I may not have a place to live this summer..great.....
having a bad day...need drugs now.
somebody kill me please.
having a bad day...need drugs now.
somebody kill me please.
steveneurotic:
You already know I'll be needing roomates come June. And I don't have qualms about living in North Jersey if the price/place is right.
nyced:
You're welcome to crash at my place for a few nights this summer...............I even have a sleeper sofa.............just stay away from the drugs..........
my brothers birthday is on sunday.
I have no idea what to get him....
another handgun? handgun accesories??
(in my family we're big believers in the second amendment....we wanna keep the king of england out of our faces...)
...the right to bear arms and to keep a well organized militia...take that!
back to the subject of his birthday....maybe i will just get him flowers.
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I have no idea what to get him....
another handgun? handgun accesories??
(in my family we're big believers in the second amendment....we wanna keep the king of england out of our faces...)
...the right to bear arms and to keep a well organized militia...take that!
back to the subject of his birthday....maybe i will just get him flowers.
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aliencrush:
Guns are rad. I have a few. Yeah, get him a gun... and some flowers.
Do you ever visit NYC?
Do you ever visit NYC?
aspen:
where i'm from we shoot budweiser can with bebe guns all day. (mine was pink of course)
OH MY GOD I AM GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF!!!!!
too many people that i know read my damn journal.
and my car is blocked my my brothers truck and he must have the keys cause i can't find them...he's not answering his phone....I wanted to go to the damn bookstore at the damn garden state plaza...
so in short i am getting drunk alone......
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too many people that i know read my damn journal.
and my car is blocked my my brothers truck and he must have the keys cause i can't find them...he's not answering his phone....I wanted to go to the damn bookstore at the damn garden state plaza...
so in short i am getting drunk alone......
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anatdevice:
don't worry about your journal. the sane ones among us never think less of you for any of it. hope to see ya this saturday.
wonderpants:
Girrrlll, you remind me so much of myself it's scary... Thanks for sayin' "hi" 
take it easy on yourself
[Edited on Mar 04, 2004 8:16PM]
take it easy on yourself
[Edited on Mar 04, 2004 8:16PM]
oh god....i think i am going to fall in love...gross.
my friend asked me if i have ever masturbated in public....does sitting in morning traffic on the GWB count?
in other news...
quinna is suddenly leaving and i am very very very sad because it is very rare that i find someone that i think that i can really connect to. Especially girls...and now i...
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my friend asked me if i have ever masturbated in public....does sitting in morning traffic on the GWB count?
in other news...
quinna is suddenly leaving and i am very very very sad because it is very rare that i find someone that i think that i can really connect to. Especially girls...and now i...
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prophetnoise:
thanks. Theres a hell of a lot more i could say about it, but i'm sure it's nothing that you dont know already...plus, theres no need to rant and rave and let them agrivate us more. They fucking do it enough already by just existing. 
And i think i figured it out. . . I think happy angry is like a productive angry. . .like i just got pissed at everything and started doing shit to facilitate my own desires/needs/etc.
hehehe, my parent's basement is in shambles because i decided that right now is the right time to redecorate it, and incorporate all my music equipment somehow. My mother's gonna flip when she gets home. . .but then again, she'd flips every time she comes home cuz that's what she does (which is also why i'm leaving soon)
And i think i figured it out. . . I think happy angry is like a productive angry. . .like i just got pissed at everything and started doing shit to facilitate my own desires/needs/etc.
hehehe, my parent's basement is in shambles because i decided that right now is the right time to redecorate it, and incorporate all my music equipment somehow. My mother's gonna flip when she gets home. . .but then again, she'd flips every time she comes home cuz that's what she does (which is also why i'm leaving soon)
originalzombee:
aaaawwwwww i'm going to miss you sooo much!!! you have to come down to Florida and come dancing in goth clubs with me!!!!! or else!!!!!! haha
oh and on another note....you missed out on my anti smoker rant...i kinda went off..........
and to cover for all the days i won't see you
i adore you little miss iggy
i'm going to miss you sooo much!!! you have to come down to Florida and come dancing in goth clubs with me!!!!! or else!!!!!! haha
oh and on another note....you missed out on my anti smoker rant...i kinda went off..........
and to cover for all the days i won't see you
i adore you little miss iggy
I have anoher zygote(sp) of a song...as ani di franco would put it.
I have had an easier time this past few days writing music and letting the music write itself. Now i just need to take a step back. I am also getting away from the tori amos/kate bush style that i have been so addicted to since i started writing music in high...
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I have had an easier time this past few days writing music and letting the music write itself. Now i just need to take a step back. I am also getting away from the tori amos/kate bush style that i have been so addicted to since i started writing music in high...
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pulloffmywings:
pants are WAY overrated. like WHOA!
stabbedwithagun:
Would you ever lay vocal or piano tracks down for a doom type of song.
my advisor is my cheerleader...yea!
I don't know why, but everyone thinks i am a pessimist. I am far from. if i were a pessimist i would have killed myself already.
people are funny...he said i made him wish he were younger.
go me...
fuck yeah!
so i keep saying i will never know love...perhaps that is so...
but i do not think that that...
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I don't know why, but everyone thinks i am a pessimist. I am far from. if i were a pessimist i would have killed myself already.
people are funny...he said i made him wish he were younger.
go me...
fuck yeah!
so i keep saying i will never know love...perhaps that is so...
but i do not think that that...
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grooverider:
...oh god...this page looks like some bad 70's tablecloth design...i'm not feeling so well... 
....aaaaaaggggghhhh.....
ok- i'm better- sorry about that...
so- you write what kinda music again?
....aaaaaaggggghhhh.....
ok- i'm better- sorry about that...
so- you write what kinda music again?
I broke up with my last boyfriend cause i said i was going to be a suicide girl...he called me a slut and said he hoped i woudl die of a drug overdose.
still in limbo...grr...
I explained today to someone why i am jaded towards relationships. Its because i have never encountered a man or woman who could ever fully understand my bisexuality, and...
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still in limbo...grr...
I explained today to someone why i am jaded towards relationships. Its because i have never encountered a man or woman who could ever fully understand my bisexuality, and...
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liv3:
aw, sure you'll know love someday. i know i have faith.
midknight:
im with tanya on this
oh and it sux that we couldnt meet on saturday
oh well, hopefully another time
oh and it sux that we couldnt meet on saturday
oh well, hopefully another time
so the city was grand...thank you SGNY.
I even found a parking spot for my car...which is not that small. Of course it was like twelve blocks away...but beggers can't be choosers...especially when they own a land yacht.
so yeah...crush like whoa...and i know its like whoa...well....cause i just know its like whoa...which is pretty dangerous for me.
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I even found a parking spot for my car...which is not that small. Of course it was like twelve blocks away...but beggers can't be choosers...especially when they own a land yacht.
so yeah...crush like whoa...and i know its like whoa...well....cause i just know its like whoa...which is pretty dangerous for me.
a lot of things are dangerous for...
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liv3:
it was nice meeting you! you & quinna were so cute at the club.. i look forward to seeing you around more often
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minimalism:
I was hoping to meet you last night. I ended up heading off to Brooklyn halfway through the night instead of going to Opaline. Next time.
meow meow meow meow 
going to the city tonight...
I have a crush big time...
oh god...here we go again...
going to the city tonight...
I have a crush big time...
oh god...here we go again...
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elvgrenink:
crushes are the bestest. i love crushes.
*I really wish they would post my damn set* hint hint...nudge nudge....
I saw the casulaties.
I got pommled in a mosh pit last night, felt damn good....but of course i only weigh 120 pounds so a feather could bump into me i would almost fall down. So i think i held my own pretty well.
And i met this really cool boy on the...
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I saw the casulaties.
I got pommled in a mosh pit last night, felt damn good....but of course i only weigh 120 pounds so a feather could bump into me i would almost fall down. So i think i held my own pretty well.
And i met this really cool boy on the...
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xandra:
Oh.. awesome you are a limbo girl... didn't know.. that is kick ass though! Can't wait for your set either..they should be beautiful!
cyber_faust:
yeah damni they NEED to post your set!!!!!!!!!!!
www.au.org
www.aclu.org
sorry it took a few days to get back to you....
www.au.org
www.aclu.org
sorry it took a few days to get back to you....
They can all totally bite me.
I am quite nostalgic right now...
I remember when i was about nine i had a friend a year or two older than me who would tie me to her bed and touch me under the guise of a childrens game. I was always the captured princess, and she was always the villain and the rescuer, since it really...
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I am quite nostalgic right now...
I remember when i was about nine i had a friend a year or two older than me who would tie me to her bed and touch me under the guise of a childrens game. I was always the captured princess, and she was always the villain and the rescuer, since it really...
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cyber_faust:
great entry.....
i'm a submissive/ fetishist myself. I agree, D/S doesn't conflict with feminism or being progressive at all. D/S brings sexual politics into a whole new realm; gender issues are already long resolved before good D/S games begin.
do you find it theuraputic(sp) at all?
i can't trace my desire to any specific childhood incidents, but what i've found is that, for me at least, the pleasure of subspace comes from completely opening oneself up to the other, and the feeling of being completely used.
they say the best way to learn to top is to be dominated
I may not be a natural dom, but I've learned to be able to take on that role, especially in more sexual ways.
i'm a submissive/ fetishist myself. I agree, D/S doesn't conflict with feminism or being progressive at all. D/S brings sexual politics into a whole new realm; gender issues are already long resolved before good D/S games begin.
do you find it theuraputic(sp) at all?
i can't trace my desire to any specific childhood incidents, but what i've found is that, for me at least, the pleasure of subspace comes from completely opening oneself up to the other, and the feeling of being completely used.
they say the best way to learn to top is to be dominated
I may not be a natural dom, but I've learned to be able to take on that role, especially in more sexual ways.
steveneurotic:
When my company becomes a multi billion dollar monopoly, you can be my secretary. 
GENOCIDE IS NEVER EASY
I am of the female set....
and i enjoy it too except for when some old guy stares at me in wonderment when i say i never wanna get married or have children, i thought we lived in a day and age when saying that is not shocking anymore...twenty years ago yeah, it was pretty shocking, but now...jesus h christ.
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I am of the female set....
and i enjoy it too except for when some old guy stares at me in wonderment when i say i never wanna get married or have children, i thought we lived in a day and age when saying that is not shocking anymore...twenty years ago yeah, it was pretty shocking, but now...jesus h christ.
at...
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wonderpants:
I think those wily Chinese had a variation of the stirrup even before the Romans...Genghis Kahn and his mighty horde, now there's some fascists for ya! I may even be one of his descendents 
steveneurotic:
Hey yo! This is the digity dawg! Sup fool!