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So now it's day four of no smoking. I'm holding up pretty well. I've been feeling so ickey this whole week, even when I tried to smoke Monday afternoon, it made me feel like I was gonna barf, so I think this time it's actually gonna stick. Haven't even been craving it.

It's been such a stressful week, I can't wait to go out and...
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mcqueen:
Quit smoking? Are you INSANE?!

j/k

Good luck, yo!

nattytattat:
are you taking Zyban?
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puke frown puke

That's my morning so far. Right now I'm just concentrating on keeping this cereal bar down. Vomiting at work sucks ass. I just want to lay on my stomach and sleep all day.

No one person is perfect. It just sucks that it takes them being gone forever to realize there really was enough there to make it work, well at one point, before I...
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navin:
sorry you're sick... frown

hope you feel better soon, you have to...

*cough* pics *cough* tongue

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Remember?

Mysterious emails Instant messages Old feelings that never got old The Wedge that night Walking around the lake Trying to be good Following me home Sitting on my couch Kissing my neck Making out for half an hour Driving home Saturday morning at revolution The first I love you Practical demonkeeping Watching buffy Emails everyday Seven times the first time Front of southwest supermarket...
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thepromdate:
i like this entry a lot, even if it makes me sad.
mothra:
now that's emo. wink
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Tired and sick. I hope it's for the obvious reasons of late night travel, and very little sleep following an entire weekend of madness, and not something else, like the flu.

puke

No more smoking OR drinking. It's official.

San Jose rocked. Thank you everyone kiss

I decided I love this song:

I feel right all the time
I am right all the time

Well, oh well...
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thepromdate:
frown

but it makes me happy that you like mates of state. i'll make you a copy the next time i'm at mcqueen's.

hope you feel better soon.

p.s. i think you're sick too much and it doesn't agree with me at all.
nattytattat:
Obviously your're a fellow music lover 'cuz you post lyrics..... have you ever played, or do you prefer to listen (both are equally admirable as far as passion goes)?
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Yay! I leave this afternoon.

I can't wait to see my friends. smile

I'm just a couple hours away from boarding a plane. I hope it goes okay, Me + airplane = panic attack. It wasn't so bad before because I had someone to hold my hand for me. Not anymore.

I don't even have Ellie the Elephant with me this time. frown
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junkyrunnindry:
biggrin biggrin biggrin
thepromdate:
what a rad weekend! i'm so glad you came out! smile
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One more day.

One more day to do laundry, pack, go to the bank, blah, blah, blah. I am so excited. 4:50pm tomorrow evening will not come soon enough.

Last night was a weird night. I went to bed all early, like at 9:00pm, and was woken up at about 11:00pm by my mom bursting in shouting, "Someone stole Cory's bike!" Ummmm, okay, should I...
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ms:
Shit! That was your brother's bike! I'm sorry. I'll make sure to have my mexican brethren return it, pronto. Seriously, that sucks.

It was cool to chill the other night. Always fun to kick it with the homies.
thepromdate:
whoo hoooo!


see you tonight! have a safe flight!
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Feeling kinda crappy today. Just a little bummed out. I can't help it. I miss him. A whole lot, actually.

The crazy dude that works in the mailroom is up to his usual St Patrick's Day crapola. He speaks with a fake Irish accent and pinches people all day. Please help me, I just might kill him today.

No plans tonight. Any little bit of...
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punt:
2 days...rock thirty!

staying downtown...Blank Club and friends. Riding my bike...wonder if it will make it back?
thepromdate:
dude. cute pic!


bring summer clothes. serioiusly, it's fucking hot. i think it's supposed to cool down, but even still we'll be riding bikes. bring a light jacket or hoodie just in case it's cold at night. who knows. bring you! that'll be enough!
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Last night was the most fun I've had in a long time.

Started off with dinner with rosey at Plaid. I've missed that place. Haven't been there in a loooong time. It was so good. Then off to the Rogue for lil_tuffy's poster show. The show was a big hit, and everyone had so much fun. I can't wait to see the pictures biggrin

Tonight,...
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tennille:
I knew I had shit to do this weekend!......1 dinner, 1 party, 1 RenFair, 1 baby shower.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I was seriously considering going to SF this weekend! I need any excuse to go!
thepromdate:
are you packed?
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I've had better weekends. Hopefully the one coming up will make me forget all about this one.

It's finally over. Really. No more being together, but not together, but together. No more holding out for change. It's just done. When I made the decision, I was pretty numb aboout it. I wasn't really sad, but I wasn't really happy either. Now I just feel sick....
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gord462:
Wow, sorry about the loss. I went through alot of the same shit with shannon when we split up. If I can be of any assistance let me know.
mr_peen:
sorry to hear that you are going through this, you are truely a rad person, i wish i knew something wise to tell you that would help, but i think no matter what i said, it wouldnt help. i think that you need to hurt, and time to heal. i understand that numb feeling. it is the worst. it makes you feel twice as bad because it makes you feel guilty for not feeling sad, mad or anything.
I am coming back, hopefully in april, i am taking leave then, so cross your finger and toes that it gets approved. the jager bombs will be on me when i do get back, time to celebrate being back in the states and time to celebrate being the most eligible divorcee from south korea, yeah! biggrin
hahahaa
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Tickets have been purchased. I will be arriving in San Jose at 4:50pm on Friday the 19th, and leaving at 10:10pm on Sunday the 21st. I can't wait to see everyone.

Gearing up for getting down this weekend as well. Big plans with a_to_the_f tonight. We're gonna go out and show no discretion toward acting the little hussies that we are. Short skirts and low...
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egon:
I am having a good weekend!
og_stinger:
O.K. I'm claimin' going out for the Caravan show, But I'm a liar? No really I'm gonna go, well maybe? hahah!

Shit.

If you see me that means I'll be there. biggrin
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Thank God the week is almost over. This week has sucked so much. Next week is going to be so much better because I get to end it in San Jose with my friends smile

So sometime in April Air Supply is coming and playing at a casino out on the reservation. How sad. I think I wanna go. biggrin
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WOOOOO! Sunday night it's the Jealous...
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thepromdate:
i don't hgave time to read that right now, but...

in my best internet screaming wiht happiness voice...

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!
smile love
nattytattat:
So what do you think we should do with Gordo....Does he need an intervention? I think you're right about him needing counseling. Despite what he says, he has much bigger problems than not getting laid enough smile
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Friends make all the difference.

I feel 110% better. Just got off the phone with my good friend. We didn't even talk about any of the bad stuff. It was just good to bullshit and joke with someone. There's a little more clarity now.

I can't wait to go to San Jose next week. Even if it's just for a weekend, I can't wait to...
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johnny_fantastic:
at least your aren't getting half your tongue chopped off tomorrow - ok, I like to exaggerate things a little... tongue
mr_peen:
sorry to hear that there was bad times, but cheer up, they only make the good times seem that much better. have a great trip to sj, i miss warm weather, ick.