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im so cooped up in this house already and I have a whole month of not working to be sitting here doing this!

I wrote a song about the girl i love today and its sooo sappy and cute.

My god, I wish she would pick me up and take me to IHOP!

Rooty tooty fresh and fruity!!

I need some caffeine, a meal, and...
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svarog:
If it involves IHOP then I am down for it. There is only one in Ontario and I have and will continue to make the hour and a half drive there for it...

so good, haha.
nickstone:
I hope you'll get some sleep, take care
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i wish i could get a job at a tattoo shop, being the counter girl, helping people, answering phones, kissing the artist's ass... i want that job. I would rock at it.
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jamberee_:
aw stop, making me blush. I've been drooling over ur pics today. When I turn pink, we gotta do a set together. smile
I live in Dekalb. Have you ever been here?
gabriella:
Awe thanks mamaaa! and we defff should!

I know thats where NIU is, right?
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advice time (i love feedback from strangers)

option 1 Just be her friend and try and quit liking her

option 2 tell her that i want her so bad i cant really be her friend

option 3 keep hanging out and not saying anything and hopefully one day she will crack

option 4 just forget the whole thing
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psycho_magnet:
Dont kid yourself, once YOU'VE crossed that line, even if you don't say anything it will just eat at you. Tell her how you feel and clear the air. It may work, it may not, but you'll both know where you stand.
jamberee_:
So yesterday i was at teh bar, saw her there, we sat there the whole time talking. and i did go with option 5 and just told her how bad I wanted her. Then we came back to my house afterwards and smoked and then i was like.... lets watch something in my room. well... she said okay, came in my room and then i tried to like jump the poor girl and shes like no no no and then shes like, let me just give u a back rub instead so shes rubbing my back and i flip over so shes like sitting on top of me and shes then she left.

then i said sorry and she said no worries.

laame. now i feel bad but at least i tried. that shit was driving me crazy.
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she invited me over again, with a non sexual disclaimer attached to it. What is this girl doing to me? I think this is karma for all the boys i've strung along in the past... or is it like a test, do i still want to be friends with her even if i cant get with her? Chicks do this kind of thing, i know...
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svarog:
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jamberee_:
yeah.... so we laid in her bed and watched a movie. i'm trying to be respectful so i didnt touch her....thought about it a few times but, this sucks. I guess I like her enough to be her friend but shiiiiit son!
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I want opinions on pubic hair. Just out of... lets say like sociology experiment style since we have people from all over the world tuning in.

I participated in "no shave November" When I don't have I always shave my lips still cuz i don't like the feeling of hair but in the front I think its so sexy and cute and soft. I am...
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appreciateher:
No matter what anyone else thinks or says I always say " Be driven from within" . Do what you feel is right for you . There will be reprocussions , but if it's right for you , then it's OK . I personally think smooth and shaved is feminine . Big and hairy is a sign of masculinity .
svarog:
Honestly I say keep it the way you feel the best with it. I have been with both and my only thing is keep it clean and fresh down there. nothing turns me off faster than a funk there.

I keep mine trimmed, as my gay friend said years ago, it's a turn off to look like a 12 year old boy, plus well I find it get cold down there sometimes.

As for sets, it can be damn sexy with and without, just as long as it isn't out of control, crazy bush just looks... crazy.
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My semiannual work party was last night and it was SO SO FUN! I stayed sober, trying to recover from tuesday still... but we were dancing and drawing collages and having all kinds of fun. I love the people that I work with and they are like family to me. It's really reassuring that I am in a good place in my life right now....
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svarog:
I wish I had that kind of connection with my co-workers. I work for a big company so no such luck. frown But it sounds like it was tons of fun!
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i'm going on a date with my sweet lady friend for the third time this week. Maybe tonight will be my night!
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jamberee_:
thanks.... she has a boyfriend.... i want to find out how big his dick is and buy a strap on slightly bigger... heh heh heh <-- that was my evil laugh... i would never do this... i can't even try and kiss her, im a chicken.
svarog:
hope it all went well for you. winkwink
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I am curious about how putting naked pictures up on the internet will effect my future. I am definitely an exhibitionist and love my body and want to show it off. I don't feel bad or ashamed of doing that, and any shame that I would feel would be the part of me that is brainwashed by society.
But.... I love working with kids. It's...
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stiles:
Anything you put up on the internet is forever, available to anyone and everyone eventually and cannot be undone. If you're concerned doing this might negatively affect future employment (particularly if you're working with kids or law enforcement) then don't do it.
jamberee_:
I am all in all... not that worried. If I ended up being a suicide girl I am sure I would be proud of that fact and not feel any differently later. But... who knows?

Too bad I have tattoos, and I can't really try to say that that isn't me anymore. It's pretty obviously me lol.

Thanks for the advice guys. I have a problem of being rather inappropriate all the time, especially at work when i'm bored, and i get in trouble for shit I do and say all the time working fast food for minimum wage. I don't really see me ever getting involved in politics.

I think I'm going to rock it and see where this path takes me. People tell me a should be a suicide girl all the time and finally one day i was like... duh i should try.
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I just can't get enough of this song lately.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SP-6wwirrtc

its a little offensive but thats how i like it.


AND ALL I EVER THINK ABOUT IS DROWNING DROWNING!!!
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svarog:
haha. damn, I missed those days. Damn "normal" job taking over my life and fun.
nickstone:
Haha! great song smile Thanks for sharing

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amarena:
I live pretty close to Stanley's/The Annex. I don't get out much, 'cause I'm a lame-ass, but I have been there a couple times. lol
You familiar with the area?
Love the pic of you on the pole by the way. love I got one as a gift a while ago, but my ceilings are too low to install it since I live in a basement apartment. It kills me that I own one but have never used it! ahhhh!
jamberee_:
Oh man the pole is the best when i am like a little tipsy, or in party mode, or in work out mode. I really like to dance around.
Amarena- I bet we are neighbors! I'm close by too.
I dont go out too much, especially when its cold. i've been pretty much looking at boobs since i got this subscription.
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I made a wishlist and it was fun and also depressing... shiiiiit I can't afford any of this stuff... and theres no such thing as santa clause! and i really haven't been a very good girl this year is there was!