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Sometimes my nerves get the best of me. When a feeling becomes so strong, and it sweeps you off your feet, it has it's way of bringing out fear you never realized you had in you. But I am never one to back down, and that fear will be what pushes me to be better, to accept that great things do happen. It's no easy...
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New day....new blog. Ever notice how much better some songs are when you are asked to hear the words? Recently, I have been asked to listen to some songs by a special someone.....and now those songs are so much closer to my heart. I must admit that I am happier now than I have been in a very long time-if not ever. It's in his...
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Today's blog.... well, it started out kinda shitty-just a bad mood. Fortunately, Thumper71 always knows how to make me smile He also knows exactly how to "ruffle my feathers" and wants me to beat him at times. Regardless, I still smile, and when I don't, he seems to know somehow and says something to make me smile again. Not always an easy task for someone...
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So.... Excited for a shoot with CandraLee <3 It will be amazing! She is so gorgeous Been listening to music which cheers me up. Some things....people...person has been irritating me, so I must thank the ever so wonderful Thumper for keeping me sane
I also have some new "fans" which is always humbling. I thank you for the support

So yes, past couple days have...
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Another day, another blog. My day, while boring, is going great. My ever so sweet Thumper never fails to amaze me There just isn't enough words to explain what a great man he is, and he gets better by the day <3 Today's surprise of a special song may have topped all else thus far. Yes, I am in awe of this man

In other...
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New day-new blog. I'll start by saying Thumper never fails to be an amazing man-in every form of the word. I have developed quite the crush But SHHHH, it's still a secret...hehehehe.
In other news, I LOVE October....scary movies play, my best friends birthday, and of course, Halloween. Doesn't get better than that! Well, I suppose some things could be better, but I will settle...
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This evening wasn't as great as I hoped. Despite my happy feelings, I had another feeling that left me feeling pretty fuckin shitty. Shitty feelings normally suck for a while, except tonight I had Star there to remind me that some people are just wrong. And just when I thought I was super lucky to have Star there for me, there is Thumper to remind...
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So today has turned out to be better than yesterday! If my days keep going like this, I may float away from happiness! I found out last night that on of my best friends will be here next week (excited for Terri cuddles and TV). Thumper gets sweeter by the minute, which makes it very hard to not smile <3. And somehow over the past...
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Random thoughts of the day....
-I continue to lose weight, even though I am not trying to. Funny enough, I think the weight just moves to my boobs and gives me a big "fuck you" to everywhere else. Whatever, I will take that.
-I miss my Star and could go for her hugs right now.
-I think I lost my pain patch in the shower...
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Just wanted everyone to know........ I'm ALL SMILES

For "You"

I had forgotten what it was like to smile...
like this..
to smile so wide my cheeks hurt...
like this...

I'd never knew it was possible to love,
like this...
to be filled with such happiness, and such sorrow..
as this.

To be so full of warmth, and laughter.
To feel it from the tips of my fingers,
To the very tips of...
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OK, my day has been shitty. Well, mostly shitty. It is good-no great-to know that when things feel like they are falling apart, that I have amazing people in my life to help me hold it all together. I am very fortunate in that aspect of my life. As for other parts of my life...they are rocky, to say the least. In hopes of staying...
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