I had music to keep me company, and eventually a few friends.
In Elementary school, and middle school, I was a poor nerd who got picked on all the time. I got sent to the office for reading my entire text book in class and then grabbing other books in class and reading them, like encycloedias and stuff.
*Big Hugz*
I'll be in touch soon about the storage locker thing.
Oh, I was what we called a "non". I wasn't anything.
In truth I was a punk, but no one knew what that was then, I didn't really know I was at the time. I just did what I wanted, expressed myself when I bothered to talk to people at all, and for my part.
I was pretty lonely, but I had music to keep me company, and eventually a few friends.
In Elementary school, and middle school, I was a poor nerd who got picked on all the time. I got sent to the office for reading my entire text book in class and then grabbing other books in class and reading them, like encycloedias and stuff.
*Big Hugz*
I'll be in touch soon about the storage locker thing.
dango:
I was broke as a fuck'n joke to. 
I allways wanted what the other kid had (and if he was a dick, I took it from him) but now when I think about it, I'm probly a more well rounded person. I was usualy friends with everybody or at least had an aquaintence with everyone. I liked to steal alot, blow shit up in the mountains and drink alot. Now I have plenty of monney so I dont have to steal and I blow shit up for my job and I still like to get shit faced every now and then. Laters You sexie Thang You.
I allways wanted what the other kid had (and if he was a dick, I took it from him) but now when I think about it, I'm probly a more well rounded person. I was usualy friends with everybody or at least had an aquaintence with everyone. I liked to steal alot, blow shit up in the mountains and drink alot. Now I have plenty of monney so I dont have to steal and I blow shit up for my job and I still like to get shit faced every now and then. Laters You sexie Thang You. i HATE girls!!! 
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sebsis:
You do not!
les:
if i wear my strap on will you hate me?
I got a new black dress with white polka dots, with a cute little black sweater/jasket type thingey and white fishy nets im going to be wearing to my sisters wedding next saturday with big bad motherfuckn hooker boots! 
anddddd i'm getting a wig like the chick on pulpfiction who over doesed on cocaine!
it's going to look darlinnnnng.
annndddd i got some new smelly...
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anddddd i'm getting a wig like the chick on pulpfiction who over doesed on cocaine!
it's going to look darlinnnnng.
annndddd i got some new smelly...
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jasperellah:
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[Edited on Sep 13, 2003]
[Edited on Sep 13, 2003]
les:
oh yeah....... you're in utah. fuck utah! come get naked in michigan with me and bathory.
I gotta pee! say's the chicken
Tonight was THE night! And where were you?! I had SO much fun! I sannng my little lungs right the FUCK out! Sooo uhh, im lungless..so i dont have long to type this to you before i fall over and die! and soon after that... i will look like HIM ~~> i know that maks you horney baby! 
Ok,...
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Tonight was THE night! And where were you?! I had SO much fun! I sannng my little lungs right the FUCK out! Sooo uhh, im lungless..so i dont have long to type this to you before i fall over and die! and soon after that... i will look like HIM ~~>
i know that maks you horney baby!
Ok,...
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twwly:
that sounds like quite the night!
look at you and your new name!
look at you and your new name!
applerecords1251:
you are one sick puppy. Is there a puppy icon? There should be one puking cause he is sick, that would be you. I love reading about what crazy shit happens at your cowboy singing bar. Some weird crazy shit yo'
Check out jivesucka52's sexay set in the 'my pics section' hahaa, it's good shit! check it! or die!
Tonight, im going to hang with the bang! bang!! wha wha? I think im gonna chill with my baybehs anna and bones- its gonna rock it! you wish you could come!
Who wants a girlfriend? I need an internet person.. bid bid bid! boys, girls, dogs... whateva'...
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hahaa, it's good shit! check it! or die!
Tonight, im going to hang with the bang! bang!! wha wha? I think im gonna chill with my baybehs anna and bones- its gonna rock it! you wish you could come!
Who wants a girlfriend? I need an internet person.. bid bid bid! boys, girls, dogs... whateva'...
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applerecords1251:
You finally changed the name. We are all so proud of you. Now I know where to find you. Sounds like you are still rocking the house. Great taste in men. He is just so yummy. (imagine that puking icon here)
pr0ject605:
Oh will you stop with the pouty faces and the beggin! As tempting as it is to see just HOW much you want that song, there's no need to act desperate
And there's also no need to worry about paying me for it or anything. I'd easily be able to email it or even direct connect to you on AIM and send it to you like that. Just let me know how I can get it to you so I can *ahem* give it to ya
And there's also no need to worry about paying me for it or anything. I'd easily be able to email it or even direct connect to you on AIM and send it to you like that. Just let me know how I can get it to you so I can *ahem* give it to ya
Bo-HA! yo yo yo.
Guess who has to go to work?
I just ate an egg roll...it was really good.
I need to delete some of my fav pics, so i can fit room for a few from twwly and gabes hot hot hot set!
I slept in my car with my kittie last night, because it was rainy and cold -I hate that she...
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Guess who has to go to work?
I just ate an egg roll...it was really good.
I need to delete some of my fav pics, so i can fit room for a few from twwly and gabes hot hot hot set!
I slept in my car with my kittie last night, because it was rainy and cold
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sebsis:
Quit sleeping in the car damnit! Your neck was sore last week in case you forgot! I swear I am going to worry myself to death about you and a couple of other people!
jivesucka52:
You're so sweet to your cat...Are you that sweet to your friends? Rawr...Heheh...Just reminding you to check out my pics because you told me to remind you. It's funny shit. Hahaha. Bye my dear.
*EDIT* *edit* - To sayyyyyy- I changed my name to Jasper bwa ha ha no more ellah for you kiddies!
I Just got back from going to lunch with my sweet baby lover Anna
And now i have an interview in sf, in 30 mins, and i have no make-p on, and i havent eatn breakfast and im really tired.
*Goal for the day- Return...
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estrada:
I'm going to take the ellah, since you're not using it any longer.
thefuckoffkid:
*smooch* Good to see ya. 
My goals? It's late, so now, to go eat, relax, not worry about some stuff that I can worry about tomorrow and be productive about then. Hope yours was fun!
My goals? It's late, so now, to go eat, relax, not worry about some stuff that I can worry about tomorrow and be productive about then. Hope yours was fun!
Hows this for a short entry?
ps- whats goin' on in yr neck o' le woods? yr gettn' laid tonight huh? lucky fuckers!
ps- whats goin' on in yr neck o' le woods? yr gettn' laid tonight huh? lucky fuckers!
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leightsy:
heh heh... yes, yes I am
leightsy:
nope, not tonight.. just this morning.. twice
heh heh, whose the lucky fucker??
heh heh, whose the lucky fucker??
This is gonna be a short one.
-Go look at my pics!! if you love me you'll do it! hah, i need peoples critisism- i'm wanting to do another set- and i want it to get accepted this time. My good friend and piercer is going to shoot it for me, but i need your help tellig me as members wha tyou would like to...
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-Go look at my pics!! if you love me you'll do it! hah, i need peoples critisism- i'm wanting to do another set- and i want it to get accepted this time. My good friend and piercer is going to shoot it for me, but i need your help tellig me as members wha tyou would like to...
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kiscica:
it's jaaaaaaaaaaasperellah daaaaaaay. *dancey dance* *throws confetti*
i think you're severely lacking something in your pictures and that would be me. i should be there playing too. or just sitting there gawking and drooling which would be just as well. mwaha. no but really? i looove all of your pictures. i wish so much that i could help with ideas on how to improve to ensure that you get accepted, but in all honesty, if it was my decision, you'd have been accepted a LONG LONG LONG time ago. seeeeriously. so i'm at a loss with advice i'm afraid.
i want to hear you sing SOO bad. i bet you have a magnificent voice. i can't sing to save my life...but that doesn't stop me from busting out a tune pretty much constantly. i drive people crazy because i'm awful but they can suck my penis. (zAh?? ) seriously though, if that's your passion, follow it sweetheart. and then do a concert in my city. i'll be your biggest fan EVER. absolutely.
*a million hugs and cuddles and smoochies for you*
i think you're severely lacking something in your pictures and that would be me. i should be there playing too. or just sitting there gawking and drooling which would be just as well. mwaha.
no but really? i looove all of your pictures. i wish so much that i could help with ideas on how to improve to ensure that you get accepted, but in all honesty, if it was my decision, you'd have been accepted a LONG LONG LONG time ago. seeeeriously. so i'm at a loss with advice i'm afraid.
i want to hear you sing SOO bad. i bet you have a magnificent voice. i can't sing to save my life...but that doesn't stop me from busting out a tune pretty much constantly. i drive people crazy because i'm awful but they can suck my penis. (zAh??
) seriously though, if that's your passion, follow it sweetheart. and then do a concert in my city. i'll be your biggest fan EVER. absolutely.
*a million hugs and cuddles and smoochies for you*
kiscica:
ps. go take a peeeek in your email missy!!!!
Its TIME motherfuckaz' for what you say?
A new entryyyyyy. yes oh es oh yes indeed baby.
aight bitch ass motherfuckaz' check it yo, i got my price on my sg tattoo im getting, its gonna be 80-90 buck-a-roos, i guess my tattoo artists' giving me a deal too, so thats sweet, Im gettin it right smack on my twatty, he said its because i...
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A new entryyyyyy. yes oh es oh yes indeed baby.
aight bitch ass motherfuckaz' check it yo, i got my price on my sg tattoo im getting, its gonna be 80-90 buck-a-roos, i guess my tattoo artists' giving me a deal too, so thats sweet, Im gettin it right smack on my twatty, he said its because i...
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kiscica:
just a quick little stop in to say that i saw the tribute picture of you and cinder...and damn near fell off my chair with excitement. holy hell.
i have so much to say to you. tomorrow night is kiscica's catch up with jasperellah night. i'm gonna log on and read your journal and comment my fingers raw and then hop over to email and reply to all of your lovely little messages and then i'm gonna grab me some paper and a pen, and i'm gonna write a big long letter. and then i'll feel all joyous and fulfilled. cause i miss you and i adore the pants off of you (errr well i WISH on the pants part anyways...mwahaha )
prepare for kiscica overload tomorrow night. raaawr.
*love love love*
i have so much to say to you. tomorrow night is kiscica's catch up with jasperellah night. i'm gonna log on and read your journal and comment my fingers raw and then hop over to email and reply to all of your lovely little messages and then i'm gonna grab me some paper and a pen, and i'm gonna write a big long letter. and then i'll feel all joyous and fulfilled. cause i miss you and i adore the pants off of you (errr well i WISH on the pants part anyways...mwahaha
)
prepare for kiscica overload tomorrow night. raaawr.
*love love love*
estrada:
Whoa, a pubic tattoo. That's mega-rad.
I just watched some Captain N: The Gamemaster and that Megaman saying Mega-insert word here has dug into my brain. Mega-bummer.
I think I broke a finger once, but it was just a ring finger.
I just watched some Captain N: The Gamemaster and that Megaman saying Mega-insert word here has dug into my brain. Mega-bummer.
I think I broke a finger once, but it was just a ring finger.
yeah, living in a car sounds like a grand plan right now. we can have lots of cats and blankets to keep us warm! and each other of course.