Little bummed out today. Just thinking, there's never been anyone I connected so well with on so many levels. Hot bartender is hot, but I get the feeling maybe that's about where it ends. With the former, there was an entire connection, physically, metally, socially. It's pretty depressing when all that other stuff seems so perfect but the other important stuff like respect, and emotions...
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junkyrunnindry:
All those connections took time to develop. Right now they feel like they were always there, but they developed as you both learned about eachother. It's hard to imagine having similiar feelings about someone else when you've had them with one person for so long. Maybe he'll come around, time and experience Really do change people...but either way, you WILL have those feelings and connections again, whether they are shared with him, or with a man you have yet to meet. Even though you can't possibly imagine feeling that way ever again, don't doubt for even one second that you will...
thepromdate:
kev said he got your tickets....does this mean you're not coming? WHAT KINDA CRAP IS THIS AND WHY DIDN'T YOU OK IT FIRST?
The Briefs last night was rad. MS was kind enough to go with me. We had a blast. The best part was when the Fabio look alike guy walked in and Mikey turned to me and said in that Fabio accent, "I can't believe it's not metal." I just fucking died.
There was maybe 50 people in the whole place. Johnny the hot bartender was...
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mothra:
I had to take all my piercings out, and now I miss them and realize I'll never have them again. But at the same time it really doesn't affect me at all.
user8935778:
haha i saw the breifs a couple years back. i forget who they opened for. but it was a fun show. and they gave me CDs for the radio.
so.. my moms friend has 2 mastiffs.. and those things fart so much. and i hate farts!
so.. my moms friend has 2 mastiffs.. and those things fart so much. and i hate farts!
Awww, did I hurt your feelers? Good. It still doesn't compare to anything you've done to me. I never wanted to hate you, but by the way you've treated me you make it impossible to feel any other way. How do you live with what an asshole you are? Oh that's right, it doesn't affect you. In order to feel bad about anything you'd have...
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thepromdate:
the weird thing is, is that if you stare at them long enough, they do sync up. 
junebug:
YOUR SO HARDCORE you work in an office with bullet holes...
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
i'm so non-attentive.....LOL
i couldn't resist that one ha have a good day! in yer bullet ridden office! LOL I just crack myself up
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
can i kiss you
i'm so non-attentive.....LOL
i couldn't resist that one ha have a good day! in yer bullet ridden office! LOL I just crack myself up
Alright so here's the update:
Weekend was awesome. Friday night saw Kill Bill Vol. 2 with my brother. I had tentative plans to go with someone else, but as per usual, I never heard from them. I'm so tired of getting dicked around by useless fucking people who have zero respect for me. No more chances. I have no patience for people like that anymore....
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Weekend was awesome. Friday night saw Kill Bill Vol. 2 with my brother. I had tentative plans to go with someone else, but as per usual, I never heard from them. I'm so tired of getting dicked around by useless fucking people who have zero respect for me. No more chances. I have no patience for people like that anymore....
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downingolsen:
yeap...
junebug:
Sounds like an awesome weekend....I gotta get out and see VOL. 2
good for you on the email folder......keep yer chin up
good for you on the email folder......keep yer chin up
Weekend was rad. It was so awesome hanging out with Delilah. I can't wait until she moves out here. 
Alright well, got a busy day ahead of me. I'll have to update more later. Lots and lots to update
Alright well, got a busy day ahead of me. I'll have to update more later. Lots and lots to update
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downingolsen:
what it wasn't cool to hang out with me... 
thepromdate:
i'm getting nervous about the dress situtation. wish you were out here so we could go looking together. i'm thinking i'll just go as a playboy bunny, which i know will make everyone happy!
*wiggles tail*
*wiggles tail*
Having conversations about being cool obviously means nothing in the world of pricks no matter how well they seem to have gone. I can only be as cool as someone is to me though.
Johnny finally called me tonight. May have taken him a week, but I think he's making up for it.....He plays rugby, skates, and bartends at my favorite bar. How hot is...
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Johnny finally called me tonight. May have taken him a week, but I think he's making up for it.....He plays rugby, skates, and bartends at my favorite bar. How hot is...
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egon:
how come you get a delilah to move to where you live, and all i get is a lousy cheesesteak.
johnny_fantastic:
funny... i wrote my journal before reading yours... great minds think alike, I guess... 
so - are you really goin to prom? i'm still thinking about a friday afternoon BBQ - then trip up to city for som sf nightlife...
so - are you really goin to prom? i'm still thinking about a friday afternoon BBQ - then trip up to city for som sf nightlife...
Another Friday. Yay!
This weekend I plan on spending much of my days looking for a new job. I gotta get out of this place, and I have the feeling they're gunning for me once again. So whatever....
Who wants to go see Kill Bill Vol. 2 with me tonight? I've been waiting so long for this to finally come out. I'm so excited to...
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This weekend I plan on spending much of my days looking for a new job. I gotta get out of this place, and I have the feeling they're gunning for me once again. So whatever....
Who wants to go see Kill Bill Vol. 2 with me tonight? I've been waiting so long for this to finally come out. I'm so excited to...
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rudy_stains:
Cocopuffs and peanut butter?
Good luck with the job hunt.
I think the people at my job are out to get me too.(undoubtedly due to the fact there are pile of unfinished work on my desk cause I've been tooling around on the internet all day)
Good luck with the job hunt.
I think the people at my job are out to get me too.(undoubtedly due to the fact there are pile of unfinished work on my desk cause I've been tooling around on the internet all day)
zumbi22:
friday: paper, then concert.
saturday: paper.
sunday: paper.
saturday: paper.
sunday: paper.
Happy birthday Dizz & McQueen!!!
Sushi last night went well. He's a nice guy, but I don't know if I want to go out with him again any time soon. Not really my type.
I did make it home just in time for Angel, only missed the first minute or two. So that was rad. I tried flipping back and forth between Angel and...
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Sushi last night went well. He's a nice guy, but I don't know if I want to go out with him again any time soon. Not really my type.
I did make it home just in time for Angel, only missed the first minute or two. So that was rad. I tried flipping back and forth between Angel and...
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j_stokes:
Hey what is up?Do you remember me....Ok stupid question I know........I know it has been almost 2 weeks since we met....but you said you had a crush on someone and that was something I didn't want to step in front of.....
write back when you will,
Until The Turn Of Tomorrow,
Jeremy
write back when you will,
Until The Turn Of Tomorrow,
Jeremy
j_stokes:
Hey where are you going to have beers tonight?
I wasn't going to update, but I changed my mind. Things are going too well for me right now to perpetuate the anger I was feeling from someone who doesn't even deserve that much of my emotions in the first place. I spent much of my day and night last night regretting the last few years of my life with him, not just Friday night....
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nattytattat:
That was a great recap of your emotional experience.....you should let HIM read it.
johnny_fantastic:
so are your really going to the prom? i'm hosting some kids from the east coast this year... ok 
Lesson for the day: As long as you do shitty things to other people, shitty things will continue to happen to you.
Oh and the last time I checked, Silverbacks, or even just decent upstanding people don't FUCK their ex girlfriends who still want to get back tegether and talk up how much they still love them just to blow them off right after. Am...
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Oh and the last time I checked, Silverbacks, or even just decent upstanding people don't FUCK their ex girlfriends who still want to get back tegether and talk up how much they still love them just to blow them off right after. Am...
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mcqueen:
whoa...
tat2fiend:
We all get what we give in life....Well not really....But it makes me feel better about Things...I'll get my just Desserts in the End....Oh who am I kidding???....I'm going Straight to Hell!!!
LilJackKnife Rocks, HUH??
LilJackKnife Rocks, HUH??
Tried to do dinner and 50 cent PBRs last night, but I started to feel a little bit under the weather by about 10:30 and had to call it an early night. On the plus side, the Pabst reps were there, and we got all sorts of free junk. So score.
I made an appointment with a personal trianer. I'm really excited. My sessions start...
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I made an appointment with a personal trianer. I'm really excited. My sessions start...
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bettietwoguns:
i didn't get easter with the kid either.
i wish i had a job that didn't interfere with my work-out schedule. i want to see some progress.
i wish i had a job that didn't interfere with my work-out schedule. i want to see some progress.
mothra:
A personal trainers job is to kick your ass. Good Luck.
Completely rad weekend filled with very little sleep. Met some awesome new people, and hung out again with some that I haven't seen in a while.
Maybe a few regrets for the earlier part of the weekend, but not enough to phase me. Just enough to put everything into perspective and make me stronger. I feel completely rejuvenated. Like a whole new girl almost. So...
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Maybe a few regrets for the earlier part of the weekend, but not enough to phase me. Just enough to put everything into perspective and make me stronger. I feel completely rejuvenated. Like a whole new girl almost. So...
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delilahb:
yay for rad weekends! Yay for boys and sushi...mmm..sushi.
user8935778:
yo. thats one fine ass.
as of right now.. i will not have a live in telephone man.. merely a neighbor one.. his rental is about 5 blocks from my house. he says he'll be over a lot. who knows. he won't even take a key to my apt. he's stubborn. but then he gives in. because he knows i know better than him.
but i can have an inara come visit anytime i want now! wooooohoo!
as of right now.. i will not have a live in telephone man.. merely a neighbor one.. his rental is about 5 blocks from my house. he says he'll be over a lot. who knows. he won't even take a key to my apt. he's stubborn. but then he gives in. because he knows i know better than him.
but i can have an inara come visit anytime i want now! wooooohoo!